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I want to tell you so much....

 
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I want to tell you so much....
about the true nature of reality, the universe, my experiences
and how wonderful existence truly is... but I don't know if I can tell you...because I'm afraid of how you would react.

It's funny, really - I've been through so much,
seen and experienced things that would shatter any concepts of reality and become so more than I could have ever dreamed at the beginning...and yet I'm afraid.

Afraid of what you'll say.

Afraid that you'll say I'm lying, that I'm making up stories,
afraid that you would call me crazy.

And so I carefully choose what to reveal and what not to, keeping within the bounds of your concepts of what is real and what isn't...I hold back.

I wish I could share with you the wondrous beauty I can see...but because words are so limiting and belief so small, I'm afraid you wouldn't understand, and from that misunderstanding would come mockery and ridicule.

sigh
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
Nothing is real.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
But you just said it all.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
First things first. Stop living in fear. Easier said than done, I know. But youd be suprised how many might believe you
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
Nothing is real.
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True, and at the same time, everything is.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
But you just said it all.
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Not really :/
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
Nothing is real.
 Quoting: pi


True, and at the same time, everything is.
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So then you have no reason to hold back.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
Can I start this life over?
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
You can't tell me a thing.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
I doubt you'd think it so beautiful if someone was holding you over a boiling pot of oil, the giant grinding gears of a machine, or a hungry large predator...

This place is evil through and through...
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
Reality just is.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
I doubt you'd think it so beautiful if someone was holding you over a boiling pot of oil, the giant grinding gears of a machine, or a hungry large predator...

This place is evil through and through...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26023511


Think about it, all you know and love in the world is doomed to destruction and seldom is their "leaving" pretty or "decent".

Most deaths are gargling struggles and thrashings about...unless you work in a hospital I doubt you'd understand.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
First things first. Stop living in fear. Easier said than done, I know. But youd be suprised how many might believe you
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 32900948


Would you believe someone who said they were one of the central "characters" of existence, or at least of this reality? Someone who claimed to not be human, even though they physically appeared in human form? Someone who lived the kind of existence only found in fiction?

Most wouldn't - because they would see that as me boasting
or thinking more of myself than I am.

They would see it as a proud statement, when really the statement was made merely as an observation of experiences and inner knowledge. Especially because I can provide little physical proof of my words, and none that is actually substantial.

I didn't ask to be who and what I am, any more than you did with who and what you are. There's times I've wanted to be anything but what I was, but it seems there is a greater force keeping me in this role.

Even now I hold back, because I don't know how much you can take before you say "that's impossible, get real!"

sigh
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
First things first. Stop living in fear. Easier said than done, I know. But youd be suprised how many might believe you
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 32900948


Would you believe someone who said they were one of the central "characters" of existence, or at least of this reality? Someone who claimed to not be human, even though they physically appeared in human form? Someone who lived the kind of existence only found in fiction?

Most wouldn't - because they would see that as me boasting
or thinking more of myself than I am.

They would see it as a proud statement, when really the statement was made merely as an observation of experiences and inner knowledge. Especially because I can provide little physical proof of my words, and none that is actually substantial.

I didn't ask to be who and what I am, any more than you did with who and what you are. There's times I've wanted to be anything but what I was, but it seems there is a greater force keeping me in this role.

Even now I hold back, because I don't know how much you can take before you say "that's impossible, get real!"

sigh
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13309007


If it's not going to effect any of us in the future then it really doesn't matter what you can do.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
I doubt you'd think it so beautiful if someone was holding you over a boiling pot of oil, the giant grinding gears of a machine, or a hungry large predator...

This place is evil through and through...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26023511


I've had my skin peeled, my organs ripped out and was raped on the spot...but I survived and grew back.

And still I find wonder and amazement at what existence is.

I've been through years of excruciating pain and horror, and yet I still find infinite beauty in existence.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
Can I start this life over?
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It's up to you. hf
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
I doubt you'd think it so beautiful if someone was holding you over a boiling pot of oil, the giant grinding gears of a machine, or a hungry large predator...

This place is evil through and through...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26023511


I've had my skin peeled, my organs ripped out and was raped on the spot...but I survived and grew back.

And still I find wonder and amazement at what existence is.

