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Anonymous Coward User ID: 30526773 Luxembourg 01/23/2013 02:22 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Don't try to save or change the world, just change yourself into what you want to be. At least for a start. Now that you've realized that money and status are irrelevant, you're free. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 32823835 Not true try to remain the same even though other things seek to change you, then you will be real, and not a fake mind controlled robot. |
leoglp User ID: 20413827 United States 01/23/2013 02:23 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This is the source of your problem. The mind altering drugs invite in the demons. Canabis destroys your drive and in fact causes depression, schizophrenia and demon possession. Altered states = witchcraft, which is communion with demons. That is why the Bible condemns this activity. Your solution is simple. Drop the dope, take up Christ and stop living for yourself. The joy of the Lord is not far behind. Gee I'll just add up to two things. 1) Cannabis sure shows you what you didn't see before. 2) Cannabis opens up connection with other entities. Use it every now and then, and don't burn it. Digest it, when you burn it you allow negative entities to come in. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 32850016 United States 01/23/2013 02:28 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I don't mean to be cause for alarm. Quoting: eyeDR3 I just have this deep emotional pain. That which makes me ache. I have constant anxiety. I feel the weight of the world in my heart and soul. It's no longer depression as much as it is a longing for a better time. You see ill get down to the details. Every day I wake up to a blinding sun, always before the alarm. To the morning guidance of either work or maintenance of material goods, neither of which feel right to me. I step on the same floor. Shower in the same bathroom with the same cleaning supplies. Put on the same clothes. Eat the same bland food. Brush my teeth with the same poison, the same brush. Lock the same door. Start the same, miraculously still working car. Drive to the extent of 3 miles, to and from the same box. Sell the same material shit, and get the same treatment of shit. Make the same terrible pay, or less. Go home and eat. Feel the pain of another day... Repeat. Now i know glp isn't the place to go for a pity party. That's not what I'm getting at. Thing is I'm a 20 year old American and this life I'm sure is similar to many of you. I had it all going for me. An honors diploma, scholarship to a good school, independence, and many more years. Then I started to live. To actually live. I took up cannabis and it helped me to realize that we are living a play. That even though we may call others sheep and ourselves awake, we are all being suppressed. I had a massive explosion of self discovery rarely even found in those twice my age. I started to see how docile everything and everyone was becoming. I started to think about how much we could do but dont. How I'm working a job to hold up a shitty corporation, even though pay is falling with quality of living and they treat me like trash. How the school I was attending was a brainwashing ponzy scheme to get a "degree." A literal label for yourself to do, what else, join the workforce. How tv, facebook, texting not talking, hate, ignorance, greed, compliance... Its what everyone is used to, and we do NOTHING about it. They say vote. Yeah, bullshit nice try. Why vote? I'm too stupid to know about politics, right? And its a number game in the guise of a popularity contest, which should be bad enough. After all the media seems to comfortably know the outcome of everything. Ill just let them make the decisions. That's how people are beginning to think. My sister said it best: "Its money. Its the banks. Its a power scheme that worked. The bills are a measure of power. You start at the bottom. To get to the top you have to live a life of deceit. If EVERYONE woke up to this... If EVERYONE marched on the capitals of the world and burned these bills and got rid of the idea of power, we could live. That's when humanity truly becomes free again." Couldn't agree more. Now ill go to sleep and continue this madness. But I feel as if even god is telling me its time. I can feel it in every bit of my energy. I've been put here for a reason, even if its just for my soul to endure hell. Night yall! Yep... Smoking dope will make everything right, because you won't give a shit. It's like natural Prozac. Only it makes you dumber. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 1261919 United States 01/23/2013 02:33 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I understand OP. I feel the same way. A lot of us are waking up and understanding our servitude to this empty consumer culture. The good news is that more and more of us feel this way. Soon we will be the majority and that's when change will happen. The bad news is that change requires and demands that we have to hang on a little longer. Wake up knowing we are that much closer to the end of this crap. