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Excellent thread; I've read every page. I have no actual doom to speak of apart from being rendered jobless, carless and homeless (temp. staying at a friends house)

Thing is, I'm now 49 staring the big 5.0 in the face, and I've had girlfriends, been married, had kids, been rich and poor (not as poor as now though) and lost my car due to a bizarre fire incident. Stuff happens in a cyclical fashion.

Do I care? F**K NO!!!

Life is a journey, not a destination. Experience it - Embrace it - Enjoy it.

Me and a sleeping bag and some noodles and I'm good to go. Lower your living expectations and you'll be fine.

Sorry to hear about the lady with a baby on the way and a disinterested partner. That sucks. Good luck honey.
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You are a ray of sunshine and that attitude will take you where you want to go. Things are bad for so many. What makes it worse is being depressed and negative. You're miles and years ahead of many people. Thank you for your post! smile_kiss
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Excellent thread; I've read every page. I have no actual doom to speak of apart from being rendered jobless, carless and homeless (temp. staying at a friends house)

Thing is, I'm now 49 staring the big 5.0 in the face, and I've had girlfriends, been married, had kids, been rich and poor (not as poor as now though) and lost my car due to a bizarre fire incident. Stuff happens in a cyclical fashion.

Do I care? F**K NO!!!

Life is a journey, not a destination. Experience it - Embrace it - Enjoy it.

Me and a sleeping bag and some noodles and I'm good to go. Lower your living expectations and you'll be fine.

Sorry to hear about the lady with a baby on the way and a disinterested partner. That sucks. Good luck honey.
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You are a ray of sunshine and that attitude will take you where you want to go. Things are bad for so many. What makes it worse is being depressed and negative. You're miles and years ahead of many people. Thank you for your post! smile_kiss
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Indeed, attitude is everything.
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Yes, a good attitude makes such a difference!

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My good counselor friend Nines, the Captain has to sleep soon, so I give you the wheel to guide the ship for a while. I will check back in tomorrow, and I expect Junkyard lily will do the same. You guys rock, and people are opening up to us, we need to welcome them with gentleness an love. Sometimes that is all they need to ease their stress or pain. Great job. hfhfhf DF
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Sleep well Desert Fox. See you tomorrow. hf
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Hope it can be re attached. Next time keep it where it belongs.
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Sleep well Desert Fox. See you tomorrow. hf
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I am a brutal mod. DF
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Sometimes brutal is good. LOL.
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I try too sit down and relax to distract myself from all the worlds problems, But ever sense my eyes has open to the corrupt society/government, Its hard too keep my sanity. One part of me says too just leave it all alone, that its not worth all the stress, But my heart keeps saying that its my destiny as a human being to learn More and more and to try to get through too people about all the bullshit. The worst part is that i have a hard time trying too speak my mind. Its not that I'm afraid to say what think, Its that when it comes too the moment when i try too speak, my mind goes blank. I stutter, mix up words and sentences and can't stay on topic. I'm even having trouble typing this. I just wish that i can forget about everything for one day and be happy.
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my problem is that the worlds so called powers are fucking the whole world up right in front of our noses, yet i have a 3 yr old who has a future of evil and hell if these so called powers get what they want and remain in full and i mean full control of each and everyone of us. i no on here for this i will be slandered or whatever the sleepy ones like to rant about but im sorry, im no clever guy, just normal standard person, but i somehow can put two and two together and realise were being fucked in every angle of this planet. We could do something about this and stop putting these evil bastards in power, stop them messing with our heads etc by not voting these fuckers in. BUTTT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
so my issue is how the hell do we try gain some ground here when the majority of the globe are brainwashed and a sleep to this regardless of the amount of evidence out there, we are never gonna get through to them.. any help on this one?rantrantpeace
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My good counselor friend Nines, the Captain has to sleep soon, so I give you the wheel to guide the ship for a while. I will check back in tomorrow, and I expect Junkyard lily will do the same. You guys rock, and people are opening up to us, we need to welcome them with gentleness an love. Sometimes that is all they need to ease their stress or pain. Great job. hfhfhf DF
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Hope you have a good rest, DF! Both you and Nine's have been sharing some great words of encouragement and wisdom. I'm here, and will check in today. Thank you very much for the well-wishes, too! sun
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I try too sit down and relax to distract myself from all the worlds problems, But ever sense my eyes has open to the corrupt society/government, Its hard too keep my sanity. One part of me says too just leave it all alone, that its not worth all the stress, But my heart keeps saying that its my destiny as a human being to learn More and more and to try to get through too people about all the bullshit. The worst part is that i have a hard time trying too speak my mind. Its not that I'm afraid to say what think, Its that when it comes too the moment when i try too speak, my mind goes blank. I stutter, mix up words and sentences and can't stay on topic. I'm even having trouble typing this. I just wish that i can forget about everything for one day and be happy.
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Hi there! What time of the day do you think you feel most focused? Is there any activity that you find enjoyable that gives you a sense of peace or feeling relaxed contentment, without a time-schedule? Let's start there. hf
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my problem is that the worlds so called powers are fucking the whole world up right in front of our noses, yet i have a 3 yr old who has a future of evil and hell if these so called powers get what they want and remain in full and i mean full control of each and everyone of us. i no on here for this i will be slandered or whatever the sleepy ones like to rant about but im sorry, im no clever guy, just normal standard person, but i somehow can put two and two together and realise were being fucked in every angle of this planet. We could do something about this and stop putting these evil bastards in power, stop them messing with our heads etc by not voting these fuckers in. BUTTT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
so my issue is how the hell do we try gain some ground here when the majority of the globe are brainwashed and a sleep to this regardless of the amount of evidence out there, we are never gonna get through to them.. any help on this one?rantrantpeace
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G'morning coffeecup

