Well, you can all congratulate me now. i'm officially shit out of luck!

Here is a link to free Christian audio teachings on how to get rid of your "stinking thinking" (we're all guilty of it) and learn to walk in faith of God's Word: [link to www.awmi.net]

Note: The topics are on the left of the page. Click on the one you're interested in to see the list of audios on that particular subject.

If you're not a Christian, that could be easily remedied by repenting of your sins and calling out to God, in the Name of His Son: Jesus (the Christ).

I prayed for you about your situation.

Oil patch is hiring like crazy, from Texas up through Colorado, Wyoming, the Dakotas and Saskatchewan. I think the unemployment rate in N. Dakota is like 1% or something.

Now don't get me wrong, Obama is doing everything in his power to prevent those jobs from materializing, with new bans on drilling and bans on pipelines, but he still can't stop all the development on private land.

Once he sells off most of the federal lands to the Chinese, you might be able to work for your Chinese overlords in some kind of slave capacity, like indentured servitude.

Joining you in this for OP.

Amen!

Frequency Class - THE BASICS - pt 1

This is very good one at suggesting how to get into a high frequency and then envision your prayer in thought. For this is a thoughtscape universe.


Frequency 5 Steps to Manifest! Get what you want now:)

Wow! I listen to Andrew every night and met him a few years ago in Raleigh. He is AWESOME!!!
I have so many of his materials and he has helped me so much!

My life sucks too hawk. So sorry you are going through this too. I am doing my best to stay somewhat positive. Wake up and just put one foot in front of the other. That's all you can do. Don't let hope die, and push as hard as you can to make it to another day and to the next opportunity. May it work out for you, I send that wish over to ya.
:)

you can always eat your own poop you know

OP watch this vid and you will get your solution



this works, I've seen it work

The Dark Night of the Soul - How to Flourish in Difficult Times


The Divine Net of Miraculous Possibilities


One of the things she has said in the past is, to look at your life and then its like math, get rid of 3 lower frequency things, like junk food, anger, alchohol, whatever it is, and replace them with 3 higher frequency things, like yoga, mediation, birdwatching, sungazing (safely, ie dawn or dusk, for up to 30 min there is no UV, but otherwise just in the corner of your eyes with head tilted up is good and barefeet if possible or on blankets, no rubber souls, earth energy), or nature, or comedies, or laughing wih friends, or giving somehow of your time.

Often when things are blocked if we think of others and give, things become unblocked, and that doesnt mean money if your struggling, but of yourself.

ie ever thought of self teaching yourself hypynosis and regression for healing and beyond life memories, and starting a little group self help for those with terminally ill, volunteering. It could lead to becoming good and hospice patients could really benefit from a little of what Dolores Cannon does, some for free, but down the road you could have a full fledged clientelle.

Or haircuts, or massage, not for sex industry but for rheumtaoid arthritis and fibromalgia, for example, or kids with MD, specialized.

Things like that. Where giving can create a new path.

Company in the down times, like sky gazing group, and laughing with ohters.

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The reason why I'm sharing this is because its something I know inside, positive thought, and have changed my health, my mood for days, and brought family connections, people contacting out of the blue and peace, by reaching into a higher state, of joy and looking at the difficulties from that perspective, rather than up close.

And Linda West/morningmayan's videos struck a cord. In that time period, I practiced it a bit, and 3 things occurred as I had pictured them, the third, was somehting miraculous. It was not a normal manifesting, it was more of a miracle and it was inspired to do, it felt like really a different me, when I was a the glass sliding doors, and the sky was dark and stormy with a dark pink in thick clouds and a thin fast moving sheet of black.

This spirit came over me and I said, this won't do at all! And then I pictured vividly, pink hearts, everwhere, and kept it up, with every cloud over the house, over the reservation, everywhere in sight.

Then, exhausted after 20 min, gave up, went in the townhouse, made a pot of coffee, came back outside 20 minutes later, sipping that coffee, and lo and behold, there were hearts everywhere.

Upside down hearts, small ones, sideways ones, narrow distorted ones, fat ones, huge ones, abstracted ones, all WHITE AND PINK, no black clouds anywhere. Never happened before or since.

But I cherish that memory.

Now despite that and all my business ideas, we're also struggling, and am attempting to work on my older boys, to get small business going slowly, and then another one, slowly getting something for each of them, over the next year, and have some ideas, just not alot of startup.

But I have alot of love and happiness anyway, and dont give up on anything.

Work out what you would do in the worse case scenarios ahead of time and really picture the best.

the physical dimension is based on suffering and exploitation, not love. This is the reason that your life sucks - as it does for most decent people. Notice that the robots and demons are doing just fine. Religion is BS to con you into thinking that its all part of God's plan.

Okay.
There is an asst. Managers position at the McD's.by the highway, There is a cashiers job same company in Wendell. Woodforest Bank is looking for a retail banker.

