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MY IP ADDRESS CHANGES ALL THE TIME BTW
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If you could see what I see you'd real eyes you have no free will
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While you may not have ability to control the external circumstances that you experience here, you will always possess the free will to control your state of consciousness and how you choose to respond/react to experiencing those circumstances. No one can take that away from you. Two individuals will experience the exact same event or circumstance and will have completely different reactions because their unique sense of awareness & perception will dictate their response. You could make this temporary experience here your own private 'hell' if you allowed yourself to do so - or you could choose to perceive it from the perspective of being a temporary inconvenience or hurdle that you must pass through.

Regarding your experiences with electrical devices/surges. Are you aware that your body is electric? That your heart is emitting an electromagnetic field of varying intensities and that there can be biophysical 'changes' that may transpire within an individual that can influence electrical devices in your environment? Individuals can & have had experiences where they blow lightbulbs, turn devices on/off, short-circuit devices, etc. Have you explored the possibility that you were in fact the cause or 'source' of those electrical anomalies that you experienced? Have they occurred during periods of change/emotional upheavel/transition in your life?

Not trying to tell you what to believe or feel here. Just ponder that perspective for a bit and see how it makes you feel.

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Thanks. If I'm creating this I have no idea how to stop what's happening. I don't know how to change it anymore. I had lots of magick like computer appearing out of thin air and I've also had hellish experiences. Now it's like boresville and the same money bullshit still. I'm not interested anymore in limitations either...I've changed but nothing around me has...People are really nice and that but it doesn't cut it anymore..I can see how everything is "staged" around me almost like this is one big mind control experiment. It's almost as if everyone is acting around me..really BAD acting or overacting...This world is soooo lame..the scripting I can see everything...like this force is inept at what it does or I'm in a mind control game or something...It's as if the more I can SEE the more I'm being limited by this force...All the stuff happened without me having beLIEfs about it...How do I create this stuff when I never had beliefs about it in the first place. See what I'm saying...Something about this world doesn't smell right...
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I don't even have thoughts in my head anymore. I'm typing this but words just come out. I don't think of anything. Same with money. I almost never think about it until I don't have rent money like now. Am I part of a mind control experiment? I've thought of that also. I really don't trust this world. It's almost exactly like Truman Show. People try to sell this "paradise" for you but it's not paradise anymore because you can see it's fake. I've had the stars move in the sky. I've had the moon change colour. I've had things happen you wouldn't believe. I know this world is fake but why the money crap constantly. I'm sick of it and I don't even care about it. I'd work a job but it blocks things...How can I create it when I don't even think anything? I don't have emotions or thoughts in my head yet it tries to create synchronicities and other bullshit to give me idea I'm creating everything

Like I said something doesn't smell right or I'm doing something wrong...I can't figure this out anymore...
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I bet if you were a millionaire, you wouldn't have written this thread OP.

One sunny day, I hope you will be.
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Hmmm...Hasn't been scripted that way

I honestly don't care about money but everybody else around me seems obsessed by it

It's a necessary tool yes butt it isn't everything
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So you think reality is scripted- as in holographic universe - we are in a video game kinda thing?
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Have you experienced an intense loss recently like I'm describing? I am wondering because you sound like you're describing more a perceived shift in the world rather than a change in yourself. I too have been feeling much the same way, but ascribed it to the grieving process.

It would be interesting if it's not. Is this a pervasive change in people's perception of the world?

It also would be interesting, and perhaps more "actionable" if you had suffered a severe loss prior to this change.
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Thanks. If I'm creating this I have no idea how to stop what's happening. I don't know how to change it anymore. I had lots of magick like computer appearing out of thin air and I've also had hellish experiences. Now it's like boresville and the same money bullshit still. I'm not interested anymore in limitations either...I've changed but nothing around me has...People are really nice and that but it doesn't cut it anymore..I can see how everything is "staged" around me almost like this is one big mind control experiment. It's almost as if everyone is acting around me..really BAD acting or overacting...This world is soooo lame..the scripting I can see everything...like this force is inept at what it does or I'm in a mind control game or something...It's as if the more I can SEE the more I'm being limited by this force...All the stuff happened without me having beLIEfs about it...How do I create this stuff when I never had beliefs about it in the first place. See what I'm saying...Something about this world doesn't smell right...
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Here is a link that contains some eye-opening findings/research about the nature of the human heart. It will better explain what I was alluding to in my previous post. If you have an inquisitive mind you may find this information to be quite intriguing:

[link to www.heartmath.org]

You have been sharing some valid observations/experiences that others reading your words can relate to going through/experiencing at some point in their own lifetimes of experience. There's no easy way to be concise about it but you are going through the ongoing process of elevating your awareness (and perception) and with that process comes a strange and unique transitory period in your life where you will experience emotional upheavels, unusual physical 'symptoms' & perceptual experiences, biophysical 'changes' to body & senses, purging of old fears/emotional energy (which gets consciously acknowledged & released on is way out), etc. A real wild ride. It sounds like you are in the midst of it. Keep pushing forward. There is a tipping point you can work towards where things will suddenly become clear to you and you will have a much greater awareness & understanding of what you are going through now.

