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Message Subject 3 Spheres, 6 Sides, 9 Points
Poster Handle Anonymous Coward
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Everything old is new again.

So, what's the flux Sept?
 Quoting: Dionysian Fullaflattus

Not getting your exact meaning. I think intellectually, I am getting bored. No, I think that is the wrong word. Not sure if you were going here, but it is what's on my mind.

I am beginning to desire to be lost in some of my old experiences again. Not really in a way of re-experiencing them, but wanting to go further, and I have stopped having them so often. I had/have been relying on drinking and sex and occasional smoke, etc to ground me, but it has been over 2 years now. But, to try and juggle experiences like I had with present life would just be incredibly difficult to assimilate again as the grounding would not be as easily attainable.

I am in a rut.

Everything old has yet to pop in as new again to me. Except for the ripples created here on GLP and some other minor places.

I'm use to change, I guess. My entire life has constantly been in flux. Until recently. My insatiable appetite tells me always, there has got to be more. I know there is, but this daily life is sucking up all time and energy, and I am left with my vices instead of my furthering.
 Quoting: Septenary Man

Ahhhh, the desire for the spice of good old chaos to put a shine on things.

What specifically is the more you are aiming at?

If you aren't centered you literally lose the center at which all things become apparent.

The problem is we begin yearning for the high spin of the perimeters.

The palace of wisdom and all that.

Ever wonder why many mythologies have gods throwing themselves into dissolution in the swirling abyss?

The center is a hi wire act.
 Quoting: Dionysian Fullaflattus

Yes, good old chaos would be nice.

Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

Getting to know visitors in deepest night. That sort of thing. I want to journey into the unknown again. The Mystery that surrounds us, yet few get to immerse themselves in.

I feel I have grown complacent. But, you understand (of course) very well the drive to get back into that unknown journey.

And yes, that yearning. What to do about that little bastard I have yet to figure out.
 Quoting: Septenary Man

When the extreme becomes impractical, the extreme turn to high heart rates through legendary cardio.
The endorphins are most welcoming.
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