about the true nature of reality, the universe, my experiences
and how wonderful existence truly is... but I don't know if I can tell you...because I'm afraid of how you would react.

It's funny, really - I've been through so much,
seen and experienced things that would shatter any concepts of reality and become so more than I could have ever dreamed at the beginning...and yet I'm afraid.

Afraid of what you'll say.

Afraid that you'll say I'm lying, that I'm making up stories,
afraid that you would call me crazy.

And so I carefully choose what to reveal and what not to, keeping within the bounds of your concepts of what is real and what isn't...I hold back.

I wish I could share with you the wondrous beauty I can see...but because words are so limiting and belief so small, I'm afraid you wouldn't understand, and from that misunderstanding would come mockery and ridicule.