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*Fuck my life


Exactly, I say these words frequently, bunch of time during the day. I really hate my life.

I'm healthy, I'm 26. I got wonderful parents, who fully believe in me. I got sisters who hate me cause I'm the youngest. This year I'm going to graduate my I.T. studies.

Now I don't have car, money, job. Only studies.

I don't have girlfriend. I always had a girlfriend but 2 years ago she's broken up with me cause she 'stoped feeling something to me'. Fuck her. I love her but fuck her.

I'm sad as fuck. Seriously. After midnight in the night when I'm alone in my room - I'm HAPPY! I can watch some movies, porn etc. Noone is around - I'm HAPPY!


I always got many friends and I still got. But they've moved on with their lives, got married, got job, fancy cars.

I love beer, I love to get drunk.


I always believed in God. And I think I still do. But sometimes I'm talking to Heaven asking 'God... why? Please, give me even 1 day when I'll be fully HAPPY'. And nothing.


I'm also doomtard (this is from GLP Forum). I love doom. Of course I don't like when people die, I'm not that guy. I just can't wait when earth will explode or whatever. I'm sick of this life. Only money money money. 0 love, 0 being friendly. People are full of SHIT.


I'm not deepressed for sure. I'm just sad. And lazy.

Sometimes I wonder that if I would try hard - I would be HAPPY again. I guess I would have to change something in my life. But I don't know what and I'm too lazy to do it anyway so FUCK this.



I'm also from Poland. I had goal to be great in english language. But I'm too lazy to learn it more so I guess I'm bad in english too. Hope you can read this pathetic message.


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