I've been through years of excruciating pain and horror, and yet I still find infinite beauty in existence.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13309007


I seriously doubt it; there are cycles of folks that loose all sense of sanity due to the tortures of this world.

Sure there is beauty, but I'd rather there be nothing at all.
If I had the chance I'd wipe this universe from existence forever.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
If it's not going to effect any of us in the future then it really doesn't matter what you can do.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26023511


True, me telling you wouldn't affect anything...I guess it's
a selfish desire of mine to try to find someone who could understand, when really I should just find contentment in what I do.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
about the true nature of reality, the universe, my experiences
and how wonderful existence truly is... but I don't know if I can tell you...because I'm afraid of how you would react.

It's funny, really - I've been through so much,
seen and experienced things that would shatter any concepts of reality and become so more than I could have ever dreamed at the beginning...and yet I'm afraid.

Afraid of what you'll say.

Afraid that you'll say I'm lying, that I'm making up stories,
afraid that you would call me crazy.

And so I carefully choose what to reveal and what not to, keeping within the bounds of your concepts of what is real and what isn't...I hold back.

I wish I could share with you the wondrous beauty I can see...but because words are so limiting and belief so small, I'm afraid you wouldn't understand, and from that misunderstanding would come mockery and ridicule.

sigh
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13309007


shutup and say it. why should you care how anyone reacts?
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
I doubt you'd think it so beautiful if someone was holding you over a boiling pot of oil, the giant grinding gears of a machine, or a hungry large predator...

This place is evil through and through...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26023511


I've had my skin peeled, my organs ripped out and was raped on the spot...but I survived and grew back.

And still I find wonder and amazement at what existence is.

I've been through years of excruciating pain and horror, and yet I still find infinite beauty in existence.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13309007


I seriously doubt it; there are cycles of folks that loose all sense of sanity due to the tortures of this world.

Sure there is beauty, but I'd rather there be nothing at all.
If I had the chance I'd wipe this universe from existence forever.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26023511


All I can do now is help those that suffer; give them kind words and care...but it doesn't matter in the end.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
about the true nature of reality, the universe, my experiences
and how wonderful existence truly is... but I don't know if I can tell you...because I'm afraid of how you would react.

It's funny, really - I've been through so much,
seen and experienced things that would shatter any concepts of reality and become so more than I could have ever dreamed at the beginning...and yet I'm afraid.

Afraid of what you'll say.

Afraid that you'll say I'm lying, that I'm making up stories,
afraid that you would call me crazy.

And so I carefully choose what to reveal and what not to, keeping within the bounds of your concepts of what is real and what isn't...I hold back.

I wish I could share with you the wondrous beauty I can see...but because words are so limiting and belief so small, I'm afraid you wouldn't understand, and from that misunderstanding would come mockery and ridicule.

sigh
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13309007


I would love to hear....
pi

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Re: I want to tell you so much....
What is the "highest" archetype you can think of for yourself?
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
shutup and say it. why should you care how anyone reacts?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13564117


I guess I just don't want the usual response I always tend to get any more. I want to be accepted...but for what I really am, not what others see me as. hf
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What is the "highest" archetype you can think of for yourself?
 Quoting: pi


Do you mean Jungian or Character?

I would love to hear....
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 32331937


hugs

Maybe I will tell it after all then...at least, what I can.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
I doubt you'd think it so beautiful if someone was holding you over a boiling pot of oil, the giant grinding gears of a machine, or a hungry large predator...

This place is evil through and through...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26023511


I've had my skin peeled, my organs ripped out and was raped on the spot...but I survived and grew back.

And still I find wonder and amazement at what existence is.

I've been through years of excruciating pain and horror, and yet I still find infinite beauty in existence.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13309007


I seriously doubt it; there are cycles of folks that loose all sense of sanity due to the tortures of this world.

Sure there is beauty, but I'd rather there be nothing at all.
If I had the chance I'd wipe this universe from existence forever.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26023511



I would as well but that's because we haven't mastered this place yet. One day you will look upon this "If I had the chance I'd wipe this universe from existence forever." , not by a computer screen and not even see the words but you will feel the idea and then wipe everything as someone wipes a hard drive.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
if it makes a difference I know of what you speak. What you must understand which is what took me forever, is that there is a group of people like you on this planet. We are the central points of existence all of us. We each reside in our own reality and own perspective, once you understand this, then it makes total sense how we are all interacting on the same plane yet totally seperate universes.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
I doubt you'd think it so beautiful if someone was holding you over a boiling pot of oil, the giant grinding gears of a machine, or a hungry large predator...

