NO ONE TO TELL YOUR TROUBLES TO?? GET THEM OFF YOUR CHEST HERE. WE PROMISE TO LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND.

hey desert fox
my problems is everyone shuns and ignores me
i am white and have Cherokee blood in me
and i found the great spirit and we have become as one
the revealings have never stopped since the onset of my walk
as a child i could see ahead but never understood
now at 50 i see ahead and see the results in real time
have read the Hopi prophesy stone and it was correctly done as what i told them happened
it was japans nuclear incident i told them ,four from within falling
i revealed many events here and always seem to be banned afterwards
testing my abilities it seems eight tornados came from not only my calling them but the direction i asked them to come
i am refering to belmont az.
no one was injured or killed as that was not my mission
in several storms i called speeds and directions and none were hurt again
very important that none were hurt.blessings to the spirit for that
ok on i go,when i see ahead things do come true
and when i pray i am answered in thought and in signs
on earth is my likeness many times over seen,on mountains and rocks. there is a man who draws from bible and torah the pics of the story, is found inside the coded works,the pics i mean
well ok,but in my view i see the actual drawings this man drew
they are places on the land
am i a ghost or a spirit in the flesh?
my life is one of poor and without means
it seems unloved and despised even in my own family
i know my depression is based on my spiritual resident
not from it but because of it no one wants to hear me out
i see ahead and acurate enough to gamble on it but that wont ever happen
my purpose was to restore hope to the supressed and the lowly ones,to bring hope but i appear hopeless myself and am feeling the same

i was on a mt to jump off a cliff many years ago and decided to take one last chance and ask the creator to take me for his own purpose but well,i landed on top of the cliff on my stomach crying,not at bottom
that day forward not much was different,still lost my family and had no means but then it came
i was taken up and saw the sky torn off
i saw many things on my abductions from my flesh and scribed much on my return
where it seemed i was schooled for many months there or more,here was only seconds long
i opened scrolls every direction,amazing views
and have books from codex revealing mans future
from obama winning and hillary losing the presidental seat
it was shown me how to extract it from a bible
there was a rug ,native i read in a new way
it was a coded code that said by name i cracked it
my nick name only me and my mom knew "dano"(i am dana)
there began a new twist in fate
it told ahead of a nation who is ready to start ww3
and as i revealed it all it came
then my visions are become a new normal for me

i tell what i see and it comes true,every time
ok now ,i hold thousands of pictures as to compare or reveal,i match pic to pic on bible-codes.org pictogram site
i read cliffs and the drawings are on mt side above them
sideways it becomes me holding a staff
i gave two canes to the hopi,they cross and become my likeness on mt side,no mistake
my face i know well,as you know your own
it is no mistake or illusion,it is my face i see
so here it comes to pass i gifted many crystals to hopis
and they show events to come and they will i am sure

with all this i have lost my trained human behaviours
or more i have become a reject to society
im told ahea dthe national monument would fall as a sign
then the cornerstone fell out shortly after
so as i am hesitant to speak anything that could come true

the mt i live under has many double rainbows around it in rainy days,there is much more
this mt is a giant skeleton,a road crosses the forehead
it is 66.60 road
the feet is signs a plenty
a boot and a barefoot there as moses was told
"take off your shoes, leave no footprints for this is a holy mountain"
i see a white eagle and a serpent
the left wing i ride upon
the boot becomes a horse face,a man i know inside the heel
is seen there
another face below is of me in a helmet and a native with painted face

it gets better
all this i saw as a map as the bible guy drew
but there is much more,
there was a wood turned stone that was shaped as an eagle and a hand,signs covered this woodstone,my face and many more
it is an exact copy of this mt,the hopi hold it as well now
they were the only ones who would speak to me on any of this
but they even wont really talk to me,they told me they were afraid of me.
so the point of this all is it drove me from all human contact and no one will listen to me
it has been so long i forgot what it was i was suppose to tell anyone

lost in heaven i am alone and wondering what it is i opened when i gave my body up freely to the spirit

i must add in this whole event i have lost all fear of even dying but i do not understand why suddenly i am a reject to all the world.
i began by seeking the truth for i despise the liars

where do i turn to next?
is this all for naught?
should i have died back then?
who am i become?

Good afternoon! Good to see you, DF, and Nine's.

Good afternoon! Good to see you, DF, and Nine's.

Having a really sad day, missing my daughter too much for words so having a moan here! I need cheering up! Please!

I know that didn't help, but hopefully the thought will count.

Is it still a Mother's Day hangover, or is it that it never leaves?

It never goes; some days are worse than others & this is one. Life is too hard.

You still with me, Elemental?

Oh please help me you wonderful and specially gifted people,
I am desperately in need of your support and advice,
Especially at this critical and important juncture,
And since you have so much positive advice to give,
It must mean you are happy or at least content,
Surly it is a grand achievement in this world,
One in which i find a profound admiration and awe,

In order to properly ascribe to you,
The detail and quandary of my dilemma,
It seems that some context needs to be established,
That you are able to make a proper assessment,
Of both my personality and inner nature,
However, a quandary and telling 'sign' emerges instantly,
The detail and specifics of this framework,
Are both terrible and most horrible,
In deed my fear is that most decent upright people,
Will show only rejection before any other considerations,

'monster'

Oh please help me you wonderful and specially gifted people,
I am desperately in need of your support and advice,
Especially at this critical and important juncture,
And since you have so much positive advice to give,
It must mean you are happy or at least content,
Surly it is a grand achievement in this world,
One in which i find a profound admiration and awe,

In order to properly ascribe to you,
The detail and quandary of my dilemma,
It seems that some context needs to be established,
That you are able to make a proper assessment,
Of both my personality and inner nature,
However, a quandary and telling 'sign' emerges instantly,
The detail and specifics of this framework,
Are both terrible and most horrible,
In deed my fear is that most decent upright people,
Will show only rejection before any other considerations,

'monster'

Oh my, so much to decipher in your post. Being happy or content in the world isn't a constant. Life and emotions are fluid. They change constantly.

