I wish I never came across all this conspiracy theory, occult knowledge and spiritual metaphysics bullshit.

They ruined my life.

Before this, I had many friends, had interests, had ambitions and generally lead a normal life.

Now I am all alone, have no interests, depressed all day everyday, at the brink of being broke and want to escape this hellish nightmare.

If I had a chance to go back to being a sheep, I would take it.