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Jesse Sovoda
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Maybe... you are all powerful... all knowing... forever present in all ways... you've chosen to forget... remember?
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01/29/2013 07:40 PM
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Thanks man, I get overwhelmed at times.

I am getting annoyed at my constant confusion though, never knowing

what we are
where we stand
what matters
what is acceptable
what is real

I just don't want to be making a fool of myself
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01/29/2013 07:48 PM
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I just don't want to be making a fool of myself
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Maybe that's precisely what you need to do in order to realize what you believe to be going on in your life isn't so strange and unfamiliar to anyone else.
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01/29/2013 07:59 PM
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I guess that's what I am the most afraid of, being a fool.

maybe being a fool isn't as bad as I make it out to be


Thanks
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01/29/2013 08:01 PM
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Thanks man, I get overwhelmed at times.

I am getting annoyed at my constant confusion though, never knowing

what we are
where we stand
what matters
what is acceptable
what is real

I just don't want to be making a fool of myself
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275


Those are all questions you need to answer yourself.

What I am may not be what you are. Where I stand may not be where you stand. What matters to me may not matter to you. Whats acceptable to me may not be acceptable to you. Whats real to me may not be real to you.

We are masters of our own existance. We make our own reality. The key to finding your own personal truth is to block out all outside interferences and focus on yourself for a moment.
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Thanks man, I get overwhelmed at times.

I am getting annoyed at my constant confusion though, never knowing

what we are
where we stand
what matters
what is acceptable
what is real

I just don't want to be making a fool of myself
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275


Those are all questions you need to answer yourself.

What I am may not be what you are. Where I stand may not be where you stand. What matters to me may not matter to you. Whats acceptable to me may not be acceptable to you. Whats real to me may not be real to you.

We are masters of our own existance. We make our own reality. The key to finding your own personal truth is to block out all outside interferences and focus on yourself for a moment.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19071284


Trust me I do, and if it was clear I wouldn't be asking for help. My problem is that no matter how good something sounds, no matter how much I "want" to believe I cant convince myself that I know "anything"

My fear is that no matter how much work I put in, and no matter how much I want to believe I am doing what is right,

I do not believe, in anything, not 100%
Indygo

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01/29/2013 08:19 PM
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What is the truth behind what is commonly referred to as "Attention Deficit Disorder"?

Why does the "autism spectrum" cause the ability to see more?

Why do some children struggle with school, life, wishing only to learn what most interests their soul?

Why do some feel so much pleasure from tricking others? Are the tricks about teaching something?

What is the missing link that nobody is talking about?
- IndygoGh0st
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01/29/2013 08:19 PM
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i'm on the same situation myself op

or maybe not

but i do have questions and seek answers

whoever are on the upper levels have me running the mill

i feel there is a way to get out

some are trying to make us go further down the maze

some are trying to help
Jesse Sovoda
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01/29/2013 08:44 PM

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Thanks man, I get overwhelmed at times.

I am getting annoyed at my constant confusion though, never knowing

what we are
where we stand
what matters
what is acceptable
what is real

I just don't want to be making a fool of myself
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275


Those are all questions you need to answer yourself.

What I am may not be what you are. Where I stand may not be where you stand. What matters to me may not matter to you. Whats acceptable to me may not be acceptable to you. Whats real to me may not be real to you.

We are masters of our own existance. We make our own reality. The key to finding your own personal truth is to block out all outside interferences and focus on yourself for a moment.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19071284


Trust me I do, and if it was clear I wouldn't be asking for help. My problem is that no matter how good something sounds, no matter how much I "want" to believe I cant convince myself that I know "anything"

My fear is that no matter how much work I put in, and no matter how much I want to believe I am doing what is right,

I do not believe, in anything, not 100%
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275


You believe that you do not believe anything 100%. We choose the blinders we wear and not much else. Our beliefs bind us to our perspective and we are very fortunate to be able to change them.
Maybe... you are all powerful... all knowing... forever present in all ways... you've chosen to forget... remember?
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Re: i want to tell you everything
i'm on the same situation myself op

or maybe not

but i do have questions and seek answers

whoever are on the upper levels have me running the mill

i feel there is a way to get out

some are trying to make us go further down the maze

some are trying to help
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 30445727


Thanks man, you helped us remember.