There is a part-time Retail Merchandiser position in Middlesex.

Yes, I'm in the local area. Hope this helps.

Let me know if I can be of more help.

A nice looking lady playing with demons. That's a bit of a loss. The Bible is very explicitly against mediums, divination, trances, and witchcraft of this sort. Yoga and meditation in the form of emptying your mind is pure witchcraft.

The good Lord provides for his people. Trust in Jesus and He will not disappoint you. That's where a true spiritual change begins. Repenting, turning away from sin and turning towards the Son of God.

When we are weak, he is strong. I have found this to be reliable. Don't put any stock in these satanic gurus and mystics. It's a false path that leads to dark places.

Which is why you knock on your soul for answers, which will be forthcoming if you pour your heart out to yourself and whatever you call Love, wake up some real memories, and rise above the frequency here. They only feed on hte negative, so don't give it to them even when its hard.

Its all about choices.

And turning negatives into positives.

But gifts to others helps unblock things enormously. Though it can take a day for some, weeks for others.

ARK = acts of random kindness!

Its an interactive duality system, and the more negativity you give, the more negativity can access, but the reverse is true as well.

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That's New Age programming. The Duality concept was invented to provide a cover for beings who are innately evil and who's existence is illicit.

Sorry about yesterday,the damn server banned my Ip addy so I had a heck of a time getting back here. Had to contact Phen twice to get my IP unbanned,lol.

Hun, You've got some good ideas but one, I am too old for the military, There are so many people out there right now on CL looking for jobs, women offering to babysit, clean houses,etc... it's sad really when you see it.

I've done an awful lot of different jobs in my life. I've just always worked. Always.
I've been a QC screener for Colt Industries, babysat my great nephews, worked in restaurants, been a cashier, worked as hotel front desk clerk, worked with horses, cleaned houses, been a driver for a guy who sold plants and flowers to garden stores all over Raleigh, waitress ed,worked all kinds of light industrial positions, worked in production at Hospira, that was hard work, made biscuits, washed dishes, worked in a call center taking inbound phone calls, packed firelogs into boxes, that's hard because it hurts your body physically, worked in a foam factory that made bedding materials for the mattress companies like Sealy, Serta and Simmons. That was the best damn job i ever had. worked in the sewing factories when they were still around. They went to Mexico, those jobs.

I've graduated High school, taken Criminal Justice, I did that because I wanted to understand what my rights were and how it all worked, because my 1st ex husband was such an asshole that he didn't think women should have any rights. He thought they should be slaves. Yeah, no shit! I got rid of him and he is now dead. See? You can't do people wrong anymore, it always comes back to bite you in the ass, folks. But I've always worked, ever since I was 19 yrs old.

But I've noticed that over the past 17 yrs since I've been here that it's just steadily gotten worse.

I can't remember who that poster was who had that dream about driving through downtown Charlotte and how it looked like a ghost town. That is becoming a reality,folks.

I've finally figured out what it is that I do in dreams, some guy who I was talking to one day when i explained to him what happens, he told me what it was. It's called omnipresence. It's like I am in someone else's body, or else I am invisible and I can hear, feel, and see, everything this other person can, but I never know who it is because I never see their face. It's not me,though, it's like I'm inside their body.
I'm here to tell you that you are going to see a huge mass exodus all over this country. Cars, trucks, backed up on the roads everywhere.
Ct is going to suffer some massive flooding, and a bridge or a railroad is going to be affected. There will be massive flooding everywhere. and the people will be forced to move, carrying what they can with them. I have seen lines and lines for miles in places like west Virgina, cars tumbling down a steep incline because the bridge suddenly would give way. and all i can do is watch. It's like I'm not allowed to interact or interfere. I'm supposed to watch and see people being killed in storms, children being hurt and killed. I've seen a woman who was a sex slave sitting int he back of a limo, and tow people, a man and a woman got into the car beside her. They had her hooked on drugs and she was thinking that her only way out was suicide. and the woman looked at her and told her,"You will never get away from us."

I see stuff like this all the time in my dreams and yet I can't help them. I'm not supposed to, I'm just supposed to watch. Sad, huh?


Trying to figure out what to do, but so far the story I am getting is that companies,even though they have figured out their budgets for the yr, are not doing all that much as far as hiring.
I can do more than a lot of people here in this area. Most of these folks can't even read or write, seriously. They can't. Everyone I know is either on some kind of disability, or they either got hurt on the job and got a settlement, they're on welfare, or getting some kind of help.
They have just accepted their lives as normal. One guy told me, to just accept my lot in life because this is all there is, I can't do that. I have never settled for less because I've always felt like there is something more out there, something meant for me, but I'm just in the wrong area to get it done.

The whole point of this is: There's no longer any use for me here. there's need. and I hate feeling useless. Even if I sold everything I had it wouldn't be enough to move and get settled into a new place.

