I guess even here on GLP cynics abound...but then again, you often talk of things but don't actually experience them for yourself - so when someone who has experienced something comes on, those that haven't believe they are trolling. Not your fault, though - you have no concept of the nature of my existence.

As for being evil, it's not my choice...you don't know what it's like to not have a free will. I have a will, yes, but it's not a free one like yours. My will is to do good, but my will unfortunately does not dictate my actions - TPTB do.

They can turn even your own heart against you, or wipe your memory and give you a new one if it suits them...as they often did with me.

So yeah, it's kinda impossible for me to do anything but what I was created to do, though I wish with everything in me that I had not.