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 25196431 United States 01/23/2013 02:35 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This is the source of your problem. The mind altering drugs invite in the demons. Canabis destroys your drive and in fact causes depression, schizophrenia and demon possession. Altered states = witchcraft, which is communion with demons. That is why the Bible condemns this activity. Your solution is simple. Drop the dope, take up Christ and stop living for yourself. The joy of the Lord is not far behind. I just want to say this, and this is the first time I say this to anyone here. FUCK YOU. you dont have a God damn clue. This person is in pain, and you belittle with your self righteous belief. Your lord Christ is scoffing at your judgments. |
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Copperhead User ID: 24964643 United States 01/23/2013 02:44 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This is the source of your problem. The mind altering drugs invite in the demons. Canabis destroys your drive and in fact causes depression, schizophrenia and demon possession. Altered states = witchcraft, which is communion with demons. That is why the Bible condemns this activity. Your solution is simple. Drop the dope, take up Christ and stop living for yourself. The joy of the Lord is not far behind. Bullshit. If that was true I would not have started and now operate a thriving manufacturing business, along with all the other successful tradesman who I know that used to smoke weed back in the day. Last Edited by Copperhead on 01/23/2013 02:44 AM |
lupa14714 User ID: 23350068 United Kingdom 01/23/2013 02:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You wouldn't wake up if u didn't want to wake up ;) addicted to the drama Quoting: Anonymous Coward 30782431 suicide is not as easy as you think.as me and several mates have learned.but luckily you learn more each time. church of euthanasia. [link to www.facebook.com] have just left my paranormal photos on,as I,m leaving soon.some you have to see whole picture,as clipped. |
Ruby Moon User ID: 1030089 United States 01/23/2013 02:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have felt like this since I was 9 years old. Relate to everything you had to say ( with the exception of smoking weed; it only exacerbates my anxiety and depression.). I hope you find a way out of The Black Hole and when or if you do, please post any suggestions. Thanks for sharing this. Ruby Moon |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1805432 Denmark 01/23/2013 03:03 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | More than you think feels that way OP, well more or less. It just makes you doubt it all, somehow. It's doesn't feel like a real depression, but it does feel like something is off. I know people say that "you create your own meaning here" but that is because they somehow find meaning and think that you are able to find the same meaning. freedom to some is a prison to others. I can't give you meaning, but I do know that if more and more feel this way, then were not alone, and that means it's not you or us that is wrong or have the problem. if that even helps at all lol. |
Vixen33 User ID: 31461624 United States 01/23/2013 03:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Welcome to being a grown-up. My husband tells me I think to hard about things I have no ability to change. He tells me to focus on the little things I can control. The world is a terrifying place full of lies and evil. Find something that makes you happy. The other night I was talking conspiracies to him while he was painting cabinets in the garage. He listened to my rants and asked me, "Well, what are you gonna do about it?" I told him there is nothing I can do. "Exactly." he said as he continued his brush strokes. He then told me: "You see this brush, I use this brush and this paint to change the color of these cabinets, I can control this and in this moment it makes me happy." He made me laugh. It's the little things in life that you find happiness. Take control of your mundane existence. If you hate "holding up a shitty corporation" for crappy pay, just quit. You may be broke, but you just might find happiness. |
Artaius San User ID: 32855264 Germany 01/23/2013 03:52 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It´s like the shadows are vanishing and one is less and less able to convince himself of this false construct of a society and the way we´re living. I see this affecting more and more people, I hope this will start something. We could all just stop that, what we´re doing and start something new from the heart. But we would have to do this altogether. I don´t know if that´s possible, I´m also feelin like I don´t have much enegery left for this crap. But we gotta hang in there. There will come a time when you believe everything ends. This will be the beginning [Louis L'Amour] ~ A r c t u r u s |