I understand your frustrations, as I'm sure many here would, or do.

It is difficult to balance sometimes a world of adult concerns, with the need to care for, protect, and educate our children.

The problems of this world may still be there tomorrow, but your little one is with you, at this moment. Children are full of love, and the joy of things we sometimes forget because the adult world can be so fraught with problems. What does your little one enjoy doing, any favorite activities?
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I moved to Chattanooga Tennessee Jan 5th of this year, and since I've been here, I've: Been shot at, robbed twice, car broke into, car wreck, phone stolen, slept in the car like 15 days, ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere (no gas $ either, had to spange up 15 bucks just to get the car off the road) Narrowly escaped being arrested a handful of times, stayed at a crazy house for old folks, harrassed by gangsters, thugs, cops, lesbians, rednecks and everyone in between.. I don't know anyone in this town either.

Um i could go on, but I'm merely venting. For the record, I'm drug free (weed doesnt count) I don't drink, spotless police record, I'm a nice guy and I follow a very strict moral code that would never bring this crap upon me Karmatically speaking..

I hate this place. I've froze my ass off a few nights now, and starved for days at a time.

But that can't keep me from smiling and gettin' on GLP.
Just bumping a positive thread. Thanx for the ears GLP.

:)
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I moved to Chattanooga Tennessee Jan 5th of this year, and since I've been here, I've: Been shot at, robbed twice, car broke into, car wreck, phone stolen, slept in the car like 15 days, ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere (no gas $ either, had to spange up 15 bucks just to get the car off the road) Narrowly escaped being arrested a handful of times, stayed at a crazy house for old folks, harrassed by gangsters, thugs, cops, lesbians, rednecks and everyone in between.. I don't know anyone in this town either.

Um i could go on, but I'm merely venting. For the record, I'm drug free (weed doesnt count) I don't drink, spotless police record, I'm a nice guy and I follow a very strict moral code that would never bring this crap upon me Karmatically speaking..

I hate this place. I've froze my ass off a few nights now, and starved for days at a time.

But that can't keep me from smiling and gettin' on GLP.
Just bumping a positive thread. Thanx for the ears GLP.

:)
 Quoting: Lole Ibn Plutoon


And, you...are an INSPIRATION!

