NO ONE TO TELL YOUR TROUBLES TO?? GET THEM OFF YOUR CHEST HERE. WE PROMISE TO LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND.

Just a thinking of you note, Elemental. You have a PM. 8)

Early morning bump

Hi, Lily! Are you coming or going!?! I'm almost ready to head for the pillow. Playing in the dirt is kicking me in the fanny!LOL

Hi, Texan! I was around for a little bit, on my way out last night. Hope you had a good night's rest.

Staying alive/ good job. Couple more weeks vacation, then back to reality for me. Lack of internet is a pain here in my secluded location in Florida, but peaceful. Keep on keeping on love, DF

Hiya, DF, good morning! You're missed here, but so happy you're able to have some time off! Giving this a little morning bump. Hope everyone has a good morning.

Just because.

Hi Texan!

Back in a week or so. DF

Weekend bump!

Vacation bump. DF

I want to get off this planet so that I can have some real friends that wont betray me.
This life is a write off and I should have killed myself a long time ago.
There is nothing you can do to help me.
Once I am off this planet I can be with my friends and I can start fixing everything that is wrong.
God used me and now I have to live with the memories.
I treasured my memories.
My husband is an idiot, good heart, I can forgive his sins but I am disappointed, very disappointed.
I can not have another husband, God will destroy me.
So basically my life is over.
I have lost everything.
Everything I treasured is unachievable now.

Ibrahim, may I ask how you know you'll be with your friends if you kill yourself? Because that's what you are talking about.

Your life is not over, you have not lost everything and everything is still achievable. Right now, your world is so dark to you, but it doesn't have to stay that way.

You're luckier than you realize that your husband is a good hearted idiot and not an abusive monster. What has he done to sin? You say you can forgive him, but can you forget? Can you find someone to talk to in person to work these feelings of yours out?

You mention God several times. Do you know that nothing is impossible with God? You can't fix things if you are not here and God can work through you. I know the depth of your despair. I've been there, too. It seems like nothing will change, nothing will get better. It will only get worse. That doesn't have to be true. It can get better, but you have to make an effort to make the change in yourself. You can't change your husband, only God can do that. Ask God to help you change the way you see the world around you. Try to find just one good thing. Just one. Then look for one more. It can be something as small as the design of a snowflake on your sleeve or the veins of a leaf. Look for God around you. Don't forget He is Love, too. Yes, He judges, but only after you turn your back on Him. He loves and cares for you, even when people seem not to. If you take your life, you are telling God that you don't believe in Him. That He can't help you. He can, but you have to let Him.

Please come back and talk to me some more. I care.

Ibrahim, come back and talk. Scream in caps if you want. Tell me all the things you want to say to anyone else. It's ok, I can take it.

If you don't want to talk on the forum, just pm me. I'm watching for you.

Last Edited by Texan Buckeye on 03/23/2013 03:30 PM

Bumping for Ibrahim to come back. Come on honey, I'm a woman too. We can figure this out together. I won't betray you. I can't.

And a bump from me. Please come back, Ibrahim.

Oh, Lily, am I glad to see you! I'm not always the best person for this. I'm too blunt sometimes.


edit * she's not logged in anymore. D***!!

Last Edited by Texan Buckeye on 03/23/2013 04:11 PM

I think you're doing just fine!

It's ok! Thread's here...we ain't goin' nowhere. We're here Ibrahim, whenever you would like to stop in.

Thanks for that! It's been a tough week here, too. Good and bad and strange!LOL Granddaughter 2 was born on Tuesday. Everything went very well. They are home. The bad stuff doesn't belong on the web, so not going any further with that. It's not my story to tell. The strange, we had another dog get dumped off here on Thursday. Sweet, huge HORSE of a female in heat dog. I have an outside male that's had to stay in his kennel. HE'S not a happy camper!LOL We're having a massive dust storm right now, too. SO......thank you so much for the hug!I'm just bouncin' through the day!

Wow! Congrats on grandbaby number 2!

<-- first time I've had a chance to use this smiley

Even when chaos seems to reign, just take a deep breath, and remind yerself, "This too shall pass." Best advice I ever got from a friend of mine, years ago. Hang in there, and thank you for being here!

Oh, I just had to laugh! "This too shall pass" was my mom's saying and I've used it for years. It truly does pass.

Woooh. Something just changed here. I can't see outside. I think we're getting another haboob. Creepy Star Trek orange sky. Hope the internet holds up.

