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CeeLite User ID: 33205178 United States 02/09/2013 10:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The further you can physically get away from this the better. Small towns are bad for rumors. That's all I got for now lol! And I friended you the other night, there's that lol. Gave you some karma too lol. Last Edited by CeeLite on 02/09/2013 10:28 PM |
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CeeLite User ID: 33205178 United States 02/09/2013 11:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | And put yourself on a section 8 waiting list. Those take a least a year to get on, often longer. Often the place that does Section 8 with have a separate "site based" places that are faster to get into especially for a single person, they are often small studios or very small one bedrooms. Usually the people in those properties are elderly and disabled of all types of disabled, physical, and mental. If you get SSI it doesn't mean you don't or can't work, but it's a good safety net for someone at risk. That way when they have difficult times they don't become homeless, which can made everything worse. You can get foodstamps NOW especially if you say you are trying to get on disablity or are disabled verses "unemployed". If you get on SSI you will also be eligible for foodstamps and healthcare. Some states have GAU(?) grants still, and it's income for disabled of a couple hundred a month. Obamaphones, also cover landlines, and can get you a home phone for about $10 a month, that isn't a cell phone. Also just so you know, there is housing available to "mentally ill" that isn't available to normal handicapped people. I am not sure who it's sponsored through even in my own state but I've seen it. And there are "lists" you can find, with these places as well. This isn't the best option, but it's better than being homeless if you end up in that type of situation and you'd be living in close proximity to people who cannot fuction as well as "normal" people in society, so it can be a bit un nerving if your highly functional. |
stillhere User ID: 29204297 United States 02/11/2013 03:49 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thinking of you and your plight. I understand how you feel. Perhaps, since youare safe from the abuse now you should focus on finding work so you can be independant. Possibly even deny it happened. False memories until you are safely on your own. If you get a job with a national chain you could move. You will make friends at work and feel better to be on your own. "You can bend it and twist it... You can misuse and abuse it... But even God cannot change the Truth.” Michael Levy |
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ThereIsNoEye User ID: 14434016 United States 02/27/2013 04:02 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Glad to hear OP. I hope you keep us posted on your recovery. I have a background in psychology and NLP. And I have read mountains of stuff on SRA and DID. But I don't have enough hands on experience to feel qualified to help you in any way. If there's anything specific you need help with, let me know. I'll try to help you find answers/solutions. |
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Smilinguniverse User ID: 5876962 United States 04/03/2013 11:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am right there with you...only I am eight months pregnant and they are trying to get me to put my child up for adoption.... They tell me i'm delusional.... I have an older brother who mentally and occasionally physically abuses me... Our family has natzi, masonic , and jesuit connections... Highly driven by male energy... My short name is Cat ....which is the nickname for the deltas... My nickname is lulu...no idea why, but its the name of the original annunaki conduit concubine sex slaves used for breeding... I watched the moon cycles closely this past summer, starting with super moon and the blue moon in july....the night I knew I was pregnant, a waning blood red crescent set on the horizon, indicating an ominous event had just occured. The father of my child is very wealthy...and very evil. He pushed hard for me to abort...when it was clear I wouldnt he started slandering me in our small town, claiming he would get custody....now he says if the child cannot be with him.than I should put it up for adoption, but if I keep it, he will not acknowledge it at all. He is 37 & his family attends catholic services and social gatherings with my family...our folks have even had dinner together...and they support his decision....its so twisted...but I have kept my cool...but now out of left field my folks and family are turning on me....because i'm upset and distraught about what to do...they actually served me a 30 day eviction notice while I'm 34 weeks pregnant, told me I need to be put in a mental institute, and give the.baby to his parents to raise....these are people who up until a month ago were helping me get ready and buying baby clothes and assembling the crib with.me! But they had some socialite dinner inbetween and now they are bff with his folks and I'm unfit, even though I have been getting a 4.0 in school, holding a job, paying for all my/babys needs as well as saving money, attending parenting classes, working with a midwife and a doula, eating organic goodness and taking care of my body...toxin free...while babys father has no job no goals a regular seat at the local bars and has been seen with unidentified and strange women...yet I'm the unstable one :/ this is just my current situation and the tip of the iceberg |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 15706864 United States 04/04/2013 11:35 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's really odd that you you use terms like DID & SRA without offering any specifics about possible alters, triggers, Satanism, etc. Also, in my reading of your first thread it appears that you never responded to questions about your screen name and its likely Kabbalistic connotations. Lastly, you make vague assertions about your family's connections, but offer no details. You could easily offer some more broad details without revealing specifics. If you want to have some credibility I think you ought to address these issues. |