Keep your chin up, what an amazing journey. Do you write, at all? I would read your memoirs, if you do! book Blessings, and best of luck to you. hf
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I try too sit down and relax to distract myself from all the worlds problems, But ever sense my eyes has open to the corrupt society/government, Its hard too keep my sanity. One part of me says too just leave it all alone, that its not worth all the stress, But my heart keeps saying that its my destiny as a human being to learn More and more and to try to get through too people about all the bullshit. The worst part is that i have a hard time trying too speak my mind. Its not that I'm afraid to say what think, Its that when it comes too the moment when i try too speak, my mind goes blank. I stutter, mix up words and sentences and can't stay on topic. I'm even having trouble typing this. I just wish that i can forget about everything for one day and be happy.
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Hi there! What time of the day do you think you feel most focused? Is there any activity that you find enjoyable that gives you a sense of peace or feeling relaxed contentment, without a time-schedule? Let's start there. hf
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After breakfast, showering and drinking a cup of coffee is when i feel the most focused but my mind slowly gives out into the day. Listening too Rush and searching for new music online is a daily thing for me. Finding new music is soul cleansing too me.
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My good counselor friend Nines, the Captain has to sleep soon, so I give you the wheel to guide the ship for a while. I will check back in tomorrow, and I expect Junkyard lily will do the same. You guys rock, and people are opening up to us, we need to welcome them with gentleness an love. Sometimes that is all they need to ease their stress or pain. Great job. hfhfhf DF
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Hope you have a good rest, DF! Both you and Nine's have been sharing some great words of encouragement and wisdom. I'm here, and will check in today. Thank you very much for the well-wishes, too! sun
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Glad you're here. The Captain might be upset to know the ship was sailing on it's own while I ducked into the cuddy for a couple hrs. Getting up to feed critters and what did I see but a wonderful helmsperson coming to maneuver this vessel. hf
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I moved to Chattanooga Tennessee Jan 5th of this year, and since I've been here, I've: Been shot at, robbed twice, car broke into, car wreck, phone stolen, slept in the car like 15 days, ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere (no gas $ either, had to spange up 15 bucks just to get the car off the road) Narrowly escaped being arrested a handful of times, stayed at a crazy house for old folks, harrassed by gangsters, thugs, cops, lesbians, rednecks and everyone in between.. I don't know anyone in this town either.

Um i could go on, but I'm merely venting. For the record, I'm drug free (weed doesnt count) I don't drink, spotless police record, I'm a nice guy and I follow a very strict moral code that would never bring this crap upon me Karmatically speaking..

I hate this place. I've froze my ass off a few nights now, and starved for days at a time.

But that can't keep me from smiling and gettin' on GLP.
Just bumping a positive thread. Thanx for the ears GLP.

:)
 Quoting: Lole Ibn Plutoon


What a horrible, scary situation to be in. Are you still sleeping in a car, or have you gotten a warm place? Is there any way you can see to help your situation? If you hate it there, can you go somewhere else?

You certainly have a good attitude for what you're enduring. Hope things start looking up for you very soon!
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I moved to Chattanooga Tennessee Jan 5th of this year, and since I've been here, I've: Been shot at, robbed twice, car broke into, car wreck, phone stolen, slept in the car like 15 days, ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere (no gas $ either, had to spange up 15 bucks just to get the car off the road) Narrowly escaped being arrested a handful of times, stayed at a crazy house for old folks, harrassed by gangsters, thugs, cops, lesbians, rednecks and everyone in between.. I don't know anyone in this town either.

Um i could go on, but I'm merely venting. For the record, I'm drug free (weed doesnt count) I don't drink, spotless police record, I'm a nice guy and I follow a very strict moral code that would never bring this crap upon me Karmatically speaking..

I hate this place. I've froze my ass off a few nights now, and starved for days at a time.

But that can't keep me from smiling and gettin' on GLP.
Just bumping a positive thread. Thanx for the ears GLP.

:)
 Quoting: Lole Ibn Plutoon


And, you...are an INSPIRATION!

Keep your chin up, what an amazing journey. Do you write, at all? I would read your memoirs, if you do! book Blessings, and best of luck to you. hf
 Quoting: Junkyard Lily


I do write! Mostly poetry, some short stories, and on occaison non fiction (essays on certain things/memoirs too)
I'm currently working on a fiction novel (the very first full length i've ever undertaken. a little daunting but totally worth it, and it is loosely based on a year long road trip i did, that was just as insane as this move.) Thank you for your support! I'm putting together a facebook fundraiser amongst my friends for a bus ticket out of here right now. I know there are easier ways of going about this, but you know, there is something thrilling about it all..
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I try too sit down and relax to distract myself from all the worlds problems, But ever sense my eyes has open to the corrupt society/government, Its hard too keep my sanity. One part of me says too just leave it all alone, that its not worth all the stress, But my heart keeps saying that its my destiny as a human being to learn More and more and to try to get through too people about all the bullshit. The worst part is that i have a hard time trying too speak my mind. Its not that I'm afraid to say what think, Its that when it comes too the moment when i try too speak, my mind goes blank. I stutter, mix up words and sentences and can't stay on topic. I'm even having trouble typing this. I just wish that i can forget about everything for one day and be happy.
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Hi there! What time of the day do you think you feel most focused? Is there any activity that you find enjoyable that gives you a sense of peace or feeling relaxed contentment, without a time-schedule? Let's start there. hf
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After breakfast, showering and drinking a cup of coffee is when i feel the most focused but my mind slowly gives out into the day. Listening too Rush and searching for new music online is a daily thing for me. Finding new music is soul cleansing too me.
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Hi Andrew,

Ah, I am a great fan of the healing power of music, myself...sounds like an enjoyable pursuit! I know we have several music threads around here, have you ever shared any of your faves? It's great just to let the mind relax and unwind sometimes...Dead Can Dance does that, for me, personally. But, Rush is cool too, and any music you feel at the moment. Are you in to any particular genres you've wanted to explore, lately?