acegotflows User ID: 28872932 United States 01/23/2013 04:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I don't mean to be cause for alarm. Quoting: eyeDR3 I just have this deep emotional pain. That which makes me ache. I have constant anxiety. I feel the weight of the world in my heart and soul. It's no longer depression as much as it is a longing for a better time. You see ill get down to the details. Every day I wake up to a blinding sun, always before the alarm. To the morning guidance of either work or maintenance of material goods, neither of which feel right to me. I step on the same floor. Shower in the same bathroom with the same cleaning supplies. Put on the same clothes. Eat the same bland food. Brush my teeth with the same poison, the same brush. Lock the same door. Start the same, miraculously still working car. Drive to the extent of 3 miles, to and from the same box. Sell the same material shit, and get the same treatment of shit. Make the same terrible pay, or less. Go home and eat. Feel the pain of another day... Repeat. Now i know glp isn't the place to go for a pity party. That's not what I'm getting at. Thing is I'm a 20 year old American and this life I'm sure is similar to many of you. I had it all going for me. An honors diploma, scholarship to a good school, independence, and many more years. Then I started to live. To actually live. I took up cannabis and it helped me to realize that we are living a play. That even though we may call others sheep and ourselves awake, we are all being suppressed. I had a massive explosion of self discovery rarely even found in those twice my age. I started to see how docile everything and everyone was becoming. I started to think about how much we could do but dont. How I'm working a job to hold up a shitty corporation, even though pay is falling with quality of living and they treat me like trash. How the school I was attending was a brainwashing ponzy scheme to get a "degree." A literal label for yourself to do, what else, join the workforce. How tv, facebook, texting not talking, hate, ignorance, greed, compliance... Its what everyone is used to, and we do NOTHING about it. They say vote. Yeah, bullshit nice try. Why vote? I'm too stupid to know about politics, right? And its a number game in the guise of a popularity contest, which should be bad enough. After all the media seems to comfortably know the outcome of everything. Ill just let them make the decisions. That's how people are beginning to think. My sister said it best: "Its money. Its the banks. Its a power scheme that worked. The bills are a measure of power. You start at the bottom. To get to the top you have to live a life of deceit. If EVERYONE woke up to this... If EVERYONE marched on the capitals of the world and burned these bills and got rid of the idea of power, we could live. That's when humanity truly becomes free again." Couldn't agree more. Now ill go to sleep and continue this madness. But I feel as if even god is telling me its time. I can feel it in every bit of my energy. I've been put here for a reason, even if its just for my soul to endure hell. Night yall! I understand this to the core. But the truth of the matter is this. Imbalances. We live an imbalanced existence here. I used to not want to wake up, I went to the depths of this. I realize now that I was imbalanced. My mind was focused on the negative. My body was reaping the years of bad eating sleeping and sexual habits. My spirit was splintered between the real me, and everything that everybody else wanted. I was unhappy And it broke me, literally left me open to possession. It was a bad thing. I lost it. Spent years recovering from it. I thought my life was over. It had only begun. Now I'm really coming into an understanding of what we are as humans, who we are as individuals, and why EVERYTHING seems to go against us. We are energy having a human experience. Energy in Motion= emotions. So perhaps the key to life is motion. Depression usually causes the opposite. I'm not saying that I'm correct, I'm just giving some ideas on this stuff. Because there was a point where I wanted it all over with... "a foundation built on lies is always bound to crumble and those who aren't humble shall tumble to the earth" |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 26795689 United States 01/23/2013 04:22 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The bible is in English too. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22741000 I can tell you have demons because you became so irritated at the man trying to help you. Marijuana opens doors to demons even if it feels good. If you ever want peace you know where to find it. Call on Jesus from the heart. :facepalm12: When 'help' comes in the form of a serious, close-minded judgement/accusation and without even the slightest attempt to ask questions to get to know the person being judged, then 'irritation' is warranted. The sad truth is if OP had said he drank wine occassionally or that he was taking antidepressants, none of you self-proclaimed 'Demonologists' would have chimed in and said shit about him having 'demons' - but that's just a testament to your social programming and lack of awareness. Can't say I'm surprised to see that you operate just like the government does - create