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THANK YOU , FOR YOUR KIND REPLYS , I AM REACHING THE END SOON WHAT SCARES ME MOST IS GOING TO HELL I HAVE ALWAYS HEARD THAT IS WHERE YOU GO IF YOU COMMIT SUICIDE , BUT MY DEPRESSION IS MIND BOGGLING ITS ALOT OF THINGS I CAN FEEL EVIL CLOSING IN ON THIS WORLD AND I AM SENSITIVE TO THOSE VIBES , SOMETHING TERRIBLY WICKED IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN AND I AM CRUSHED, I LOVE MY WIFE AND KIDS BUT I CANT PROVIDE FOR THEM AND I FEEL I WOULD JUST BE BETTER OFF IF I JUST DOIT. I PRAY SOMETIMES 12-20 TIMES ADAY AND ASK GOD TO GIVE ME STRENGHTH I HAVE LOST 50LB IN 3 MOS AND PEOPLE DONT EVEN RECOGNISE ME , AGAIN THANKS FOR LISTENING AND REPLYING YOUR THE FIRST AND PROLLY THE LAST TO HEAR THIS FROM ME, I SIMPLY DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS WORLD ANY LONGER.
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Darlin' first of all STOP praying for strength!! I AM serious. When you pray for strength, God figures you'll have to use it. Pray, instead, for peace, for guidance, for more peace. Someone, a long time ago, told me when you pray for strength or patience, then you usually get a situation where you NEED to use those things.

I know how you feel, I've been there myself. I was a single mom, no job, no friends, family was always judging. I KNOW. The biggest thing that stopped me was I didn't want my two little ones to find me. One night I was ready, though. I had it all planned out. The kids wouldn't find me. Then the phone rang. It was my now husband. A little later, a person I knew from church was at my door. Those two divine appointments saved my life that day. I have found that when I pray, "Lord, please take these feelings away from me.", they DO go away.

Suicide is not the answer, hon. I know you don't see a solution. I know you see hard times. I CAN tell you it won't last forever. It really won't. You have people that are there at home that want to help you. They love you and don't want you to leave them. Remember, THIS WORLD IS NOT YOUR HOME, but it's NOT your decision to make. God has you here for a reason, wait on Him to show you. Please.
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THANK YOU , FOR YOUR KIND REPLYS , I AM REACHING THE END SOON WHAT SCARES ME MOST IS GOING TO HELL I HAVE ALWAYS HEARD THAT IS WHERE YOU GO IF YOU COMMIT SUICIDE , BUT MY DEPRESSION IS MIND BOGGLING ITS ALOT OF THINGS I CAN FEEL EVIL CLOSING IN ON THIS WORLD AND I AM SENSITIVE TO THOSE VIBES , SOMETHING TERRIBLY WICKED IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN AND I AM CRUSHED, I LOVE MY WIFE AND KIDS BUT I CANT PROVIDE FOR THEM AND I FEEL I WOULD JUST BE BETTER OFF IF I JUST DOIT. I PRAY SOMETIMES 12-20 TIMES ADAY AND ASK GOD TO GIVE ME STRENGHTH I HAVE LOST 50LB IN 3 MOS AND PEOPLE DONT EVEN RECOGNISE ME , AGAIN THANKS FOR LISTENING AND REPLYING YOUR THE FIRST AND PROLLY THE LAST TO HEAR THIS FROM ME, I SIMPLY DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS WORLD ANY LONGER.
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Please, hang in there! I don't share a lot of my personal demons on here but I will tell you this.

Years ago I decided to kill myself (I have suffered with suicidal thoughts, depression for many reasons and for things that have happened to me).

I drank a bottle of Jack and took well over 100 ambien, they were my moms, she didn't use them.

I woke up two days later in a urine soaked bed feeling like crap. By all rights I should have died that night I didn't. Years later I can tell you that there was/is a reason for me (and you) to be here.

Never mind the pain that loved ones would go through. I wondered why I had survived that night and it became clear to me later.

This is something you can't unfix, if you kill yourself you can't change your mind.

