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| Abi ~ (OP) User ID: 25045778 01/30/2013 06:54 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Sundance Film Festival short You accept the love you think you deserve.... True science discovers God waiting behind every door.....~ Terrorism is a political weapon.....~ It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see. Henry David Thoreau ~ |
| Abi ~ (OP) User ID: 25045778 01/30/2013 06:56 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Some of the comments are funny.."my mom thought I was watching porn..." LOL You accept the love you think you deserve.... True science discovers God waiting behind every door.....~ Terrorism is a political weapon.....~ It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see. Henry David Thoreau ~ |
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| Abi ~ (OP) User ID: 25045778 01/30/2013 07:02 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [link to www.youtube.com] WTF?? This one has illuminati stuff..chemical skies, feet falling off.. You accept the love you think you deserve.... True science discovers God waiting behind every door.....~ Terrorism is a political weapon.....~ It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see. Henry David Thoreau ~ |
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| M1.618 User ID: 22427554 01/30/2013 11:35 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I apologize for my reply OP, I fear I might be a thread killa (although uncertain what that means? as of yet) and replied to your post, the short was awesss! I am sending you a vid in return. If you are somewhat like your avatar, you should enjoy it) [link to www.youtube.com] wmMmw |
| Abi ~ (OP) User ID: 25045778 01/31/2013 03:28 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I apologize for my reply OP, I fear I might be a thread killa (although uncertain what that means? as of yet) and replied to your post, the short was awesss! I am sending you a vid in return. If you are somewhat like your avatar, you should enjoy it) [link to www.youtube.com] Quoting: M1.618 No worries, M1...I have only ever had one successful thread and it was about replacing movie titles and video with the word, "shit"...lol I just like to share interesting/fun things while keepin up on the doom.. and whoever gets it or enjoys it, all the better.. I will take a look at the vid you shared. TY ;) You accept the love you think you deserve.... True science discovers God waiting behind every door.....~ Terrorism is a political weapon.....~ It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see. Henry David Thoreau ~ |
| Abi ~ (OP) User ID: 25045778 01/31/2013 03:35 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I apologize for my reply OP, I fear I might be a thread killa (although uncertain what that means? as of yet) and replied to your post, the short was awesss! I am sending you a vid in return. If you are somewhat like your avatar, you should enjoy it) [link to www.youtube.com] Quoting: M1.618 ^^Vid was awesome!!...TY...someone commented "let no one know my suffering" You touched me, deeply, by sharing that ...;) You accept the love you think you deserve.... True science discovers God waiting behind every door.....~ Terrorism is a political weapon.....~ It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see. Henry David Thoreau ~ |
| M1.618 User ID: 6209152 01/31/2013 05:14 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I apologize for my reply OP, I fear I might be a thread killa (although uncertain what that means? as of yet) and replied to your post, the short was awesss! I am sending you a vid in return. If you are somewhat like your avatar, you should enjoy it) [link to www.youtube.com] Quoting: M1.618 ^^Vid was awesome!!...TY...someone commented "let no one know my suffering" You touched me, deeply, by sharing that ...;) You are welcome Abi, I will send you whatever I feel, think you might fancy in that time and cruise your posts, as well. I know for me it is a challenge to find beauty outside of nature, isolation in these strange times, but there are still flowers amongst the garbage) and it is always blackest, before the new dawn. Stay as you are beautiful and true. M. wmMmw |
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| Abi ~ (OP) User ID: 25045778 01/31/2013 05:36 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I apologize for my reply OP, I fear I might be a thread killa (although uncertain what that means? as of yet) and replied to your post, the short was awesss! I am sending you a vid in return. If you are somewhat like your avatar, you should enjoy it) [link to www.youtube.com] Quoting: M1.618 ^^Vid was awesome!!...TY...someone commented "let no one know my suffering" You touched me, deeply, by sharing that ...;) You are welcome Abi, I will send you whatever I feel, think you might fancy in that time and cruise your posts, as well. I know for me it is a challenge to find beauty outside of nature, isolation in these strange times, but there are still flowers amongst the garbage) and it is always blackest, before the new dawn. Stay as you are beautiful and true. M. I like you, M..not because of your kind words, although, it is good to hear them, but because you can still feel and look beyond for what is not seen!!! please do send things my way, I always appreciate and treasure gifts of that nature. ;) thank you~ You accept the love you think you deserve.... True science discovers God waiting behind every door.....~ Terrorism is a political weapon.....~ It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see. Henry David Thoreau ~ |
| Abi ~ (OP) User ID: 25045778 01/31/2013 05:44 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I thought you were shooting hard core, gay porn!!! WHAT? lol just playin halo..;) You accept the love you think you deserve.... True science discovers God waiting behind every door.....~ Terrorism is a political weapon.....~ It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see. Henry David Thoreau ~ |