Difference is, one side wants us to believe ourselves.
Other side wants us to believe the current time.

part of us, timeless
part of us, caught in time
both are within each of us, fighting for dominant belief

dude questions like yours help us really think

Thanks for helping us remember
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01/29/2013 08:49 PM
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What is the truth behind what is commonly referred to as "Attention Deficit Disorder"?

Why does the "autism spectrum" cause the ability to see more?

Why do some children struggle with school, life, wishing only to learn what most interests their soul?

Why do some feel so much pleasure from tricking others? Are the tricks about teaching something?

What is the missing link that nobody is talking about?
 Quoting: Indygo


might feel this

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01/29/2013 08:51 PM
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Thanks man, I get overwhelmed at times.

I am getting annoyed at my constant confusion though, never knowing

what we are
where we stand
what matters
what is acceptable
what is real

I just don't want to be making a fool of myself
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275


Those are all questions you need to answer yourself.

What I am may not be what you are. Where I stand may not be where you stand. What matters to me may not matter to you. Whats acceptable to me may not be acceptable to you. Whats real to me may not be real to you.

We are masters of our own existance. We make our own reality. The key to finding your own personal truth is to block out all outside interferences and focus on yourself for a moment.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19071284


Trust me I do, and if it was clear I wouldn't be asking for help. My problem is that no matter how good something sounds, no matter how much I "want" to believe I cant convince myself that I know "anything"

My fear is that no matter how much work I put in, and no matter how much I want to believe I am doing what is right,

I do not believe, in anything, not 100%
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275


Well that is acually the point of this life. We are all immersed in darkness and ignorance and when we become cognitive of our soroundings we seek truth only to find that their are many different people out their selling many different truths. In all honesty I can't tell you what the truth is because what's true for me may not be true for you. It is your job to sift through the mud and find a truth that resonates with you the most. That is how you find out what you're made of.

What I CAN tell you is that their are two truths. Truth one pertains to what the human body really is and the true nature of the past and present of the world you inhabit.

Truth two pertains to where your soul is from and what your reasons were for entering the human experience.

I know it's frustriating and confusing but if you stay on your path you will be guided to the truths that resonate with you best by your many soul friends that watch over you.
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01/29/2013 08:55 PM
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Thanks man, I get overwhelmed at times.

I am getting annoyed at my constant confusion though, never knowing

what we are
where we stand
what matters
what is acceptable
what is real

I just don't want to be making a fool of myself
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275


Those are all questions you need to answer yourself.

What I am may not be what you are. Where I stand may not be where you stand. What matters to me may not matter to you. Whats acceptable to me may not be acceptable to you. Whats real to me may not be real to you.

We are masters of our own existance. We make our own reality. The key to finding your own personal truth is to block out all outside interferences and focus on yourself for a moment.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19071284


Trust me I do, and if it was clear I wouldn't be asking for help. My problem is that no matter how good something sounds, no matter how much I "want" to believe I cant convince myself that I know "anything"

My fear is that no matter how much work I put in, and no matter how much I want to believe I am doing what is right,

I do not believe, in anything, not 100%
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275


You believe that you do not believe anything 100%. We choose the blinders we wear and not much else. Our beliefs bind us to our perspective and we are very fortunate to be able to change them.
 Quoting: Jesse Sovoda


You speak nothing but the truth, I know I am the only thing holding myself back from belief. But it is easier said than done to trust myself.

I want to, I really do, but something is holding me back.

Thats why I am searching for a true teacher
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01/29/2013 08:58 PM
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OP I may be able to help, I feel like we have quite a bit in common.
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Also learning to astral project may help. It's very real and isn't that hard to do and their are many tutorials online that help. You may run into one of your soul friends that may help you find your truth. Peace
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01/29/2013 09:06 PM
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Thanks man, I get overwhelmed at times.

I am getting annoyed at my constant confusion though, never knowing

what we are
where we stand
what matters
what is acceptable
what is real

I just don't want to be making a fool of myself
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275


Those are all questions you need to answer yourself.

What I am may not be what you are. Where I stand may not be where you stand. What matters to me may not matter to you. Whats acceptable to me may not be acceptable to you. Whats real to me may not be real to you.