People care, please seek help even if it's just talking to your pastor. I know that sometimes it seems the pain will never end but it does.....hugs to my friend.
..."The soul is dyed the color of its thoughts. Think only on those things that are in line with your principles and can bear the light of day. The content of your character is your choice. Day by day, what you choose, what you think, and what you do is who you become. Your integrity is your destiny ... it is the light that guides your way."
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TB. What a touching story.Sadone And, snogging and smile_kiss
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TB. What a touching story.Sadone And, snogging and smile_kiss
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It's all good. It's just not something I talk about. I think if most people were honest, they've all been in or close to the same as the AC. I hope he reads this and knows he really isn't alone. Truly.
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THANK YOU , FOR YOUR KIND REPLYS , I AM REACHING THE END SOON WHAT SCARES ME MOST IS GOING TO HELL I HAVE ALWAYS HEARD THAT IS WHERE YOU GO IF YOU COMMIT SUICIDE , BUT MY DEPRESSION IS MIND BOGGLING ITS ALOT OF THINGS I CAN FEEL EVIL CLOSING IN ON THIS WORLD AND I AM SENSITIVE TO THOSE VIBES , SOMETHING TERRIBLY WICKED IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN AND I AM CRUSHED, I LOVE MY WIFE AND KIDS BUT I CANT PROVIDE FOR THEM AND I FEEL I WOULD JUST BE BETTER OFF IF I JUST DOIT. I PRAY SOMETIMES 12-20 TIMES ADAY AND ASK GOD TO GIVE ME STRENGHTH I HAVE LOST 50LB IN 3 MOS AND PEOPLE DONT EVEN RECOGNISE ME , AGAIN THANKS FOR LISTENING AND REPLYING YOUR THE FIRST AND PROLLY THE LAST TO HEAR THIS FROM ME, I SIMPLY DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS WORLD ANY LONGER.
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Please, hang in there! I don't share a lot of my personal demons on here but I will tell you this.

Years ago I decided to kill myself (I have suffered with suicidal thoughts, depression for many reasons and for things that have happened to me).

I drank a bottle of Jack and took well over 100 ambien, they were my moms, she didn't use them.

I woke up two days later in a urine soaked bed feeling like crap. By all rights I should have died that night I didn't. Years later I can tell you that there was/is a reason for me (and you) to be here.

Never mind the pain that loved ones would go through. I wondered why I had survived that night and it became clear to me later.

This is something you can't unfix, if you kill yourself you can't change your mind.

People care, please seek help even if it's just talking to your pastor. I know that sometimes it seems the pain will never end but it does.....hugs to my friend.
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Gem, you are wonderful...thank you so much for sharing that difficult time in your life for 0457's sake. I am so happy you are still here with us. Lots of love!
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THANK YOU , FOR YOUR KIND REPLYS , I AM REACHING THE END SOON WHAT SCARES ME MOST IS GOING TO HELL I HAVE ALWAYS HEARD THAT IS WHERE YOU GO IF YOU COMMIT SUICIDE , BUT MY DEPRESSION IS MIND BOGGLING ITS ALOT OF THINGS I CAN FEEL EVIL CLOSING IN ON THIS WORLD AND I AM SENSITIVE TO THOSE VIBES , SOMETHING TERRIBLY WICKED IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN AND I AM CRUSHED, I LOVE MY WIFE AND KIDS BUT I CANT PROVIDE FOR THEM AND I FEEL I WOULD JUST BE BETTER OFF IF I JUST DOIT. I PRAY SOMETIMES 12-20 TIMES ADAY AND ASK GOD TO GIVE ME STRENGHTH I HAVE LOST 50LB IN 3 MOS AND PEOPLE DONT EVEN RECOGNISE ME , AGAIN THANKS FOR LISTENING AND REPLYING YOUR THE FIRST AND PROLLY THE LAST TO HEAR THIS FROM ME, I SIMPLY DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS WORLD ANY LONGER.
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Darlin' first of all STOP praying for strength!! I AM serious. When you pray for strength, God figures you'll have to use it. Pray, instead, for peace, for guidance, for more peace. Someone, a long time ago, told me when you pray for strength or patience, then you usually get a situation where you NEED to use those things.