the problem (demons), supply the solution (Jesus). You'd don't actually care about the person you're judging and trying to scare into accepting your dogma, as you just trying to seize an opportunity to tell a complete stranger that you know exactly what's right for him so you can bolster and reaffirm your own belief system in the process. A practice that is void of consideration & respect. I say that because if you actually cared about the person you were speaking to you wouldn't dare lob such an ignorant accusation at an individual for simply acting 'irritated' for being unfairly judged - and you actually would have made a sincere effort to ask questions and get to know the person you're allegedly trying to 'help'. If you can't be sensible enough to figure out how to extend SUPPORT & wisdom to individuals without demonstrating a complete disregard for their existing personal/spiritual beliefs and without informing them that they will need to adhere to your own instead, then you will clearly demonstrate that you're not qualified to be helping in the first place. Choose wisely. |
acegotflows User ID: 28872932 United States 01/23/2013 04:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This is the source of your problem. The mind altering drugs invite in the demons. Canabis destroys your drive and in fact causes depression, schizophrenia and demon possession. Altered states = witchcraft, which is communion with demons. That is why the Bible condemns this activity. Your solution is simple. Drop the dope, take up Christ and stop living for yourself. The joy of the Lord is not far behind. Christ is the opiate of the masses. Well, just like opiates or most drugs for that matter, most don't get it from the source and therefore take the word of their dealer when they say "it's good stuff, trust me". You shouldn't... "a foundation built on lies is always bound to crumble and those who aren't humble shall tumble to the earth" |
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Don'tBeAfraid User ID: 32113282 United States 01/23/2013 04:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I don't mean to be cause for alarm. Quoting: eyeDR3 I just have this deep emotional pain. That which makes me ache. I have constant anxiety. I feel the weight of the world in my heart and soul. It's no longer depression as much as it is a longing for a better time. You see ill get down to the details. Every day I wake up to a blinding sun, always before the alarm. To the morning guidance of either work or maintenance of material goods, neither of which feel right to me. I step on the same floor. Shower in the same bathroom with the same cleaning supplies. Put on the same clothes. Eat the same bland food. Brush my teeth with the same poison, the same brush. Lock the same door. Start the same, miraculously still working car. Drive to the extent of 3 miles, to and from the same box. Sell the same material shit, and get the same treatment of shit. Make the same terrible pay, or less. Go home and eat. Feel the pain of another day... Repeat. Now i know glp isn't the place to go for a pity party. That's not what I'm getting at. Thing is I'm a 20 year old American and this life I'm sure is similar to many of you. I had it all going for me. An honors diploma, scholarship to a good school, independence, and many more years. Then I started to live. To actually live. I took up cannabis and it helped me to realize that we are living a play. That even though we may call others sheep and ourselves awake, we are all being suppressed. I had a massive explosion of self discovery rarely even found in those twice my age. I started to see how docile everything and everyone was becoming. I started to think about how much we could do but dont. How I'm working a job to hold up a shitty corporation, even though pay is falling with quality of living and they treat me like trash. How the school I was attending was a brainwashing ponzy scheme to get a "degree." A literal label for yourself to do, what else, join the workforce. How tv, facebook, texting not talking, hate, ignorance, greed, compliance... Its what everyone is used to, and we do NOTHING about it. They say vote. Yeah, bullshit nice try. Why vote? I'm too stupid to know about politics, right? And its a number game in the guise of a popularity contest, which should be bad enough. After all the media seems to comfortably know the outcome of everything. Ill just let them make the decisions. That's how people are beginning to think. My sister said it best: "Its money. Its the banks. Its a power scheme that worked. The bills are a measure of power. You start at the bottom. To get to the top you have to live a life of deceit. If EVERYONE woke up to this... If EVERYONE marched on the capitals of the world and burned these bills and got rid of the idea of power, we could live. That's when humanity truly becomes free again." Couldn't agree more. Now ill go to sleep and continue this madness. But I feel as if even god is telling me its time. I can feel it in every bit of my energy. I've been put here for a reason, even if its just for my soul to endure hell. Night yall! You