I would rather have one true friend then tons of fake ones so you're doing good on the friend front! As for the girl, well you know what to do. Why would you let anyone treat you like shit?

It's great that you've stopped doing drugs, that certainly can't go on forever. If no one wants to hang out with you because you don't get high that just shows you they aren't really your friends.

There are lots of people who love to create music, I bet you could find a way to hook up with fellow musicians, you would be around creative people instead of people just looking for the next high.

Being lonely is an awful feeling! Look around for small cafes or venues where the artsy types like to hang out. My youngest son had that problem because it seems a lot of young people just want to go out and get toasted.

He's a writer and has found places that do readings and he's made friends that have the same interests. Good luck...you sound awesome and if you could post some of your music that would be cool!