I know how you feel, I've been there myself. I was a single mom, no job, no friends, family was always judging. I KNOW. The biggest thing that stopped me was I didn't want my two little ones to find me. One night I was ready, though. I had it all planned out. The kids wouldn't find me. Then the phone rang. It was my now husband. A little later, a person I knew from church was at my door. Those two divine appointments saved my life that day. I have found that when I pray, "Lord, please take these feelings away from me.", they DO go away.

Suicide is not the answer, hon. I know you don't see a solution. I know you see hard times. I CAN tell you it won't last forever. It really won't. You have people that are there at home that want to help you. They love you and don't want you to leave them. Remember, THIS WORLD IS NOT YOUR HOME, but it's NOT your decision to make. God has you here for a reason, wait on Him to show you. Please.
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TB, (((((((HUGS)))))))
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THANK YOU , FOR YOUR KIND REPLYS , I AM REACHING THE END SOON WHAT SCARES ME MOST IS GOING TO HELL I HAVE ALWAYS HEARD THAT IS WHERE YOU GO IF YOU COMMIT SUICIDE , BUT MY DEPRESSION IS MIND BOGGLING ITS ALOT OF THINGS I CAN FEEL EVIL CLOSING IN ON THIS WORLD AND I AM SENSITIVE TO THOSE VIBES , SOMETHING TERRIBLY WICKED IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN AND I AM CRUSHED, I LOVE MY WIFE AND KIDS BUT I CANT PROVIDE FOR THEM AND I FEEL I WOULD JUST BE BETTER OFF IF I JUST DOIT. I PRAY SOMETIMES 12-20 TIMES ADAY AND ASK GOD TO GIVE ME STRENGHTH I HAVE LOST 50LB IN 3 MOS AND PEOPLE DONT EVEN RECOGNISE ME , AGAIN THANKS FOR LISTENING AND REPLYING YOUR THE FIRST AND PROLLY THE LAST TO HEAR THIS FROM ME, I SIMPLY DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS WORLD ANY LONGER.
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Darlin' first of all STOP praying for strength!! I AM serious. When you pray for strength, God figures you'll have to use it. Pray, instead, for peace, for guidance, for more peace. Someone, a long time ago, told me when you pray for strength or patience, then you usually get a situation where you NEED to use those things.

I know how you feel, I've been there myself. I was a single mom, no job, no friends, family was always judging. I KNOW. The biggest thing that stopped me was I didn't want my two little ones to find me. One night I was ready, though. I had it all planned out. The kids wouldn't find me. Then the phone rang. It was my now husband. A little later, a person I knew from church was at my door. Those two divine appointments saved my life that day. I have found that when I pray, "Lord, please take these feelings away from me.", they DO go away.

Suicide is not the answer, hon. I know you don't see a solution. I know you see hard times. I CAN tell you it won't last forever. It really won't. You have people that are there at home that want to help you. They love you and don't want you to leave them. Remember, THIS WORLD IS NOT YOUR HOME, but it's NOT your decision to make. God has you here for a reason, wait on Him to show you. Please.
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TB, (((((((HUGS)))))))
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grouphug You're in this hug, too, AC. We'll hang on to you, but you have to help us do that.
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TB. What a touching story.Sadone And, snogging and smile_kiss
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It's all good. It's just not something I talk about. I think if most people were honest, they've all been in or close to the same as the AC. I hope he reads this and knows he really isn't alone. Truly.
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Truer words were never spoken and it's a good reminder to watch how we treat people because we never know what feelings they are carrying and dealing with that we can't know. A smile, kind words, a hug can be a literal lifesaver to someone who needs, but doesn't get it. When we met and you hugged me, guess I never did tell you how much that meant to me. Can't remember the last time I was hugged before you did that, but I can tell you when that happened. 8)
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I have no friends. Mixed up with the wrong crowd back in high school, we took drugs and skipped class whilst other people who I used to hang out with simply because we had no one better to hang out with were slowly finding other groups and were leaving me behind which I deserved. So since high school I have not had one single friend in my life, I'm now 24. I don't interact with anyone on a daily basis, not even close to my family at all.