We are masters of our own existance. We make our own reality. The key to finding your own personal truth is to block out all outside interferences and focus on yourself for a moment.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19071284


Trust me I do, and if it was clear I wouldn't be asking for help. My problem is that no matter how good something sounds, no matter how much I "want" to believe I cant convince myself that I know "anything"

My fear is that no matter how much work I put in, and no matter how much I want to believe I am doing what is right,

I do not believe, in anything, not 100%
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275


Well that is acually the point of this life. We are all immersed in darkness and ignorance and when we become cognitive of our soroundings we seek truth only to find that their are many different people out their selling many different truths. In all honesty I can't tell you what the truth is because what's true for me may not be true for you. It is your job to sift through the mud and find a truth that resonates with you the most. That is how you find out what you're made of.

What I CAN tell you is that their are two truths. Truth one pertains to what the human body really is and the true nature of the past and present of the world you inhabit.

Truth two pertains to where your soul is from and what your reasons were for entering the human experience.

I know it's frustriating and confusing but if you stay on your path you will be guided to the truths that resonate with you best by your many soul friends that watch over you.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19071284


Ah I'm good now, those words put me at peace, for now, till the doubt starts to build back.

What you said, has been what I have felt. I think that there is much darkness within myself at the same time, and it is so very good at causing me to doubt everything that I resonate with.

Resonate, what a great word, Thank you brother.

I must just be starting, everything is surreal
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01/29/2013 09:12 PM
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What trick will the zionists/Khazars/Jesuits use next?

Will there be an ascension in the next few years?

Who if any lecturer is most accurate to the truth?

Are we stuck here or is there a way out?
In Lak`ech.
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OP I may be able to help, I feel like we have quite a bit in common.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 32865254


I feel much better for the time, I constantly go through these highs and lows.

I don't even know how to describe it.

Feels like, something is pulling my being toward creation and growth.


But at the same time


Feels like something is pulling my being toward destruction and implosion

Those are the two big players, but there are many other forces constantly testing me. I have complete control over my actions, we all do. But what we have no control over is forces that initiate feelings and emotions. We control how we react to emotions, but we don't control what emotions are felt and at which times.

Because of where I am, I am being tested to the brink of my abilities. I guess thats why I am reaching out for help, I cant recall the last time I thought I might be in over my head.
Jesse Sovoda
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OP I may be able to help, I feel like we have quite a bit in common.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 32865254


I feel much better for the time, I constantly go through these highs and lows.

I don't even know how to describe it.

Feels like, something is pulling my being toward creation and growth.


But at the same time


Feels like something is pulling my being toward destruction and implosion

Those are the two big players, but there are many other forces constantly testing me. I have complete control over my actions, we all do. But what we have no control over is forces that initiate feelings and emotions. We control how we react to emotions, but we don't control what emotions are felt and at which times.

Because of where I am, I am being tested to the brink of my abilities. I guess thats why I am reaching out for help, I cant recall the last time I thought I might be in over my head.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22676275

Do you feel those forces are beyond you?

What do you mean by "in over my hand"?

How would you feel if you were "just" testing yourself?
Maybe... you are all powerful... all knowing... forever present in all ways... you've chosen to forget... remember?
Bent

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I force myself to be a worthy example of what the truth can teach. My family, my friends, they all get a contact high from being around me, but I'm borderline miserable.

I give to anyone, and it makes me feel better than I ever have. At the same I feel worse than I ever have because it seems like no one else cares
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Are you uniquely good looking?
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I do feel the forces are beyond myself, if I was in control I don't think I would be testing myself so much, don't even know if I would test myself to start with.

I have had a few moments of what I feel was a real connection with something. Feelings where everything felt perfectly in place, without a care in the world.

But moments like that are extremely rare, which causes me to question if it is possible to reach a state where I feel good more than bad, happy more than sad
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And I am good looking, which is great. But because of my looks everyone is always watching me, expecting me to play a certain role. I refuse to take advantage of a stereotype made to make life easy for people that "look good"

so yea I'm awkward

cool girl would be nice
Indygo

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I feel like nobody is listening to me. I know you know that feeling.
- IndygoGh0st

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