Please pray for me. I'm married to a man a bit older than me, and he has anger issues. One night several months ago, he really ripped into me emotionally, and somehow, I just snapped inside. He doesn't understand how this happened, but its like my animal mind or something just got tired of absorbing his anger and a part of me wanted to kill him. Of course, these destructive feelings were felt while I was frozen physically.

I haven't been the same since. I have depression and major insomnia. My husband and I have ups and downs, but he does not understand that he pushed me into a sort of broken down paranoid state. Even my coworkers have noticed that I'm different, and I'm not as accepted at work.

Please pray for my mental health. I am borderline crazy, or perhaps even went crazy a little bit. There is no one to talk to about this. The denial is so thick. I miss my happy self and my mind is not what it use to be.

Thanks for your prayers.