Love to you in magnificent waves from here, forward.
These memories to not define who you are, as unfortunate and terrifying as they may be.
As a member of this forum, I am certain that there have been times that a thread has managed to disturb you to some degree...something you
KNOW you cannot do anything about. When such a dark door cracks open, we all learn to keep our wits about us, lest it gnaw at us until it ruins our better self.
Perhaps my analogy is not a very good one, but, I have a feeling that moving forward is essential to your well being.
There are times when moving forward means 'letting go' of familiar things. In this instance, I wonder if you will have the support system you need close beside you. Depending on how you chose to move forward, this support might needfully be HUGE and constant. Please consider all of the ramifications your choices may set in motiom.
Should yu ever find yourself in need of some outside support, or, just someone to listen and be there, just send me a message.
Up until recently you had a path that was working well for you. Please try to stay on it firmly, because it is NOT YOU who has changed. You are still the same vital and poetic person you were before recent events. Do not lose sight of this.