The Star

I am waiting for you, with open arms
If you should come my way
To spend a little time with me
The door is open, what do you say ?

~GoddessNut~

That stupid star in the sky
That hurts my eyes.

Every star has it's place
To Shine and give forth Light
But if a star should hurt your eyes
Then look upon a different star

~GoddessNut~

I am so happy and proud of you
For the Victory that you have won
I know the future has many challenges ahead
But I believe in you, and all that you can do.

~GoddessNut~

I know that I am a Mystery to you
And you might wonder about so many things
But let me reassure you that all I have shared
Is indeed, true and genuine, in every way.

~GoddessNut~

I hope that I have not lost you
Over anything that I have recently expressed
For indeed, my life has had much suffering
Much of it, beyond circumstances and control.

~GoddessNut~

Do you love me, or do you not ?
I must know what lives within your heart
You are not talking much anymore
And it seems that you are pulling away.

You have been very quiet today
Though I know you have been very busy
But still, something is very wrong
And you are not acting the same.

What am I to believe ?
What am I to think ?
You are not saying much to me, yet,
You don't want others to talk to me, either....

So, where does everything stand ?
I am very confused.

Please talk to me
As I have created this Opportunity for you
To express yourself in the ways
In which you couldn't do before.

I know that you are not happy in your life
This I can clearly see
But how can I love you
If you act as if you don't want me ?

From now on, I will not send you anymore Messages
Nor will I copy of your Pictures
I will stay away from your place
And leave you to your silence

Silence is what you want
Then it is silence that I shall give you.
I don't know what else to do....

~GoddessNut~

Love is the greatest thing in the world
Always cherish the love that you have
Never let go of the love that is yours
Share the truth of your love, to the one that you love.

~GoddessNut~

so mellow dramatic, as if everything hangs in the balance, and the world will come crushing down if i am not around.

every person is important, and yes, much does hang in the balance. do not underestimate the matter before us. furthermore, it is not good nor fair to have a person wait, if indeed, you are not interested, to begin with. and no, there is no mellow drama here, only truth and love. i am not in the business of toying with other people's lives...there is nothing wrong with talking to other people. especially when a person has a work to do in the world, such as me. i am not your ordinary woman. i like communicating with others, and it is good to keep good connections to others. if we were more firmly established, and everything wasn't just on the internet alone, i wouldn't be feeling this way, but when the quesion arises, if it is true or not, i need more proof of your love for me. the internet alone, isn't enough, i'm sorry to say. i can't tell you how often the internet has burned my heart...too many times. the foundation needs to be firmly established first, before anything can continue forward. otherwise, what am i to believe ? something of the real world, to show me that this is all real, and not just in the cyber-world alone. thanks for understanding..

~GoddessNut~