sound deeply depressed. I hope you'll go find a therapist to voice some of your ideas and find a medication that will work for you. I don't believe in long term use of SSRIs, but in the short term, they can restore your serotonin levels. You're sound very low from what you wrote. You need to go outside and do something very physical. Post-modern men have disconnected from their tribal nature. You are meant to chop wood, make fires, hunt, run, hike, canoe, climb cliffs, collect wild herbs, etc. You're not doing those things and feel very disconnected from the Earth. I know that might seem strange, but it would greatly help you cope better. When you get into a rut, then you will sink deeper and deeper. You can get really low unless you stop, take a good cold shower. I mean 30 minutes freezing cold and snap out of it. Then you need to talk and let out those frustrations. Then chop wood for an hour. Get your blood going so you feel like a Man. There's a powerful Man inside you. Don't listen to any haters, but focus, read good Manly books to get your mind on positive things. Don't listen to crap music that drags you down with angst. Don't watch garbage that penetrates your soul. Do something very physical like sword fighting with bokens. They teach that even to beginners in Aikido classes and the hammering of blade against blade will rattle your bones and make you feel alive. Do it tomorrow. Don't wait. Get some help, but more so do some things to cultivate the manly arts. Ride a horse some if you can. To balance, to destress try to get a massage to get better blood flow. I know they're expensive. If you have a girlfriend, trade one with her. It'll help you get centered. Feeling suicidal is not a joke. Get help right away. Read about Earl Shaffer's trek across the Appalachian Trail [link to www.trailjournals.com] Read A Walk Across America. It's about a disillusioned young man like yourself who decided to walk across america and see the beauty he knew was there. He met his wife along the way. It's inspiring. [link to en.wikipedia.org] It inspired lots of people to do the same thing. Last Edited by Don'tBeAfraid on 01/23/2013 05:24 AM Come visit my 900+ posts on rational and practical prepping for getting closer to the Earth and God. Thread: Last minute tips for parents when the SHTF (Page 33) Believe in yourself, you're beautiful. Thread: dating&romance advice - see Don´tBeAfraid´s tips/explanations - edited to have only the useful information for ya! (Page 5) Thread: What is the soul? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 32857525 Australia 01/23/2013 04:46 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This is the source of your problem. The mind altering drugs invite in the demons. Canabis destroys your drive and in fact causes depression, schizophrenia and demon possession. Altered states = witchcraft, which is communion with demons. That is why the Bible condemns this activity. Your solution is simple. Drop the dope, take up Christ and stop living for yourself. The joy of the Lord is not far behind. You have NO IDEA what the "bible" says! You know Hebrew? Nevermind... Anyway, the tree of life? Depicted in all ancient cultures, religions, peace offerings... The plant that we were given BY GOD that daily is proven to treat so many issues and all made up issues about it are being proven false... That's cannabis. This wasn't a thread about that though, stop digressing. If all you got from this post was a point that you wanted to criticize, you are part of the problem. Who are you to tell me what is right for me? Isn't it YOUR philosophy to follow the word of god? Fuck, I hope you're not listening to that deceiving bastard Nzreva. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 26795689 United States 01/23/2013 05:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You sound deeply depressed. I hope you'll go find a therapist to voice some of your ideas and find a medication that will work for you. I don't believe in long term use of SSRIs, but in the short term, they can restore your serotonin levels. You're sound very low from what you wrote. Quoting: Don'tBeAfraid Unfortunately SSRI's can be highly addictive and side effects can create increased suicidal thoughts, anxiety/nervousness, agitation, feelings of desensitization, a numbing effect on your emotions (good & bad), sexual dysfunction, among other ailments... Withdrawal symptoms can be unpleasant and harmful to the individual as well. From my experience I would make it a point to explore all other options/methods for raising one's mood before even considering psychotropic drugs (SSRI's) that alter/affect your brain chemistry - as they are quite dangerous and as you indicated, never a long term option. By other options I would first recommend - modifying diet/nutrition, exercise, life-style changes, natural/herbal supplements, detoxing, checking for vitamin deficiencies, etc. |
