What bugs me the most is that I met a girl through work a year ago that was the PERFECT woman. We connected awesomely while on a work trip together for 2-weeks. There was a definite invitation, but I avoided temptation however because I'm not a douche like that.

She works in another office out of state thought and I haven't seen her since, but she's always been in the back of my mind - maybe that's what cause it in the end? Who knows...Hm...after I get my mind straight I need to dig that number up...

Anyways, thanks for the kind words everyone. My main goal right now is to sleep and eat normally and go from there. Wish me luck!