This place is evil through and through...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26023511


I've had my skin peeled, my organs ripped out and was raped on the spot...but I survived and grew back.

And still I find wonder and amazement at what existence is.

I've been through years of excruciating pain and horror, and yet I still find infinite beauty in existence.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13309007


Are you talking about memories of past lives?
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The thing is the way this works, just like you said, if you don't move within those limits and conventions, most people will deem you insane, so better keep unnecessary information and things that ring to you like "they will think I'm crazy" to yourself.


Oldie but goodie: What's the difference between a mystic and a psychotic? The mystic knows in front of whom he needs to keep his mouth shut. GLP is pretty safe for that, at the most they will call BS and one star you.

But I'm inmune to becoming defensive when reading/listening to "crazy talk", so I wouldn't mind to hear what you have to say. I'm curious. I could beleive you or not beleive you or maybe not really make a decission on it.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
What is the "highest" archetype you can think of for yourself?
 Quoting: pi


Do you mean Jungian or Character?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13309007


Your first guess is usually correct.

I forget a lot of what Jung said to be honest.
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Re: I want to tell you so much....
First things first. Stop living in fear. Easier said than done, I know. But youd be suprised how many might believe you
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 32900948


Would you believe someone who said they were one of the central "characters" of existence, or at least of this reality? Someone who claimed to not be human, even though they physically appeared in human form? Someone who lived the kind of existence only found in fiction?

Most wouldn't - because they would see that as me boasting
or thinking more of myself than I am.

They would see it as a proud statement, when really the statement was made merely as an observation of experiences and inner knowledge. Especially because I can provide little physical proof of my words, and none that is actually substantial.

I didn't ask to be who and what I am, any more than you did with who and what you are. There's times I've wanted to be anything but what I was, but it seems there is a greater force keeping me in this role.

Even now I hold back, because I don't know how much you can take before you say "that's impossible, get real!"

sigh
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13309007


I am all inner ears and eyes, bless you !!
Yeshua/Christ Jesus/Esu Sananda/Christ Michael Aton/CM/ATON was Jesus Christ oversoul as he walked the earth,set up the Kingdom of Heaven within. To get to Father/Mother God is through your own Heart Portal, we have been gifted the HOly Spirit/HigherSelf as our guide.

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Love yourself, and your world will heal around you like the waves in the ocean. When ONe unites with the Holy Spirit/HigherSelf, it becomes your mate, you are inlove with the Divine within, then comes the relationship for he is the direct line to Father Source so you experience that connection, so then it becomes your rule of measure as to who knows the FAther, The kingdom is within...
The Path to the New World is guilt, shame, and regret free.

Dear Father Mother God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change what I can (Me) and the wisdom to know the difference. I AM getting better everyday. Truly.......


God's dream is our Destiny...Light and Life. We can do it.
Spirituality + Technology= Balance into Light and Life.

A personal decree " That I will be harmless to myself and others"

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Re: I want to tell you so much....
First things first. Stop living in fear. Easier said than done, I know. But youd be suprised how many might believe you
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 32900948


Would you believe someone who said they were one of the central "characters" of existence, or at least of this reality? Someone who claimed to not be human, even though they physically appeared in human form? Someone who lived the kind of existence only found in fiction?

Most wouldn't - because they would see that as me boasting
or thinking more of myself than I am.

They would see it as a proud statement, when really the statement was made merely as an observation of experiences and inner knowledge. Especially because I can provide little physical proof of my words, and none that is actually substantial.

I didn't ask to be who and what I am, any more than you did with who and what you are. There's times I've wanted to be anything but what I was, but it seems there is a greater force keeping me in this role.

Even now I hold back, because I don't know how much you can take before you say "that's impossible, get real!"

sigh
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13309007


Sorry, but this just busted you. Claiming is something.. well, scary.. Dont worry, you will get down from there soon

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