3 Spheres, 6 Sides, 9 Points

Not getting your exact meaning. I think intellectually, I am getting bored. No, I think that is the wrong word. Not sure if you were going here, but it is what's on my mind.

I am beginning to desire to be lost in some of my old experiences again. Not really in a way of re-experiencing them, but wanting to go further, and I have stopped having them so often. I had/have been relying on drinking and sex and occasional smoke, etc to ground me, but it has been over 2 years now. But, to try and juggle experiences like I had with present life would just be incredibly difficult to assimilate again as the grounding would not be as easily attainable.

I am in a rut.

Everything old has yet to pop in as new again to me. Except for the ripples created here on GLP and some other minor places.

I'm use to change, I guess. My entire life has constantly been in flux. Until recently. My insatiable appetite tells me always, there has got to be more. I know there is, but this daily life is sucking up all time and energy, and I am left with my vices instead of my furthering.

Ahhhh, the desire for the spice of good old chaos to put a shine on things.

What specifically is the more you are aiming at?

If you aren't centered you literally lose the center at which all things become apparent.

The problem is we begin yearning for the high spin of the perimeters.

The palace of wisdom and all that.

Ever wonder why many mythologies have gods throwing themselves into dissolution in the swirling abyss?

The center is a hi wire act.

Yes, good old chaos would be nice.

Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

Getting to know visitors in deepest night. That sort of thing. I want to journey into the unknown again. The Mystery that surrounds us, yet few get to immerse themselves in.

I feel I have grown complacent. But, you understand (of course) very well the drive to get back into that unknown journey.

And yes, that yearning. What to do about that little bastard I have yet to figure out.

Not getting your exact meaning. I think intellectually, I am getting bored. No, I think that is the wrong word. Not sure if you were going here, but it is what's on my mind.

I am beginning to desire to be lost in some of my old experiences again. Not really in a way of re-experiencing them, but wanting to go further, and I have stopped having them so often. I had/have been relying on drinking and sex and occasional smoke, etc to ground me, but it has been over 2 years now. But, to try and juggle experiences like I had with present life would just be incredibly difficult to assimilate again as the grounding would not be as easily attainable.

I am in a rut.

Everything old has yet to pop in as new again to me. Except for the ripples created here on GLP and some other minor places.

I'm use to change, I guess. My entire life has constantly been in flux. Until recently. My insatiable appetite tells me always, there has got to be more. I know there is, but this daily life is sucking up all time and energy, and I am left with my vices instead of my furthering.

very well said, thank you.

It's exactly how the classic ufo dome shaped work.
Turn 2 plate upside down on eachother and you got the outside, now imagine a sphere being on top and on the bottom and one in the center.

A toroidal coil at the top, bottom & center aswell.

It's exactly how the classic ufo dome shaped work.
Turn 2 plate upside down on eachother and you got the outside, now imagine a sphere being on top and on the bottom and one in the center.

A toroidal coil at the top, bottom & center aswell.

That's coming from deep inside, lol. Sometimes it's good to 'talk out loud'. It helps me define things like 'my rut'.

Maybe we should exhange email addresses and work one out together ;)

it is brutal, man, i know what you mean. keep asking those....keep having that conversation (w/yourself)

I don't have a problem with that. But, I am always slammed with e-mails, and I really don't get on the computer much outside of work.

We can exchange though. Could be interesting!

Have you read Dr. Paul Lioviolette's: Secrets of Antigravity Propulsion: Tesla, UFOs, and Classified Aerospace Technology

Heavy, heavy reading. I haven't gotten through all of it yet.

I don't have a problem with that. But, I am always slammed with e-mails, and I really don't get on the computer much outside of work.

We can exchange though. Could be interesting!

Have you read Dr. Paul Lioviolette's: Secrets of Antigravity Propulsion: Tesla, UFOs, and Classified Aerospace Technology

Heavy, heavy reading. I haven't gotten through all of it yet.

i've often said that I feel like God is waiting on us and we are waiting on Him, difficult situation.

I've been trying for years to get a group together so we can build it. It's hard to trust anyone.

I haven't read it, i did alot of research myself. Alot of brain cracking.

Wit the technology you have free energy because you throw 1 in and 2 comes out. throw 2 in and 4 comes out, endless energy.

But as we know, everything can be used as something positive and negative, the negative side is weapons of mass drestruction, think about lasers that are charged with ALOT of energy that can go right trhough the body.

It's the reason why the technology isn't being released because the majority of the earth people arne't aware of what it can do.

I've been trying for years to get a group together so we can build it. It's hard to trust anyone.

I haven't read it, i did alot of research myself. Alot of brain cracking.

Wit the technology you have free energy because you throw 1 in and 2 comes out. throw 2 in and 4 comes out, endless energy.

But as we know, everything can be used as something positive and negative, the negative side is weapons of mass drestruction, think about lasers that are charged with ALOT of energy that can go right trhough the body.

It's the reason why the technology isn't being released because the majority of the earth people arne't aware of what it can do.

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Do some research to the rodin coil, clockwise + counterclockwise to center the sphere in the coil. (to lock it into place) Move the spehre up a little bit and you ge tthat upwards force of electromagnetic. Move the spehre a bit down and you ge tthat downwards effect. It's because the spehre always want sto get in the center. Because of you creating an electromagnetic field around the craft you can adjust the gravitational field wich makes it possible to travel at the speed of light or even faster = one of the many methods of time travel.

Yes, it is amazing that when you (in general) bring up free energy, immediately people think, "Oh, you mean I won't have to pay for gas or my electricity bill!?"

They do not understand what free energy would be capable of.

EVERYTHING costs energy. Everything. Period. Imagine if EVERYTHING did not have a cost value to it. It is beyond imagination what could be accomplished.

Luckily, we have eternity to get it right.

Hey folks, although I am in way over my head, it is great reading and being exposed to this level of thought is rather exciting. Keep pushing the envelope and thank you all!