I am 51 years of age, and reached high levels of worldly success but about 8 years ago it all crumbled down, lost successful business, lost home, all savings went away, wife walked out with another, and I have had the hardest time finding employment that pays the bills for me and my 14 year old son.

Life has been tough for me but through it all I still trust my Yahuah(God)Yahushuah (the Christ.

I have learned just as many lessons on the way down as I did while at the pinnacle of success.

Some days I just want Christ to come back and end it all, life has become so mundane and not exciting.

But this is when I say "The Joy of the Lord is my strength" and I practice smiling and being happy. This helps.

My God is an awesome God, He has taken care of all my needs all my life and I am very grateful for all He has done in the past and what He will do in the future.

I am certain we are living in the last of the last days. I dont presume to know how it is going to all unfold but it is unfolding fast and I only need to take care of business for a little while longer.

Hang in there it wont be long. Maybe only a few more years.