Water is very healing, as well. Do you enjoy swimming, at all?

Early morning sounds like a nice quiet time, for you. Any possibility of getting up a bit earlier to take in the sunrise, now and then? Just breathing in the moment when it's nice weather out? hf
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My good counselor friend Nines, the Captain has to sleep soon, so I give you the wheel to guide the ship for a while. I will check back in tomorrow, and I expect Junkyard lily will do the same. You guys rock, and people are opening up to us, we need to welcome them with gentleness an love. Sometimes that is all they need to ease their stress or pain. Great job. hfhfhf DF
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Hope you have a good rest, DF! Both you and Nine's have been sharing some great words of encouragement and wisdom. I'm here, and will check in today. Thank you very much for the well-wishes, too! sun
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Glad you're here. The Captain might be upset to know the ship was sailing on it's own while I ducked into the cuddy for a couple hrs. Getting up to feed critters and what did I see but a wonderful helmsperson coming to maneuver this vessel. hf
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You are a wonderful helmsperson, Nine's. hugs
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My good counselor friend Nines, the Captain has to sleep soon, so I give you the wheel to guide the ship for a while. I will check back in tomorrow, and I expect Junkyard lily will do the same. You guys rock, and people are opening up to us, we need to welcome them with gentleness an love. Sometimes that is all they need to ease their stress or pain. Great job. hfhfhf DF
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Hope you have a good rest, DF! Both you and Nine's have been sharing some great words of encouragement and wisdom. I'm here, and will check in today. Thank you very much for the well-wishes, too! sun
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Glad you're here. The Captain might be upset to know the ship was sailing on it's own while I ducked into the cuddy for a couple hrs. Getting up to feed critters and what did I see but a wonderful helmsperson coming to maneuver this vessel. hf
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You are a wonderful helmsperson, Nine's. hugs
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You are so kind! hf
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What a horrible, scary situation to be in. Are you still sleeping in a car, or have you gotten a warm place? Is there any way you can see to help your situation? If you hate it there, can you go somewhere else?

You certainly have a good attitude for what you're enduring. Hope things start looking up for you very soon!


I've been in between crashing in the car, and some kind folks have been nice enough to offer me room and board in exchange for helping them move out of their current house and into a new one. Its only a few nights a week, but thats better than nothing. I've lived on the road before, thats nothing new, but the what i wasn't prepared for out here is the negativity, HOLY SHIT. These people are drowning in the worst attitudes on average i've ever seen in a city! I've lived all over the world too, in L.A., Chicago, Brooklyn NOLA.. But really nothing compares to how absolutely negative this part of the "dirty souff" is.

I've been looking for work, but its rough, and my wallet was stolen, so i dont have ID and social security card right now. I'm just playing it by ear. I tell you what motivates me though, Last year during the drought, i remember reading an article about Somalia's drought, and the conditions across africa, and seeing them celebrate Ramadan, with fasting, in a desert, when you are already in a 3rd world nation, well i just broke down in joyous tears to see something so beautiful. Discipline goes along way. :)

But yes, I'm trying to get the hell out of here, and as soon as i have ANY cash to buy bus tickets i will. I came out here with a friend, and its his car sooooo. But he knows a few people out here, and we've managed to keep ourselves afloat enough to not be in complete misery.
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I moved to Chattanooga Tennessee Jan 5th of this year, and since I've been here, I've: Been shot at, robbed twice, car broke into, car wreck, phone stolen, slept in the car like 15 days, ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere (no gas $ either, had to spange up 15 bucks just to get the car off the road) Narrowly escaped being arrested a handful of times, stayed at a crazy house for old folks, harrassed by gangsters, thugs, cops, lesbians, rednecks and everyone in between.. I don't know anyone in this town either.

Um i could go on, but I'm merely venting. For the record, I'm drug free (weed doesnt count) I don't drink, spotless police record, I'm a nice guy and I follow a very strict moral code that would never bring this crap upon me Karmatically speaking..

I hate this place. I've froze my ass off a few nights now, and starved for days at a time.

