breathe... introduce oxygen back to the body that is freaking out because of all the scalar energy that is bringing your thoughts to mind and causing you to clench, tense, store things you can't digest and act out from programming.

Imagine chemicals as spirits, and the more synthetic the chemicals or interaction (FAKE) the more the body is left holding the bag. You need to come to balance at some point. The closer you get, the easier it is to let go of what is truly not yours to being with. This frequency has to do with the transmuting properties of love

I will remove some of the mysteries of my life so that you might get a better understanding of why I KNOW what I am at this poihnt

My birth initials are NEW and my sister called by Buddha as a nickname. The day I was born this happened a few miles from where I came in. My mother said that my father turned the game on and her blood pressure peaked because of it and she felt like she was making the Dolphins lose just by watching . In a way, she was right.
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My birthday is Jan 2, 1982. I was labeled dyslexic because I have always been able to connect dots and have questioned authority my whole life. I was the last child born and was not planned. My mother was robbed once during the Cocaine cowboy era at her job and the gun was pointed at her belly with me in it. That transferred stress and a fear based connection between her and I that I had to learn to sever, that story in a minute

So I was labelled and went to a school called DEVELOPMENTAL RESOURCE CENTER in Hollywood,Florida across the street from the ihop on van buren street. That school literally taught me the lessons of learning.

1- do it how it works for you.
2- who cares what your work is if you get the correct answer
3- rich poor does not matter, if the world views you as damaged you have to work that much harder just to be where others feel is "normal"

normality is the worst possible thing a society can be in... Normal means that the disinfo is complete and you accept the bs handed to you. So earlier somebody called me a retard, they were actually telling the truth. I don't see it as in insult. So that energy was left stuck in their system. They will probably go have a beer or cig to try and forget about that interaction.

I will share more in a second as I feel somebody might have more questions for me...