The first girl I ever had sex with was a prostitute who sucked me up and fucked me but couldn't even make me cum for the 60$ that I gave her. Didn't even mean to pick her up, I actually mustered up the courage to talk to her while she sat at the bus stop. Asked if she wanted a ride, and when she got in, she was what do you want, a bj or to fuck? I was surprised but said fuck it and went along with it.

Now like 20 prostitutes later I'm over it. But I'm still into other fucked up shit. Because I have no friends, and no life, I figure I'm really not worth much. I've always liked giving girls money since I was a child, little did I know there was something called financial domination that's quite popular. Because it is somewhat erotic, and because it's the only way I can talk to pretty girls, I go around on FB asking girls if they want me to be their financial slave and give them money. I've given away over 20K to these girls, and yeah I feel like a dumbass but I can't stop. Fuck my life, have fun laughing at me lol.
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No ones laughing at you , see I cant even spell lol
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Thanks man. Never knew how people would react to that, so I've never told anyone this before, not even strangers online.
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No judgment from me, here. hf Glad you could talk about it, 2492. hugs
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I have a feeling that I will enjoy the love and support being shared in this thread when I take the time to read through it. My heart goes out to those who are going through difficulty.

Here's my rant. I'm am SO SICK AND TIRED of pornography. It is a constant temptation. I work on a computer and much of my energy every time I sit down to work goes towards resisting the urge to look at porn. Today I went to one of my favorite news sites from another country and made the mistake of clicking on a video of a hot chick. I thought it would be like a Sports Illustrated swimsuit video thing. I rarely click on those, too. But today I was weak. Next thing I know, the girl in the video is taking her clothes off. The other country is looser morally than we are here. Now I have to resist going to that section of that website every time I go back to it.

I am tired. I understand the effects that pornography has on the brain. Porn on the brain, and specifically internet porn, is one of the most harmful things out there right now. And I am just tired. It is everywhere. Most people see it as normal. Most people don't understand how damaging it is to them. I feel very alone as one who tries to resist that crap. And I am tired.
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When DF comes back, he can probably relate to what you're dealing with and talk to you. I agree it's a horrible influence in the world but as far as helping you, I think a man would understand it better. Glad you shared and hope you'll bump your post for DF or maybe another guy will offer some help.

We're all tired sweetie. Just gotta hang in there, refresh ourselves how we can, and keep going. 8)
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Hi, sweetheart. hf Feeling a little overwhelmed, to say the least? hugs

You are brave for coming here and speaking so bluntly. You need help, you need support, and you need it pronto. I've been where you are, I know of what I speak. hf

Have you shared with anyone close to you that you don't want to be here, anymore? Saying it, out here in the open, is the first step. It is the reality of what you feel. The next, is if you really feel you are close, and in danger of hurting yourself or another, to get help, immediately. Get yourself down to the nearest hospital ER, or call emergency services, and tell them you are having suicidal urges. Don't think about it, just do it.

People are very understanding, and very caring out there, and nobody will pass judgment. We all have thresholds for what we are able to cope with, before we hit an overload. You know what is happening, and you know it is too much, and that is important--honor yourself, and your life, and do that. Get yourself in, and get yourself help.

I'm here in the meantime, if you need to talk about specifics that have gotten you to this point, and we can go into the spiritual areas of how you're feeling right now, if you need to, too. I'll talk with you on the phone too, if you'd like, or it's easier.

You call it, tell me what you need right now and what's important to you.

Much love...and LOTS of hugs. hf

You're not alone.