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| Abi ~ (OP) User ID: 25045778 01/31/2013 06:22 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you for whoever 5 starred this..;) I do not think the moral is about attractive/unattractive..but, we all know, sex sells. Sorry, ac 32558368, I did not see the video the way you did. .. perhaps what you perceived was implied, but I did not think of it that way...thank you for commenting and taking the time to watch it..;) You accept the love you think you deserve.... True science discovers God waiting behind every door.....~ Terrorism is a political weapon.....~ It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see. Henry David Thoreau ~ |
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| M1.618 User ID: 22427554 02/01/2013 11:35 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi Abi, I will use this post, to send you things. Some you might know, some not. This might sound strange but I felt, that I was meant to send you Edith. This is sort of weird but I feel you will understand. As you noted, I see things beyond what they appear, as do you. For me this is a curse, at this time. As it requires work (analysis) to see what truth really is. Who a person or thing, is meant to be in my life. That I might strive to love and encourage, as I am meant to. Resulting in goodness, truth, not delusion (fixed false belief - the enemy). In a way I felt you and need to understand this in my mind. Even by writing this and you reading, a journey has begun. I think you understand me, see me. I am your friend. I did not need to say this, but did. In part, I wish for you to respond that I am wrong and crazy as I am always testing my understanding in this strange life of mine in this world. Consider that I might be suggesting this to you, as would a sorcerer to create a delusion to manipulate you. Though I am not and never would. Even if I could) This is not me. Self makes no sense to me, truth is greater. Likewise I behold you, testing that you are whom you are. The importance of darkness and light. When you sleep, it must be dark. Your body produces melatonin (among other things) from your pineal gland. Efficient sleep = more REM, more goodness. Melatonin among other good things, fights cancer cells. Females that work night shifts, have a higher risk of breast cancer. Those that work night shifts fight their biochemistry, unless the are nocturnal) Employers do not consider this, unfortunately. Your circadian rhythms are not arbitrary, formed around sunlight and the goodness that it brings to life. So in ways humans are similar to plants, the kingdoms more similar than we think. Whenever you are exposed to light it disturbs the cycle. It takes roughly 30 minutes to reestablish balance. If you or your family have to pee at night, use a nightlight make certain the light emitted is red and minimized. Red mimics the setting sun. I am sensitive to unnatural light, have always been. In embracing darkness my eyes have evolved/ become conditioned to see adequately in low light conditions. My brain remembers the static environment and models the dynamic, this helps. Interestingly, if I take a drug that dilates my pupils I can see in pitch blackness, it looks dim, but I see my surroundings and can navigate effectively. Therefore avoid the unnatural light, pollution. There is a great doc on this but you can not access it from the US. You can try. For others check out the nature of things episode, lights out. Let there be goodness and doom. [link to www.cbc.ca] Our species has known this but forgotten and are remembering again. Sleep, dream, heal and well Abi) [youtube] [link to www.youtube.com] wmMmw |
| Abi ~ (OP) User ID: 25045778 02/02/2013 01:27 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi Abi, Quoting: M1.618 I will use this post, to send you things. Some you might know, some not. This might sound strange but I felt, that I was meant to send you Edith. This is sort of weird but I feel you will understand. As you noted, I see things beyond what they appear, as do you. For me this is a curse, at this time. As it requires work (analysis) to see what truth really is. Who a person or thing, is meant to be in my life. That I might strive to love and encourage, as I am meant to. Resulting in goodness, truth, not delusion (fixed false belief - the enemy). In a way I felt you and need to understand this in my mind. Even by writing this and you reading, a journey has begun. I think you understand me, see me. I am your friend. I did not need to say this, but did. In part, I wish for you to respond that I am wrong and crazy as I am always testing my understanding in this strange life of mine in this world. Consider that I might be suggesting this to you, as would a sorcerer to create a delusion to manipulate you. Though I am not and never would. Even if I could) This is not me. Self makes no sense to me, truth is greater. Likewise I behold you, testing that you are whom you are. The importance of darkness and light. When you sleep, it must be dark. Your body produces melatonin (among other things) from your pineal gland. Efficient sleep = more REM, more goodness. Melatonin among other good things, fights cancer cells. Females that work night shifts, have a higher risk of breast cancer. Those that work night shifts fight their biochemistry, unless the are nocturnal) Employers do not consider this, unfortunately. Your circadian rhythms are not arbitrary, formed around sunlight and the goodness that it brings to life. So in ways humans are similar to plants, the kingdoms more similar than we think. Whenever you are exposed to light it disturbs the cycle. It takes roughly 30 minutes to reestablish balance. If you or your family have to pee at night, use a nightlight make certain the light emitted is red and minimized. Red mimics the setting sun. I am sensitive to unnatural light, have always been. In embracing darkness my eyes have evolved/ become conditioned to see adequately in low light conditions. My brain remembers the static environment and models the dynamic, this helps. Interestingly, if I take a drug that dilates my pupils I can see in pitch blackness, it looks dim, but I see my surroundings and can navigate effectively. Therefore avoid the unnatural light, pollution. There is a great doc on this but you can not access it from the US. You can try. For others check out the nature of things episode, lights out. Let there be goodness and doom. [link to www.cbc.ca] Our species has known this but forgotten and are remembering again. Sleep, dream, heal and well Abi) [youtube] [link to www.youtube.com] M1, I read what you said..I watched REM video. read the lights out article..re-read what you