What are you trying to say op that you are an etetrnal being that reincarnates over and over into the same foundation of life and death into a human or animal. Is it possible that you could wake into one of the endless possible realms that you may wake on earth to find a different foundation of peace bought about by a God who created you. Isnt it a bit silly being eternal not having control over birth and death. I guesd the universe is flawed because it cannot show mercy to the will of an inferior being that is part of it