Liz :-)

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Where are you End of the line? Are you busy? If you are, I'll get some things done too, and come back. Looking forward to talking to you.
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TB. What a touching story.Sadone And, snogging and smile_kiss
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It's all good. It's just not something I talk about. I think if most people were honest, they've all been in or close to the same as the AC. I hope he reads this and knows he really isn't alone. Truly.
 Quoting: Texan Buckeye


Truer words were never spoken and it's a good reminder to watch how we treat people because we never know what feelings they are carrying and dealing with that we can't know. A smile, kind words, a hug can be a literal lifesaver to someone who needs, but doesn't get it. When we met and you hugged me, guess I never did tell you how much that meant to me. Can't remember the last time I was hugged before you did that, but I can tell you when that happened. 8)
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My friend, I don't know what to say. There isn't a smilie that's exactly right. I'm not sure when I'll get back up there again, but when I do, I'll have some saved up for you!!!
They also serve who stand and wait. John Milton
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No worries, Nine's. hugs

End of the Line, you've got a lot of people here pulling for you, please stop back in when you're able, and keep us updated. hf
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TB. What a touching story.Sadone And, snogging and smile_kiss
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It's all good. It's just not something I talk about. I think if most people were honest, they've all been in or close to the same as the AC. I hope he reads this and knows he really isn't alone. Truly.
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Truer words were never spoken and it's a good reminder to watch how we treat people because we never know what feelings they are carrying and dealing with that we can't know. A smile, kind words, a hug can be a literal lifesaver to someone who needs, but doesn't get it. When we met and you hugged me, guess I never did tell you how much that meant to me. Can't remember the last time I was hugged before you did that, but I can tell you when that happened. 8)
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My friend, I don't know what to say. There isn't a smilie that's exactly right. I'm not sure when I'll get back up there again, but when I do, I'll have some saved up for you!!!
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OH YAY! Nothing to say my friend. Just gibs me one a dem hugs again! LOL!!
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(((((((End of the Line))))))) Waiting for you.
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I have a feeling that I will enjoy the love and support being shared in this thread when I take the time to read through it. My heart goes out to those who are going through difficulty.

Here's my rant. I'm am SO SICK AND TIRED of pornography. It is a constant temptation. I work on a computer and much of my energy every time I sit down to work goes towards resisting the urge to look at porn. Today I went to one of my favorite news sites from another country and made the mistake of clicking on a video of a hot chick. I thought it would be like a Sports Illustrated swimsuit video thing. I rarely click on those, too. But today I was weak. Next thing I know, the girl in the video is taking her clothes off. The other country is looser morally than we are here. Now I have to resist going to that section of that website every time I go back to it.

I am tired. I understand the effects that pornography has on the brain. Porn on the brain, and specifically internet porn, is one of the most harmful things out there right now. And I am just tired. It is everywhere. Most people see it as normal. Most people don't understand how damaging it is to them. I feel very alone as one who tries to resist that crap. And I am tired.
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Ac, if you don't mind, I'll kind of answer both you and the other AC with the prostitute issue. They're kind of the same and I'm crummy with computers!LOL I haven't figured out how to put 2 separate posts in one answer! Sorry guys.

My ex had a problem with porn. It was one of the things that ended our marriage. He believed all those letters in the magazines and the more bizarre they were, the more critical he was of me. He started looking for a bigger thrill. I don't know if he ever found it, but he says he regrets it. I didn't see it at the time, but I was lucky to get out of the marriage. I know he had sex with just about everyone that would have him, this is where the prostitution comes in, too. Whether he paid to play or not, he had the compulsion.

As I've read this thread, one thing I've seen is we ALL have things that seem insurmountable to us. Just having this place to talk to others and to see that we aren't the only ones living in our own personal hell, is a good thing. When bad things happen, it's too easy to crawl into our coccoons and hide because we don't want others to know. We don't want them to see what we see. The thing is light is what drives our personal darkness away. Few of us know each other personally, so it's easier to talk. When we talk, our problems are exposed to light and hopefully, a little more bareable.
They also serve who stand and wait. John Milton
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It's all good. It's just not something I talk about. I think if most people were honest, they've all been in or close to the same as the AC. I hope he reads this and knows he really isn't alone. Truly.
 Quoting: Texan Buckeye