You say something terrible has happened in your life. You fear you'll be seen as a monster. I wonder what has happened to make you think this. I've found most people see their lives differently than others would. No one on this planet is perfect, everyone has or will make mistakes. Some of those mistakes will have profound consequences that will ripple for a long time. That doesn't make you a monster, that makes you human. You might be amazed at what the most decent, upright people are hiding in their lives.

I promise we will listen to you. The nice thing about talking to us here is, we have time to think about what you've told us before we talk. Unlike face to face conversations, this forum gives us the freedom to think before sticking our foot in our mouth! Everyone has problems, the trick is to find friends to help you solve them. I hope you come back to talk.

I can address this by saying the path you are on can either be enlightening or destructive. As Native blood surges thru my veins, I know the rejection you are experiencing. You must not be down heartened by others around you, but enjoy what you have been blessed with from the great spirit. The end of your trail will reveal your achievements and failures. Perhaps you were meant to stay on that mountain, but you are not. Now shine your light were ever it can be seen. I wish that Peace may find you, and walk with you the rest of your journey. Walk tall with heart wide open. Peace brother. DF

I utilize the term 'monster' in its fullest sense,
You may have assumed that it was overly dramatic,
But i assure you that the term applies accurately,
And not because something terrible happened to me,
But rather through my activities and motivations,
Also, i use the term to convey meaning to you the reader,
Part of being a monster is also being anti-human,

I utilize the term 'monster' in its fullest sense,
You may have assumed that it was overly dramatic,
But i assure you that the term applies accurately,
And not because something terrible happened to me,
But rather through my activities and motivations,
Also, i use the term to convey meaning to you the reader,
Part of being a monster is also being anti-human,

I'm tired. Too much going on. Mom has cancer. If you can pray, I'd appreciate it.

Dr.Hoecker, I see DF already answered you but I'm wondering if there are any Native American Pow Wow's around you? They are in most places and there are always Elders there. I think you'd enjoy speaking to one, and think you would greatly appreciate the festivities and companionship.

You might even google for the next one in your area and see who will be there, maybe contact them in advance telling him what you'd like to see him about. Sometimes they are real busy at Pow Wow's and I know he'd appreciate knowing in advance to give him time to contemplate what you say.

Just a FWIW.

dr, I don't feel qualified to answer your post. I've seen DF on earlier, so please hang on for him. If he doesn't come here tonight, check back. He'll answer.

I will just say this. I've read a few of your posts and found them interesting. I don't claim to know anything about what you're going through, but not everyone hates you. You are NOT alone in this world. Everyone has a different road to travel, sometimes with companions, sometimes alone, but never truly alone.

I believe that the worst possible evil is loose in this world and it sounds to me like you are under a spiritual attack of some kind. I will pray for you, for protection, if that's all right with you. I am a Christian, but not the type you've probably ever met. If you would rather I don't, that's ok. Just say so.

my walk sent me everywhere i could think of
all churches and demonations
and world leaders too
the native Hopi i was directly sent to from spirit
spoke with white buffalo calf woman too
but i cant join every faith to speak to them
Sioux wanted money to become a member of their tribe or they would not hear me,i am poor as poor is,no means.
and even the Hopi were not wanting me to join them in the kiva but they told me my ladder goes up forever that leaves my kiva
i stood on this mt and am in a different time where no time exists while i see many events both ways
but only want to look forward,we can not change yesterday
i know i am on sacred ground
there is where the scrolls i opened are located
and the book given me of life when i was returned
from my spiritual flight through the creation
(there has been many flights and scribed what i remembered)
the story of us,i hold it but stopped reading it
(i see without reading)
and well who could understand that?

i think i know what i am to do
get people ready
and for posterity's sake
all my reveals did come true
and as such i hold back much
i am not here to hurt anything but i could cause much chaos
so i try to not speak on events much case i cause them

yeah ,i dont know about pow wows,i could ck into it
the hopi just always say it is not time yet

it seems not many tribes get along with the Hopi

and as a closing thought
maybe my problems is no one has spoke with me about spiritually or can ?
my search was to seek the truth and live it

thanks for replying too,it makes me glad i am really not alone here

I'm tired. Too much going on. Mom has cancer. If you can pray, I'd appreciate it.

Oh please help me you wonderful and specially gifted people,
I am desperately in need of your support and advice,
Especially at this critical and important juncture,
And since you have so much positive advice to give,
It must mean you are happy or at least content,
Surly it is a grand achievement in this world,
One in which i find a profound admiration and awe,

In order to properly ascribe to you,
The detail and quandary of my dilemma,
It seems that some context needs to be established,
That you are able to make a proper assessment,
Of both my personality and inner nature,
However, a quandary and telling 'sign' emerges instantly,
The detail and specifics of this framework,
Are both terrible and most horrible,
In deed my fear is that most decent upright people,
Will show only rejection before any other considerations,

'monster'