Don'tBeAfraid User ID: 32113282 United States 01/23/2013 05:18 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You sound deeply depressed. I hope you'll go find a therapist to voice some of your ideas and find a medication that will work for you. I don't believe in long term use of SSRIs, but in the short term, they can restore your serotonin levels. You're sound very low from what you wrote. Quoting: Don'tBeAfraid Unfortunately SSRI's can be highly addictive and side effects can create increased suicidal thoughts, anxiety/nervousness, agitation, feelings of desensitization, a numbing effect on your emotions (good & bad), sexual dysfunction, among other ailments... Withdrawal symptoms can be unpleasant and harmful to the individual as well. From my experience I would make it a point to explore all other options/methods for raising one's mood before even considering psychotropic drugs (SSRI's) that alter/affect your brain chemistry - as they are quite dangerous and as you indicated, never a long term option. By other options I would first recommend - modifying diet/nutrition, exercise, life-style changes, natural/herbal supplements, detoxing, checking for vitamin deficiencies, etc. I agree provisionally. In cases of severe depression, SSRIs and the newer SNRI (they boost serotonin and norepinephrine) are used to quickly get the person more balanced. I don't recommend them for more than a month. The people on them have to be carefully monitored. Norepinephrine is given because it increases drive and some severely depressed suicidal folks stop taking baths, won't get out of bed, and they decline rapidly. SSRIs were NEVER MEANT AS A LONG TERM SOLUTION. We have people taking them for years sometimes decade. That's wrong. A way to naturally boost serotonin in almost an equal way is St. John's Wort, but someone in crisis needs medical supervision and medicine and therapy. Note 95% of what I mentioned is about hard work. That will boost testosterone and will offer a feeling of well being as well as personal satisfaction as well as fresh air and usually snaps people out of it. Last Edited by Don'tBeAfraid on 01/23/2013 05:20 AM Come visit my 900+ posts on rational and practical prepping for getting closer to the Earth and God. Thread: Last minute tips for parents when the SHTF (Page 33) Believe in yourself, you're beautiful. Thread: dating&romance advice - see Don´tBeAfraid´s tips/explanations - edited to have only the useful information for ya! (Page 5) Thread: What is the soul? |
acegotflows User ID: 28872932 United States 01/23/2013 05:20 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "a foundation built on lies is always bound to crumble and those who aren't humble shall tumble to the earth" |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 26985611 Sweden 01/23/2013 05:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, you're still too young to break down into pieces, you didn't ever have time to really suffer, LOL. Come back in 30 years when you don't have the health and full of disappointments, THEN you can join the Club being truly burned out. It's a good thing you wake up so early, as long as you healthy you can do so much. Agree with earlier reply that you could try kendo and beat the crap out of your opponent with a stick. Also, buy a sharpened katana (japanese sword) you could make exercises with it, it's a reminder of many things, pick it up and feel like a warrior. At the same time, do not change the world too much, it will suck you in. Remember that many people from shitty countries would like to swap with you, you're pretty lucky to live in the great US with amazing geography. If you're cold you could travel to Florida, unlike here in deadly cold Sweden. You can do so much until you REALLY get tired of everything! lolz |
Don'tBeAfraid User ID: 32113282 United States 01/23/2013 05:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, you're still too young to break down into pieces, you didn't ever have time to really suffer, LOL. Come back in 30 years when you don't have the health and full of disappointments, THEN you can join the Club being truly burned out. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26985611 It's a good thing you wake up so early, as long as you healthy you can do so much. Agree with earlier reply that you could try kendo and beat the crap out of your opponent with a stick. Also, buy a sharpened katana (japanese sword) you could make exercises with it, it's a reminder of many things, pick it up and feel like a warrior. At the same time, do not change the world too much, it will suck you in. Remember that many people from shitty countries would like to swap with you, you're pretty lucky to live in the great US with amazing geography. If you're cold you could travel to Florida, unlike here in deadly cold Sweden. You can do so much until you REALLY get tired of everything! lolz Vikings Rule. Go Sweden! Use a boken instead! Kendo swords are for wimps. Musashi killed an opponent with a bokken. Come visit my 900+ posts on rational and practical prepping for getting closer to the Earth and God. Thread: Last minute tips for parents when the SHTF (Page 33) Believe in yourself, you're beautiful. Thread: dating&romance advice - see Don´tBeAfraid´s tips/explanations - edited to have only the useful information for ya! (Page 5) Thread: What is the soul? |