Haboob!? That's a new term for me. Always happy to learn something new, thanks. :-) Stay safe! :smile_kiss:

hey desert fox
my problems is everyone shuns and ignores me
i am white and have Cherokee blood in me
and i found the great spirit and we have become as one
the revealings have never stopped since the onset of my walk
as a child i could see ahead but never understood
now at 50 i see ahead and see the results in real time
have read the Hopi prophesy stone and it was correctly done as what i told them happened
it was japans nuclear incident i told them ,four from within falling
i revealed many events here and always seem to be banned afterwards
testing my abilities it seems eight tornados came from not only my calling them but the direction i asked them to come
i am refering to belmont az.
no one was injured or killed as that was not my mission
in several storms i called speeds and directions and none were hurt again
very important that none were hurt.blessings to the spirit for that
ok on i go,when i see ahead things do come true
and when i pray i am answered in thought and in signs
on earth is my likeness many times over seen,on mountains and rocks. there is a man who draws from bible and torah the pics of the story, is found inside the coded works,the pics i mean
well ok,but in my view i see the actual drawings this man drew
they are places on the land
am i a ghost or a spirit in the flesh?
my life is one of poor and without means
it seems unloved and despised even in my own family
i know my depression is based on my spiritual resident
not from it but because of it no one wants to hear me out
i see ahead and acurate enough to gamble on it but that wont ever happen
my purpose was to restore hope to the supressed and the lowly ones,to bring hope but i appear hopeless myself and am feeling the same

i was on a mt to jump off a cliff many years ago and decided to take one last chance and ask the creator to take me for his own purpose but well,i landed on top of the cliff on my stomach crying,not at bottom
that day forward not much was different,still lost my family and had no means but then it came
i was taken up and saw the sky torn off
i saw many things on my abductions from my flesh and scribed much on my return
where it seemed i was schooled for many months there or more,here was only seconds long
i opened scrolls every direction,amazing views
and have books from codex revealing mans future
from obama winning and hillary losing the presidental seat
it was shown me how to extract it from a bible
there was a rug ,native i read in a new way
it was a coded code that said by name i cracked it
my nick name only me and my mom knew "dano"(i am dana)
there began a new twist in fate
it told ahead of a nation who is ready to start ww3
and as i revealed it all it came
then my visions are become a new normal for me

i tell what i see and it comes true,every time
ok now ,i hold thousands of pictures as to compare or reveal,i match pic to pic on bible-codes.org pictogram site
i read cliffs and the drawings are on mt side above them
sideways it becomes me holding a staff
i gave two canes to the hopi,they cross and become my likeness on mt side,no mistake
my face i know well,as you know your own
it is no mistake or illusion,it is my face i see
so here it comes to pass i gifted many crystals to hopis
and they show events to come and they will i am sure

with all this i have lost my trained human behaviours
or more i have become a reject to society
im told ahea dthe national monument would fall as a sign
then the cornerstone fell out shortly after
so as i am hesitant to speak anything that could come true

the mt i live under has many double rainbows around it in rainy days,there is much more
this mt is a giant skeleton,a road crosses the forehead
it is 66.60 road
the feet is signs a plenty
a boot and a barefoot there as moses was told
"take off your shoes, leave no footprints for this is a holy mountain"
i see a white eagle and a serpent
the left wing i ride upon
the boot becomes a horse face,a man i know inside the heel
is seen there
another face below is of me in a helmet and a native with painted face

it gets better
all this i saw as a map as the bible guy drew
but there is much more,
there was a wood turned stone that was shaped as an eagle and a hand,signs covered this woodstone,my face and many more
it is an exact copy of this mt,the hopi hold it as well now
they were the only ones who would speak to me on any of this
but they even wont really talk to me,they told me they were afraid of me.
so the point of this all is it drove me from all human contact and no one will listen to me
it has been so long i forgot what it was i was suppose to tell anyone

lost in heaven i am alone and wondering what it is i opened when i gave my body up freely to the spirit

i must add in this whole event i have lost all fear of even dying but i do not understand why suddenly i am a reject to all the world.
i began by seeking the truth for i despise the liars

where do i turn to next?
is this all for naught?
should i have died back then?
who am i become?

Terrible word, isn't it!?! Until a couple of years ago, the weather guys just called it a wall of dust! We're pretty used to it, but sometimes it gets a little dramatic.