Truer words were never spoken and it's a good reminder to watch how we treat people because we never know what feelings they are carrying and dealing with that we can't know. A smile, kind words, a hug can be a literal lifesaver to someone who needs, but doesn't get it. When we met and you hugged me, guess I never did tell you how much that meant to me. Can't remember the last time I was hugged before you did that, but I can tell you when that happened. 8)
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My friend, I don't know what to say. There isn't a smilie that's exactly right. I'm not sure when I'll get back up there again, but when I do, I'll have some saved up for you!!!
 Quoting: Texan Buckeye


OH YAY! Nothing to say my friend. Just gibs me one a dem hugs again! LOL!!
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More than one, but you gotta let me visit the critters!
They also serve who stand and wait. John Milton
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Truer words were never spoken and it's a good reminder to watch how we treat people because we never know what feelings they are carrying and dealing with that we can't know. A smile, kind words, a hug can be a literal lifesaver to someone who needs, but doesn't get it. When we met and you hugged me, guess I never did tell you how much that meant to me. Can't remember the last time I was hugged before you did that, but I can tell you when that happened. 8)
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My friend, I don't know what to say. There isn't a smilie that's exactly right. I'm not sure when I'll get back up there again, but when I do, I'll have some saved up for you!!!
 Quoting: Texan Buckeye



OH YAY! Nothing to say my friend. Just gibs me one a dem hugs again! LOL!!
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More than one, but you gotta let me visit the critters!
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Don't go gettin too mushy on me. LOL. J/K TB. Deal. Critters eagerly await. Except Pupster. He hates everyone. LOL. Working on it, but he has a hard time liking anyone except me.

Love the way you related to that thread. It's good that someone who's had some connection with it was able to respond. And I made it a male thing in being able to relate to it. Duh to me.

Going to wait a few min. for End of the Line. If he doesn't get back there's some things I have to get done. If he comes after I leave and you're still here, will you text me? Would sure appreciate it.
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I have a feeling that I will enjoy the love and support being shared in this thread when I take the time to read through it. My heart goes out to those who are going through difficulty.

Here's my rant. I'm am SO SICK AND TIRED of pornography. It is a constant temptation. I work on a computer and much of my energy every time I sit down to work goes towards resisting the urge to look at porn. Today I went to one of my favorite news sites from another country and made the mistake of clicking on a video of a hot chick. I thought it would be like a Sports Illustrated swimsuit video thing. I rarely click on those, too. But today I was weak. Next thing I know, the girl in the video is taking her clothes off. The other country is looser morally than we are here. Now I have to resist going to that section of that website every time I go back to it.

I am tired. I understand the effects that pornography has on the brain. Porn on the brain, and specifically internet porn, is one of the most harmful things out there right now. And I am just tired. It is everywhere. Most people see it as normal. Most people don't understand how damaging it is to them. I feel very alone as one who tries to resist that crap. And I am tired.
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Now I have to resist going to that section of that website every time I go back to it.

I am tired. I understand the effects that pornography has on the brain. Porn on the brain, and specifically internet porn, is one of the most harmful things out there right now. And I am just tired. It is everywhere. Most people see it as normal. Most people don't understand how damaging it is to them. I feel very alone as one who tries to resist that crap. And I am tired.////////////////////
I will be back a little later this evening, but for now, I will say that in your last paragraph you answered your own question. You know the harm to the brain, you know it is everywhere, and that it should be avoided. Now you must find the strength to totally not expose yourself to it. There are to many good sites to go to on the internet that contain healthy content for you. RESIST, is the key word in your post. I have to fight that battle all the time, because the female body is so alluring and beautiful to man. You can control this yourself with intense restraint. Try a day at a time, the longer you are away from it the easier it gets, just like quitting any addiction. A day at a time my brother. Best wishes to you my friend.
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03/06/2013 08:03 PM
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My friend, I don't know what to say. There isn't a smilie that's exactly right. I'm not sure when I'll get back up there again, but when I do, I'll have some saved up for you!!!
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OH YAY! Nothing to say my friend. Just gibs me one a dem hugs again! LOL!!
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More than one, but you gotta let me visit the critters!
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Don't go gettin too mushy on me. LOL. J/K TB. Deal. Critters eagerly await. Except Pupster. He hates everyone. LOL. Working on it, but he has a hard time liking anyone except me.