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Little Lion Man (OP) User ID: 33545266 United States 04/04/2013 12:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am right there with you...only I am eight months pregnant and they are trying to get me to put my child up for adoption.... They tell me i'm delusional.... I have an older brother who mentally and occasionally physically abuses me... Our family has natzi, masonic , and jesuit connections... Highly driven by male energy... My short name is Cat ....which is the nickname for the deltas... My nickname is lulu...no idea why, but its the name of the original annunaki conduit concubine sex slaves used for breeding... I watched the moon cycles closely this past summer, starting with super moon and the blue moon in july....the night I knew I was pregnant, a waning blood red crescent set on the horizon, indicating an ominous event had just occured. The father of my child is very wealthy...and very evil. He pushed hard for me to abort...when it was clear I wouldnt he started slandering me in our small town, claiming he would get custody....now he says if the child cannot be with him.than I should put it up for adoption, but if I keep it, he will not acknowledge it at all. He is 37 & his family attends catholic services and social gatherings with my family...our folks have even had dinner together...and they support his decision....its so twisted...but I have kept my cool...but now out of left field my folks and family are turning on me....because i'm upset and distraught about what to do...they actually served me a 30 day eviction notice while I'm 34 weeks pregnant, told me I need to be put in a mental institute, and give the.baby to his parents to raise....these are people who up until a month ago were helping me get ready and buying baby clothes and assembling the crib with.me! But they had some socialite dinner inbetween and now they are bff with his folks and I'm unfit, even though I have been getting a 4.0 in school, holding a job, paying for all my/babys needs as well as saving money, attending parenting classes, working with a midwife and a doula, eating organic goodness and taking care of my body...toxin free...while babys father has no job no goals a regular seat at the local bars and has been seen with unidentified and strange women...yet I'm the unstable one :/ this is just my current situation and the tip of the iceberg Quoting: Smilinguniverse 5876962 A couple of things struck me about this. You mentioned the Nazi/Mason/Jesuit connections which fascinates me due to my genetic makeup and family history. I know what you mean about being made to feel like you are delusional. Why are they wanting you to get rid of the baby? Does it have anything to do with the DNA of the baby if it is bred through your bloodline? I'm sorry to hear about all that you are going through. I have a feeling you actually understand. Keep me informed! Hope everything works out. Be safe! |
Smilinguniverse User ID: 4747199 United States 04/04/2013 12:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes, it must have to do with the cushion bloodline....and my blood, mixing with "theirs" [link to www.whale.to] |
Smilinguniverse User ID: 4747199 United States 04/04/2013 12:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes, it must have to do with the cushion bloodline....and my blood, mixing with "theirs" [link to www.whale.to] |
Little Lion Man (OP) User ID: 25150416 United States 04/04/2013 03:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes, it must have to do with the cushion bloodline....and my blood, mixing with "theirs" [link to www.whale.to] Quoting: Smilinguniverse 4747199 I really don't know how to pick apart my family history because I've been fed such a banquet of lies my whole life and have gorged myself sick upon them. I want to find out who they really are and what they are really trying to do. Why put me through the suffering that they did? Why make me into this? For their own sick entertainment? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 15706864 United States 04/05/2013 03:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's really odd that you you use terms like DID & SRA without offering any specifics about possible alters, triggers, Satanism, etc. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 15706864 Also, in my reading of your first thread it appears that you never responded to questions about your screen name and its likely Kabbalistic connotations. Lastly, you make vague assertions about your family's connections, but offer no details. You could easily offer some more broad details without revealing specifics. If you want to have some credibility I think you ought to address these issues. OP, this was intended for you. I am increasingly skeptical of your claims. |
Ibrahim User ID: 29705895 United Kingdom 04/05/2013 05:00 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | cut them all off, it works. The farther away you are the better. If you end up dead, it doesnt matter. I would rather be a junkie and die of an overdose than be with these satanic idiots. I was wrong in thinking that I could escape, I dodnt make it. I alwys thought that I should just let myself go completely, drugs, sleep rough, beg and hope to die. Part of me envies those poeple, its just I hate the cold weather, I would rather be in Africa on a beach or something. Poeple think you have no right to run away from these satanic people, especially if they are blonde with blue eyes!!!!!!!!! You loose all your rights overnight. It is no sin to go live on the streets of some country far away and let God take care of you hoping to not wake up in the morning. These people are happy when you are down. If they can make a buck out of your demise they will do that too. Seriously save yourself the torture of learning the depth of depravity these poeple will go to and dont even believe them when they claim to be trying to help you. Dont believe them, never. Ibrahim |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 37437176 United Kingdom 04/05/2013 05:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I really don't know how to pick apart my family history because I've been fed such a banquet of lies my whole life and have gorged myself sick upon them. I want to find out who they really are and what they are really trying to do. Why put me through the suffering that they did? Why make me into this? For their own sick entertainment? Quoting: Little Lion Man Get a DNA test. |
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