do you get anytime off? what about that? go fly a kite or kill a rabbit? take up a hobby for frak sake!! you are 20 years old! energy? you dont have it? come on!! when i was twenty you could hook up a jumper cable to me and i could power a small city with the energy god gave me! now my energy is reduced to a small shack with a 60 watt light bulb. time heals all and you need time for yourself!! thats the cure and medecine!! seems like all you do is work. weed? well nothing wrong with that but weed opens doors to depression to mostly the indica strain or body high which wears out the joysticks on the xbox and all the food in your fridge!! get up! get out! take time off!! hand in there op!!!