30 Years old unemployed, Single for 10 years still in love with the girl that doesn't want me anymore we dated for 4 years. Why am i still attracted? Is there something fucking wrong with me? Shes getting married. I have been suffering with this emotional pain for to fucking long. Top it off i am surrounded by jerks. People just don't like me very well i cant hang on to a job and every girl i try getting rejects me. Fucking time to punch out of this shit hole. There is just no joy in my life whatsoever.
Quoting: |Show|me|Proof| I am saying this for your own benefit because I too had a pretty life shattering experience. 2012 may have not been the end of the world, but it was the end of my world.
For a few weeks, I wandered aimlessly until I found a motivation to do something different.
My best advice to you is stop sitting on your ass. You obviously have far too much time on your hands to let thoughts of a girl from ten years ago control you. Secondly, the women probably smell the sorrow from your previous hole you seem to be unable to crawl out of.
Again, I am saying this for your own good.
Wake the fuck up man! And snap out of it. You are creating your own hell and you have got to let shit go. Stop carrying all of this negative baggage.
Life isn't about a woman either and 9 out of 10 of them will never really get to 'know' you - so stop revealing so much of yourself. They like 'mystery'.
But as I stated - a lady in your life is secondary. It sounds like your life is in shitsville and you need a bus pass out.
Look dude, get involved with your community and stop wallowing in your bullshit. You are creating this bum fuck reality you describe and then you want sympathy from the internet?
This is the BEST help you can get! Fill your time with meaningful things and stopping picking at scabs that should have healed long ago had you not kept looking back. The future is where your head should always be facing.
I wish you the best and for fucks sake don't become some digit on the late night news from doing some dumb shit.