said.. I know this may sound creepy, but I know you will understand. It is almost like you are me..the way you talk, the things you say..I GET them..I know what you said but could not say.. I understand the curse feeling you speak of...we are now connected, you and I. Sensing one another, whether we want to or not. I have never had that happen online, before..always had to touch someone, make some sort of physical contact or share a part of ourselves...and whether I wanted it or not, they were mine...mine to protect, guide, help. I am intrigued by you..and a little scared. I want to say more, but if you are what you are, you will know that I cannot just blurt it out to the world...they will not understand or see.. They fear it. They run from it..refusing to face their 'ghosts'....we cannot fight their 'ghosts' for them. They must face that alone..we can only pray we are walking the right path, leaving our human selves out of it...to bring them full circle.. only to move on and do it again and again and again I've said too much...yet, saying nothing of what I want and need to say.. You accept the love you think you deserve.... True science discovers God waiting behind every door.....~ Terrorism is a political weapon.....~ It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see. Henry David Thoreau ~ |
| M1.618 User ID: 6209152 02/02/2013 02:28 AM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi Abi, Quoting: M1.618 I will use this post, to send you things. Some you might know, some not. This might sound strange but I felt, that I was meant to send you Edith. This is sort of weird but I feel you will understand. As you noted, I see things beyond what they appear, as do you. For me this is a curse, at this time. As it requires work (analysis) to see what truth really is. Who a person or thing, is meant to be in my life. That I might strive to love and encourage, as I am meant to. Resulting in goodness, truth, not delusion (fixed false belief - the enemy). In a way I felt you and need to understand this in my mind. Even by writing this and you reading, a journey has begun. I think you understand me, see me. I am your friend. I did not need to say this, but did. In part, I wish for you to respond that I am wrong and crazy as I am always testing my understanding in this strange life of mine in this world. Consider that I might be suggesting this to you, as would a sorcerer to create a delusion to manipulate you. Though I am not and never would. Even if I could) This is not me. Self makes no sense to me, truth is greater. Likewise I behold you, testing that you are whom you are. The importance of darkness and light. When you sleep, it must be dark. Your body produces melatonin (among other things) from your pineal gland. Efficient sleep = more REM, more goodness. Melatonin among other good things, fights cancer cells. Females that work night shifts, have a higher risk of breast cancer. Those that work night shifts fight their biochemistry, unless the are nocturnal) Employers do not consider this, unfortunately. Your circadian rhythms are not arbitrary, formed around sunlight and the goodness that it brings to life. So in ways humans are similar to plants, the kingdoms more similar than we think. Whenever you are exposed to light it disturbs the cycle. It takes roughly 30 minutes to reestablish balance. If you or your family have to pee at night, use a nightlight make certain the light emitted is red and minimized. Red mimics the setting sun. I am sensitive to unnatural light, have always been. In embracing darkness my eyes have evolved/ become conditioned to see adequately in low light conditions. My brain remembers the static environment and models the dynamic, this helps. Interestingly, if I take a drug that dilates my pupils I can see in pitch blackness, it looks dim, but I see my surroundings and can navigate effectively. Therefore avoid the unnatural light, pollution. There is a great doc on this but you can not access it from the US. You can try. For others check out the nature of things episode, lights out. Let there be goodness and doom. [link to www.cbc.ca] Our species has known this but forgotten and are remembering again. Sleep, dream, heal and well Abi) [youtube] [link to www.youtube.com] M1, I read what you said..I watched REM video. read the lights out article..re-read what you said.. I know this may sound creepy, but I know you will understand. It is almost like you are me..the way you talk, the things you say..I GET them..I know what you said but could not say.. I understand the curse feeling you speak of...we are now connected, you and I. Sensing one another, whether we want to or not. I have never had that happen online, before..always had to touch someone, make some sort of physical contact or share a part of ourselves...and whether I wanted it or not, they were mine...mine to protect, guide, help. I am intrigued by you..and a little scared. I want to say more, but if you are what you are, you will know that I cannot just blurt it out to the world...they will not understand or see.. They fear it. They run from it..refusing to face their 'ghosts'....we cannot fight their 'ghosts' for them. They must face that alone..we can only pray we are walking the right path, leaving our human selves out of it...to bring them full circle.. only to move on and do it again and again and again I've said too much...yet, saying nothing of what I want and need to say.. I don't know what I am. I don't seek to, as I believe it will be revealed in time, when it matters. You are something I don't understand, I need to test. Perhaps you are like another hand to hold, while the world collapses, falls apart in its madness. Or a hand to hold in the marvellous light of the new dawn. I would like to communicate to you without the others. I will sort this out, its simple, I need some time to reflect. I am pleasantly haunted. I feel you... wmMmw |
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| M1.618 User ID: 22427554 02/02/2013 01:36 PM ![]() Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Communicate, with me in ways not so strange… I am afraid to touch you like this, more... For both of us, I feel you, I put you aside but come back, You are there. Who and are you, spirit, flesh, both, What are you? I have set aside your avatar. intrigued by you..and a little scared Strange thing, Forabi@mail.com wmMmw |