Love the way you related to that thread. It's good that someone who's had some connection with it was able to respond. And I made it a male thing in being able to relate to it. Duh to me.

Going to wait a few min. for End of the Line. If he doesn't get back there's some things I have to get done. If he comes after I leave and you're still here, will you text me? Would sure appreciate it.
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You know it. I'll be here for awhile.
They also serve who stand and wait. John Milton
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03/06/2013 08:06 PM
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Thanks a bunch TB. Giving it a few more minutes. Sure appreciate it.
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03/06/2013 08:08 PM
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Thanks a bunch TB. Giving it a few more minutes. Sure appreciate it.
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I'm worried about him. I won't type it.

BTW, pupster will adore me! He'll know I love beagles!
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03/06/2013 08:12 PM
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Thanks a bunch TB. Giving it a few more minutes. Sure appreciate it.
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I'm worried about him. I won't type it.

BTW, pupster will adore me! He'll know I love beagles!
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Pupster isn't the beagle. The beagle will snort you senseless and fall all over you. 8)
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03/06/2013 08:15 PM
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Thanks a bunch TB. Giving it a few more minutes. Sure appreciate it.
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I'm worried about him. I won't type it.

BTW, pupster will adore me! He'll know I love beagles!
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Pupster isn't the beagle. The beagle will snort you senseless and fall all over you. 8)
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Watching too many threads and a senior moment! I like pupster's type, too. I'm not JUST a cat whisperer!LOL
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I, or we may not hear from 0457 again, nor will we know for sure it was a real post for help. What I do know, is that three angels on this thread responded to the call in a way not found anywhere else on GLP. Know that your reaching out exposes the true love and kindness within you all. If the poster was truly in despair, I hope he returns here, for he will find no more caring people than you guys. hf DF
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03/06/2013 08:22 PM
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I, or we may not hear from 0457 again, nor will we know for sure it was a real post for help. What I do know, is that three angels on this thread responded to the call in a way not found anywhere else on GLP. Know that your reaching out exposes the true love and kindness within you all. If the poster was truly in despair, I hope he returns here, for he will find no more caring people than you guys. hf DF
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Kind words, DF that apply to you as much as anyone. I hope he knows how much we care. I hope he's talking to his wife right now and will be back. I really hope.
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03/06/2013 08:28 PM

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I, or we may not hear from 0457 again, nor will we know for sure it was a real post for help. What I do know, is that three angels on this thread responded to the call in a way not found anywhere else on GLP. Know that your reaching out exposes the true love and kindness within you all. If the poster was truly in despair, I hope he returns here, for he will find no more caring people than you guys. hf DF
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Kind words, DF that apply to you as much as anyone. I hope he knows how much we care. I hope he's talking to his wife right now and will be back. I really hope.
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Thanks. Check your mail box. Payday. lol
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03/06/2013 08:32 PM
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I, or we may not hear from 0457 again, nor will we know for sure it was a real post for help. What I do know, is that three angels on this thread responded to the call in a way not found anywhere else on GLP. Know that your reaching out exposes the true love and kindness within you all. If the poster was truly in despair, I hope he returns here, for he will find no more caring people than you guys. hf DF
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hf

My thoughts and prayers are with him. Glad to be here and do whatever I can.
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I, or we may not hear from 0457 again, nor will we know for sure it was a real post for help. What I do know, is that three angels on this thread responded to the call in a way not found anywhere else on GLP. Know that your reaching out exposes the true love and kindness within you all. If the poster was truly in despair, I hope he returns here, for he will find no more caring people than you guys. hf DF
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Kind words, DF that apply to you as much as anyone. I hope he knows how much we care. I hope he's talking to his wife right now and will be back. I really hope.
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Ditto! sun

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