Conspiracy theories ruined my life

Ok first of all, being a conspiracy theorist didn't make you broke.

You have no friends because they're all SHEEP and you're not.

You are depressed because there's a price to be paid for knowledge.

You see, you are actually way above those so called friends. Lol. So am I.
My mother says none of my views are rational and I belong in a loony bin. Further more, she forbids me to speak out to family because I'm a disgrace. Again, LOL.

Listen, when tshtf they're all going to come to you. Trust me.
That's when you need to laugh and tell them to go elsewhere because you tried.

My family loves me, but they ridicule me.
Ask me if I care.
Not anymore.

Be careful who you give your knowledge to.
Say as little as possible unless you get lucky and find someone with like views.

I laugh at people, I feel pity for them.
I AM above them, of course I don't say it to them.

Why do you think we speak out here?

1 OF U.S.

Ever since I used special infrared nv goggles made in China to observe that we are all surrounded by strange ethereal creatures studying us and watching everything, like we are lab rats, I've been somewhat jaded.

please dont leave me waste a month or two looking for these,what are they called,can i buy them

I wish I never came across all this conspiracy theory, occult knowledge and spiritual metaphysics bullshit.

They ruined my life.

Before this, I had many friends, had interests, had ambitions and generally lead a normal life.

Now I am all alone, have no interests, depressed all day everyday, at the brink of being broke and want to escape this hellish nightmare.

If I had a chance to go back to being a sheep, I would take it.

I wish I never came across all this conspiracy theory, occult knowledge and spiritual metaphysics bullshit.

They ruined my life.

Before this, I had many friends, had interests, had ambitions and generally lead a normal life.

Now I am all alone, have no interests, depressed all day everyday, at the brink of being broke and want to escape this hellish nightmare.

If I had a chance to go back to being a sheep, I would take it.

I wish I never came across all this conspiracy theory, occult knowledge and spiritual metaphysics bullshit.

They ruined my life.

Before this, I had many friends, had interests, had ambitions and generally lead a normal life.

Now I am all alone, have no interests, depressed all day everyday, at the brink of being broke and want to escape this hellish nightmare.

If I had a chance to go back to being a sheep, I would take it.

Ignorance is bliss.... Easy to fix - no blue pill needed (unless you have erectile dysfunction). Just stop coming here, start going out, don't watch TV (especially the news), find some hobbies (more than one that are enjoyable), and little by little forget all this nonsense. Before you know it you'll be back to your old self, right as rain, and you won't even have to eat a crunchy home-made cookie for that to happen.

I wish I never came across all this conspiracy theory, occult knowledge and spiritual metaphysics bullshit.

They ruined my life.

Before this, I had many friends, had interests, had ambitions and generally lead a normal life.

Now I am all alone, have no interests, depressed all day everyday, at the brink of being broke and want to escape this hellish nightmare.

If I had a chance to go back to being a sheep, I would take it.

Yah, life will go on. Most conspiracy theories (especially on this site) are outright bullshit and delusion. There is no "illuminati" (why hasn't anyone caught them in the act yet?) 9/11 was a terrorist attack (even if there are a few remaining questions). Dec 21st, 2012 was just another date.

Now you're really starting to wake up.

You lost your friends because you were behaving delusionally.

I followed this bullshit for over ten years and believed most of it. Spent thousands prepping for 12/21/2012. Ended up homeless. Now I'm in therapy and on disability because I can no longer hold a job (or even get an interview) and I take meds and I'm feeling much better now.

You'll probably need therapy too. You might try meds for the depression. You probably have PTSD from all the doom theories and fearmongering.

shut up bitch! youve been given oppritunity for freedom!

i had ambitions to become rich! now my ambitions have changed and i aspire to become and occult master

I wish I never came across all this conspiracy theory, occult knowledge and spiritual metaphysics bullshit.

They ruined my life.

Before this, I had many friends, had interests, had ambitions and generally lead a normal life.

Now I am all alone, have no interests, depressed all day everyday, at the brink of being broke and want to escape this hellish nightmare.

If I had a chance to go back to being a sheep, I would take it.

Sorry, no turning back now. You're hooked.

I wish I never came across all this conspiracy theory, occult knowledge and spiritual metaphysics bullshit.

They ruined my life.

Before this, I had many friends, had interests, had ambitions and generally lead a normal life.

Now I am all alone, have no interests, depressed all day everyday, at the brink of being broke and want to escape this hellish nightmare.

If I had a chance to go back to being a sheep, I would take it.

Believing the stupid shit here does not mean you are awake, or not a sheep!

If your looking for that secret key that will unlock all the doors it simply doesn't exist. My main concern in life is to help people understand that were all in this to the end. That end is up to you. The real enemy is yourself if you buy into the illusion of fear. All I can give another is Love and hope I am fortunate enough to receive it in return.

We can stop all this madness if we the 99 1/2 percent just understand that the other 1/2 percent doesn't want us to get along.

There are none so blind as those paid not to see. Welcome to Plantation Earth. Many many slaves, many paid to keep it that way and the very, very few that manipulate it all.

I wish I never came across all this conspiracy theory, occult knowledge and spiritual metaphysics bullshit.

They ruined my life.

Before this, I had many friends, had interests, had ambitions and generally lead a normal life.

Now I am all alone, have no interests, depressed all day everyday, at the brink of being broke and want to escape this hellish nightmare.

If I had a chance to go back to being a sheep, I would take it.

I wish I never came across all this conspiracy theory, occult knowledge and spiritual metaphysics bullshit.

They ruined my life.

Before this, I had many friends, had interests, had ambitions and generally lead a normal life.

Now I am all alone, have no interests, depressed all day everyday, at the brink of being broke and want to escape this hellish nightmare.

If I had a chance to go back to being a sheep, I would take it.

Nailed it Frank - This knowledge is the only gift we'll receive.