I had a long response for you...but I already sensed that you would not react favorably to the truth.

Suffice it to say that you are not "the" Nobody because there isn't just one, there's several...and that for you to ever become a real Nobody, your construct of reality is really going to have to be dramatically altered...something that will take you at least a small eternity.

But, if you can manage the long and painful process/transformation/evolution/training...then you may one day become a Nobody.

Warning another poor pay with an opinion.