You have the strength!!!

I have faith in you, that you can do it
Bc I know that within your heart you have amazing powers...
Truth is, that I also in many ways feel vulnerable, and heartbroken these days...
But I know that by going through it, even if it sometimes harder than hell, and even to share it with eachother, transforms that pain into strength...
Perhaps change the word hope with faith, bc hope contains an insecurity... I know that from myself, sometimes my hopes have been what have cut me the deepest...
Have faith in yourself, my loved friend, I know you can do anything you really put yourself up to...
Together we'll make sense of it all, of my heart I know that....

Lots of love and respect

All so very true...thank you.
Infinite love to you as well, dear one

Have made you a response in that other thread too

Skeletor doesn't agree.

Well tell him to drop by and we'll have a chat about it
;o)

Lots of love to you

Aww...thank you!

You are more than welcome
We are here together in this
And we will make sense of it....
Together, only together...

Have made another reply at the other one lol

He-man told me he has compassion for you, but Skeletor thinks you're a suitcase.

Hi, I'm back after a talk with the man. Things are not going as I thought, and it's teaching me something. He is telling/showing me who he is right now...and I don't know if I like it.

I expected "I'm so sorry, this will never happen again, I'll cut things now and explain to other person why (I love you too much to hurt you)."

Not quite.

More like "I'll end it in my own way." and "I'll end it when I get the answer to x question tonight."

This is not good.

I am left feeling quite out of sorts. Who is this guy? Where is the person who I loved so deeply? We had that connection you speak of 141. Now I am just sick. I can barely look at him.

It's not good. I have to stay in this situation because we are in flux. But I can barely stand to be around him. My heart breaks every second. I want to cry. I want to run away...but I am afraid. Things just turned so bad, this really sucks.

At the same time, I know it is better to know the truth now. Maybe something will awaken us both. Or maybe I have to run away once our affairs are settled here and the house is sold. All I know is the next few weeks are going to be pure unadulterated hell for me. Emotionally anyway. Ouch ouch ouch.

And also I should add that he is actually angry. At me! My ex who was a very bad man used to turn things around on me all the time. This person I felt was different: compassionate, someone I could really talk to and connect with even in the midst of conflict. We have done it before but today he has turned an ugly face toward me.

What a shock. I just can't describe how I feel. If I could run away I would. Tonight. I would not even wait! But I have to hold on and so many things have to fall into place and I have NO idea where I will end up by end of spring. I just hope it will be okay, I hope.

ps, where is the other thread? I need some strength and help and positive vibes. now more than ever I can recall.

The power and strength lies within yourself, not external stuff. Start being true to yourself.

Will try. :)

The other thread, you mean page 1?
Just click the page choser at the bottom.
Am writing from my cell phone, and am on way to sleep, is 2.30 here.
Will ponder your relation and send you a lot of love and answer you back tomorrow.
Till then I send you all my love and blessings
This has really touched my heart as I know this too we'll
Hang on sweetheart

Lots of love

PS if it was another thread you meant. You can just click on my name 141, and my latest threads all pop up
Take care
Hugs

Just WOW

With every thread you share.. it amazes me more and more every time I read them. How you reach other hearts.. you are truly gifted.

Love and hugs

Am traveling all day today, so will answer you in full when I get home
Not so fond of writing on this phone lol

Lots of love to you my friend
Take care

Thanks for you kind words sweet friend
Of my heart we do this together
Your amazing heart reaches so deep and inspires many
I know you reach and inspire me

Love and hugs to you

Thanks for you kind words sweet friend
Of my heart we do this together
Your amazing heart reaches so deep and inspires many
I know you reach and inspire me

Love and hugs to you

For all the poem people =)

Hi 141, I had a thought today, that there are true God's children that rely on Love to evolve.

I remember when I was a young mother, I use to ponder on the thought of "family" famlies have a tendency to always focus on the negative there loved ones need to throw off.

But just trying to see them with a light and a glimmer of hope that they are NOT there mistakes, alot of people could overcome darkness in their own lives.

But sometimes, family is the hardest lesson to grow from?

We need to build up the institution of family, that is hope for the future.

Indeed my loved friend
Wise words
Thanks for sharing your insight

Lots of love to you

You spread love 141 - and with that comes strength. You remind us of the power and truth to be found by embracing an honest love of - and appreciation for - self and others.

Your expressions of love resonate, and proliferate an ever-blossoming influence. Your words probe deeply, expressing sentiments that bridge the divide between what is and what should be; connecting and reinforcing.

And apparently, you make me feel poetic

Hi my loved friend
Have been on the road travelling all day yesterday and today still is in the train with my cellphone only... Takes ages to write lol
You are a poet, dear.
In ancient China every man of science needed to be a poet as well.
Otherwise they were not trusted to be able to share anything of their discoveries.
Poetry is a simple language, but it goes deep.
Beyond the mind and directly heart to heart.
You are a great scientist as well as a poet.
Have had so many connections with that phoenix these days but will write that when I get to a computer.

Love you my sweet friend
All best to you

Adventuresome and inspiring travels to you! Thanks for the reply - click by click

We need more integration between the arts and sciences. I'm enjoying the journey to merge the two within myself.

I had another phoenix reference pop up today too - "PhoenixArtist" followed my painting shop. The synchronicities continue .. :)

Have a safe and happy rest of your trip :)

Thanks my friend
Well may as well click a little part of it
Was sitting in the bus driving through a city here in Denmark
Behind me were sitting a man and his wife
Then he said to her... I am happy that the Phoenix lives...
I know he was referring to a theatre in that city that had reopened
But it came with such clarity and woke me up, cracked me up too lol

That's funny.. and well-timed! :)

Lots of signs telling us we must keep tearing off the masks.

And we should dance while we're at it



(if you can see videos on your phone, and if you don't find it too bizarre to spontaneously break out in dance on the train)

Will see it when I get home ;o)

Let's dance, and keep on dancing lol

I love you my friend
Thanks for YOU!!!