I even have a gemstone that I'm trying to sell on Ebay. I bought it back in 2010. It's been appraised. It's a yellow Labradorite gemstone. and it's been appraised at $665.00. But since people are such thieves liars and scammers, I can't seem to sell it to anyone honest. I was gonna have it set as a pendent in 14 kt rose gold. It's pretty huge, too. It's almost 11 cts. But since all this happened, I need to sell it. The problem is I don't have a digital camera,to take pictures, nor do I have a cellphone that takes pics.

If anyone is interested in really buying it, let me know. It comes with the certificate of appraisal. But only someone who is strictly dickly, and can afford to buy such a stone.

I've sacrificed a lot, had to give up my horse back in July of '09 because it was either him or me. and then my little dog, Maggie died in August of that yr. I don't have cable out here or satellite tv, no internet since August, and just living on the basics which is lights,food, and shelter. Trying to figure out what to do, but I swear nothing comes to mind. After all this, I swear, something good has to happen.

Yesterday was just one of those days where nothing would go right for me.

Y'all just keep me in your prayers, that a miracle will show up cuz I'm running out of ideas. You remember that saying about "pulling a rabbit out of your hat"? Well, the hat is tired and I'm reaching deep to find a rabbit, you know? That's where things stand.
Sorry about it taking me so long to get back in touch with you guys.

They don't hire at the local Mc Donalds around here. They're saving those jobs for the prison inmates. LOL! Remember, there's that free slave labor.

Never heard of that. lol!

Honey, that battery is only about 2 yrs old. It shouldn't be drained like that. No, I think it was a dud. and My son bought it. lol!

I can't afford to put my stuff in storage. No way, besides with all the crime around, hell, I wouldn't have anything left if it got broken into.

praying

IT is not BS! You come down here and look. It is bad. The whole area of Eastern NC is so depressed it's beyond unbelievable.
They are hiring younger people, and when you get to be my age, there's no room for you anymore.

Everyone thinks Pat McCrory is gonna save the entire state. You'd better hope he can do something at least ease the regulations on the banks and the taxes have to be completely revamped so that businesses will come down here and help create jobs. That fracking he wants to do, I don't know if that is going to get by the state legislature.
And if the job only pays 7.25 an hr and the commute is an hr away, then I'm not making any money,see?
The jobs around here don't pay that well, unless you're in a trade like electrical, or HVac, or machine operator, some kind of trade, see? Welders make damn good here if they can find the work.
But The fact remains that they'll hire a black person over a white one because they have to hire so many to fill that quote. And here women are considered a minority,too.

The thing about going back to school, that's all fine and good, but honestly, I can't do the math. whenever they put me in a math course, I can't pass it. My brain is not wired to do math . The only math I know is pay the bills math,lol.
So I can pass every damn thing they can throw at me but I never pass the math courses. I've had tutors and instructor try to help me but it's all Greek to me. I'm just not a math person, so I can't finish and get my CJ Degree even with all the tutoring. Every time I took a test, I suffered test anxiety , but it didn't matter, all the notes I took and everything, I'm just not able to do any kind of math except what I need to pay the bills.

A lot of people around here are highly dyslexic and they can't read or write, , I'm on the opposite end of that. My brain isn't wired to do math. At all.

Sent you a PM hawk8414
let me know
Gotta get some z's now

I got it. Thank you for the kind offer. My account won't let me send you a response. Thank you for offering to help. But right now I just really could use your prayers. Something 's gotta give and after all this, maybe there will be one miracle left for me yet.

The one good thing I can say is I've not gotten sick like so many others have this yr. I'm just running against the clock but then again, I've always felt like I have always done that in my life. Just running to beat that clock.

Thank you Ambiguous, don't worry. I'll be all right. I just gotta figure this out and see what I can do.

If the connections are dirty it won't charge or do a start.
Try cleaning the wires, posts, connectors so they are shiny.
You can coat them with grease or even vaseline, this will prevent further oxidation or cold connections.
Check the water. It should be up to the level of the inside openings, usually 3/4" -1" below the top.
Use distilled water if you can.
Check that your alternator belt is tight, a loose belt will give a lower charge.
Good luck.

If I were trying to work for myself, I would have to come up with something that people would actually want or can really use or they need. I'm not into selling stuff because hell, let's face it, nobody wants a pushy salesman in their face trying to shove something they don't want or need down their throats, right?

I wish I could come up with an idea of being able to connect people to products that they need or can really use Like self defense equipment, security cameras, etc.. With all the crime going up around here, you would seriously think that women alone would be inclined to buy some self defense protection other than a can of mace? lol! But for some reason, they just never think of things like that.

Just a thought, but it's an idea, now how could i run with this?

Thanks and I do check the belts and water, the oil, the power steering fluid, everything. I know I have to put some air in my front tired today. Gonna do that this afternoon.