But that can't keep me from smiling and gettin' on GLP.
Just bumping a positive thread. Thanx for the ears GLP.

:)
 Quoting: Lole Ibn Plutoon


And, you...are an INSPIRATION!

Keep your chin up, what an amazing journey. Do you write, at all? I would read your memoirs, if you do! book Blessings, and best of luck to you. hf
 Quoting: Junkyard Lily


I do write! Mostly poetry, some short stories, and on occaison non fiction (essays on certain things/memoirs too)
I'm currently working on a fiction novel (the very first full length i've ever undertaken. a little daunting but totally worth it, and it is loosely based on a year long road trip i did, that was just as insane as this move.) Thank you for your support! I'm putting together a facebook fundraiser amongst my friends for a bus ticket out of here right now. I know there are easier ways of going about this, but you know, there is something thrilling about it all..
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I thought I sensed a writer soul in you. goodnews

I think you will do very well with that, I have a feeling. Good writers generally take sail with some harrowing travels, and have the ability to transmute them into masterpieces. I, like Nine's, am concerned that you eat, of course (nobody should have to be a *literal* starving artist of any sort!) :-), but I have a feeling you will be just fine. It would be kind of your friends to pull together to get you on a new branch of the road soon, all best wishes! And, in the meantime, enjoy the journey...and keep writing. cheers
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i want to be love iam so lonely with not having a family and someone next to me at night yes iam grateful i have a family a okay job a home good health many things others dont have but iam so lonely and sad i cry so much alone in pain and noone knows about it not even the pastor i feels like god and everyone left me to suffer alone i want her so bad god knows who iam talking about long story to explain i love her and i never did anything wrong all i did was help and she didnt like it lord this is to you to why did you leave me when i needed you the most to suffer and alone iam alone in this it makes me question you it does i have been doing everything right for eight years in your word and name for me to suffer like this is worng like if i was a toy or a game to play with i still belive in you but this hit really effects my prayers now and thinking i dont get the dreams or all this suffering all i want is to love to love to love to be able to teach hold protect give laugh smile cuddle feel everyone around me is loving but me i have a right to love like everyone else i can love but can never get a fair chance why lord why i cant get something i want and need once why iam still praying for this even the it doesnt look like its going to happen people are so cold in this world and selfish iam tired i need you and her and her kids not just you or her or her kids lord please lord please just listen for once to me just once just let me cuddle for once next to her not a pillow full of tears let me walk her childern out lord i need you and her please lord iam so alone and weak of you treating me this way your letting me suffer for no good reason i didnt no anything worng so why me why more suffering in my life why why lord please i really need this and you know it iam just so down and alone and no one to go to but you lord and its not helping
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Single mom of 4 both dads are not in their lives at all. Nor do they want to be. Im fine with that problem is my kids are trying to run my life. Everyday is a fight with them it seems I dont do anything right enough for them. I remember my mother wasnt the best person in the world by far but I had more respect for her than my kids do for me. I know that I have messed up in the past several times actually...but we have done counseling I have let people pick me apart for the sake of helping my kids get beyond the past. Still not good enough though...sometimes I just wish I could run away but I could never do that. Last night I said something very mean to my daughter she is 16 and I cant take back my words as much as I wish I could. I guess its true hurt people, hurt people.
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i want to be love iam so lonely with not having a family and someone next to me at night yes iam grateful i have a family a okay job a home good health many things others dont have but iam so lonely and sad i cry so much alone in pain and noone knows about it not even the pastor i feels like god and everyone left me to suffer alone i want her so bad god knows who iam talking about long story to explain i love her and i never did anything wrong all i did was help and she didnt like it lord this is to you to why did you leave me when i needed you the most to suffer and alone iam alone in this it makes me question you it does i have been doing everything right for eight years in your word and name for me to suffer like this is worng like if i was a toy or a game to play with i still belive in you but this hit really effects my prayers now and thinking i dont get the dreams or all this suffering all i want is to love to love to love to be able to teach hold protect give laugh smile cuddle feel everyone around me is loving but me i have a right to love like everyone else i can love but can never get a fair chance why lord why i cant get something i want and need once why iam still praying for this even the it doesnt look like its going to happen people are so cold in this world and selfish iam tired i need you and her and her kids not just you or her or her kids lord please lord please just listen for once to me just once just let me cuddle for once next to her not a pillow full of tears let me walk her childern out lord i need you and her please lord iam so alone and weak of you treating me this way your letting me suffer for no good reason i didnt no anything worng so why me why more suffering in my life why why lord please i really need this and you know it iam just so down and alone and no one to go to but you lord and its not helping
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What happened, sweetheart?
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What a horrible, scary situation to be in. Are you still sleeping in a car, or have you gotten a warm place? Is there any way you can see to help your situation? If you hate it there, can you go somewhere else?

You certainly have a good attitude for what you're enduring. Hope things start looking up for you very soon!


I've been in between crashing in the car, and some kind folks have been nice enough to offer me room and board in exchange for helping them move out of their current house and into a new one. Its only a few nights a week, but thats better than nothing. I've lived on the road before, thats nothing new, but the what i wasn't prepared for out here is the negativity, HOLY SHIT. These people are drowning in the worst attitudes on average i've ever seen in a city! I've lived all over the world too, in L.A., Chicago, Brooklyn NOLA.. But really nothing compares to how absolutely negative this part of the "dirty souff" is.

I've been looking for work, but its rough, and my wallet was stolen, so i dont have ID and social security card right now. I'm just playing it by ear. I tell you what motivates me though, Last year during the drought, i remember reading an article about Somalia's drought, and the conditions across africa, and seeing them celebrate Ramadan, with fasting, in a desert, when you are already in a 3rd world nation, well i just broke down in joyous tears to see something so beautiful. Discipline goes along way. :)

But yes, I'm trying to get the hell out of here, and as soon as i have ANY cash to buy bus tickets i will. I came out here with a friend, and its his car sooooo. But he knows a few people out here, and we've managed to keep ourselves afloat enough to not be in complete misery.


Wow. What a story. So glad Junkyard Lily asked you about writing. What a story that would be!

You must be concerned how to go about replacing your ID's. You seem so positive and capable, so I'm hoping it goes easy for you to take care of it.

It's great you at least have a part time place to stay. This is no kind of weather to be outside.

So many people are in such bad shape financially right now, and in most, the fear and negativity that hardship causes carries over to all parts of a persons life. It's hard to be optimistic when you're wondering where the next meal is coming from. I wonder if that's part of the negativity you're sensing in that area? Whatever is it, it will be good when you come back and tell us you've found a way out.

Speaking of next meal, better hustle myself out to the barn. Don't need negative animals pouting because their breakfast is late. Have a great...and safe, day. Hope you'll let us know how you're doing.
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What a horrible, scary situation to be in. Are you still sleeping in a car, or have you gotten a warm place? Is there any way you can see to help your situation? If you hate it there, can you go somewhere else?

You certainly have a good attitude for what you're enduring. Hope things start looking up for you very soon!
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I've been in between crashing in the car, and some kind folks have been nice enough to offer me room and board in exchange for helping them move out of their current house and into a new one. Its only a few nights a week, but thats better than nothing. I've lived on the road before, thats nothing new, but the what i wasn't prepared for out here is the negativity, HOLY SHIT. These people are drowning in the worst attitudes on average i've ever seen in a city! I've lived all over the world too, in L.A., Chicago, Brooklyn NOLA.. But really nothing compares to how absolutely negative this part of the "dirty souff" is.

I've been looking for work, but its rough, and my wallet was stolen, so i dont have ID and social security card right now. I'm just playing it by ear. I tell you what motivates me though, Last year during the drought, i remember reading an article about Somalia's drought, and the conditions across africa, and seeing them celebrate Ramadan, with fasting, in a desert, when you are already in a 3rd world nation, well i just broke down in joyous tears to see something so beautiful. Discipline goes along way. :)

But yes, I'm trying to get the hell out of here, and as soon as i have ANY cash to buy bus tickets i will. I came out here with a friend, and its his car sooooo. But he knows a few people out here, and we've managed to keep ourselves afloat enough to not be in complete misery.


Wow. What a story. So glad Junkyard Lily asked you about writing. What a story that would be!

You must be concerned how to go about replacing your ID's. You seem so positive and capable, so I'm hoping it goes easy for you to take care of it.

It's great you at least have a part time place to stay. This is no kind of weather to be outside.

So many people are in such bad shape financially right now, and in most, the fear and negativity that hardship causes carries over to all parts of a persons life. It's hard to be optimistic when you're wondering where the next meal is coming from. I wonder if that's part of the negativity you're sensing in that area? Whatever is it, it will be good when you come back and tell us you've found a way out.

Speaking of next meal, better hustle myself out to the barn. Don't need negative animals pouting because their breakfast is late. Have a great...and safe, day. Hope you'll let us know how you're doing.




^^ What Nine's said! hf