My advice to you is don't allow yourself to become fixated on your emotions or on your current perspective at any given moment in time. Be fluid like water (I think that's a Bruce Lee quote). Things are going to flow and change for you and you are not going to remain stagnant with regards to how you currently feel. Focus on where you are directing your conscious energy. If you allow yourself to identify with fear or negative (low frequency) emotions sourced in the mind (brain), you will hinder your progress forward. Keep asking yourself questions and exploring new perspectives that challenge your current level of awareness & understanding. Don't allow yourself to become complacent or to become convinced that you've 'figured out' what's going on - as your awareness/perception of these circumstances you are experiencing is going to change. Put in some work right now because in the not too distant future you will be looking back at this experience you're going through with a completely different set of 'eyes' than you have now.

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I bet if you were a millionaire, you wouldn't have written this thread OP.

One sunny day, I hope you will be.
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Hmmm...Hasn't been scripted that way

I honestly don't care about money but everybody else around me seems obsessed by it

It's a necessary tool yes butt it isn't everything
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So you think reality is scripted- as in holographic universe - we are in a video game kinda thing?
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I can SEE how it's all fake. Like a hologram. My companion SEEs the same. We "turned onto" things at same time. WE can see the "maya" of this world ..How everything is illusory
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Great post and I am very much in the same boat, but what to do.
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I: don't know. I'm bored shitless. This world sucks
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aint we all...just do what you do do well...forget the rest
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Have you experienced an intense loss recently like I'm describing? I am wondering because you sound like you're describing more a perceived shift in the world rather than a change in yourself. I too have been feeling much the same way, but ascribed it to the grieving process.

It would be interesting if it's not. Is this a pervasive change in people's perception of the world?

It also would be interesting, and perhaps more "actionable" if you had suffered a severe loss prior to this change.
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No grieving going on here.

I don't feel sad, angry or fearful anymore already for a long while. I have feelings but don't get emotional anymore. Emotions are different than feelings.

My companion is at same place as I am and also sees illusory nature of this world.

This is not depression at all. It's more a metaphysical experience is best I can say

See though the beliefs seems to be a trap. "Hero's Journey" or "Shaman initiation" or "new age new earth" or this or that. All beliefs seems to be trap

EGOic emotions and thoughts seem to come from this force I"m talking about. Not who you really are.

I no longer operate from vantage point of ego 'cause no longer resonate with given name and I'm not emotional nor do I have thoughts in my head anymore
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Thanks. If I'm creating this I have no idea how to stop what's happening. I don't know how to change it anymore. I had lots of magick like computer appearing out of thin air and I've also had hellish experiences. Now it's like boresville and the same money bullshit still. I'm not interested anymore in limitations either...I've changed but nothing around me has...People are really nice and that but it doesn't cut it anymore..I can see how everything is "staged" around me almost like this is one big mind control experiment. It's almost as if everyone is acting around me..really BAD acting or overacting...This world is soooo lame..the scripting I can see everything...like this force is inept at what it does or I'm in a mind control game or something...It's as if the more I can SEE the more I'm being limited by this force...All the stuff happened without me having beLIEfs about it...How do I create this stuff when I never had beliefs about it in the first place. See what I'm saying...Something about this world doesn't smell right...
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Here is a link that contains some eye-opening findings/research about the nature of the human heart. It will better explain what I was alluding to in my previous post. If you have an inquisitive mind you may find this information to be quite intriguing:

[link to www.heartmath.org]

You have been sharing some valid observations/experiences that others reading your words can relate to going through/experiencing at some point in their own lifetimes of experience. There's no easy way to be concise about it but you are going through the ongoing process of elevating your awareness (and perception) and with that process comes a strange and unique transitory period in your life where you will experience emotional upheavels, unusual physical 'symptoms' & perceptual experiences, biophysical 'changes' to body & senses, purging of old fears/emotional energy (which gets consciously acknowledge & released on their way out), etc. A real wild ride. It sounds like you are in the midst of it. Keep pushing forward. There is a tipping point on the horizon where things will suddenly become clear to you and you will have a much greater awareness & understanding of what you are going through now.

My advice to you is don't allow yourself to become fixated on your emotions or on your current perspective at any given moment in time. Be fluid like water (I think that's a Bruce Lee quote). Things are going to flow and change for you and you are not going to remain stagnant with regards to how you currently feel. Focus on where you are directing your conscious energy. If you allow yourself to identify with fear or negative (low frequency) emotions sourced in the mind (brain), you will hinder your progress forward. Keep asking yourself questions and exploring new perspectives that challenge your current level of awareness & understanding. Don't allow yourself to become complacent or to become convinced that you've 'figured out' what's going on - as your awareness/perception of these circumstances you are experiencing is going to change. Put in some work right now because in the not too distant future you will be looking back at this experience you're going through with completely different set of 'eyes' than you have now.

:greenkarma:
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Yeah but I don't feel emotional anymore. I don't feel fear or anger or sadness. I'm a feeling being but don't emote anymore. Difference between emotions and feelings

My experience is that all beliefs lead to nowhere.
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I don't feel sad, angry or fearful anymore already for a long while. I have feelings but don't get emotional anymore. Emotions are different than feelings.

This is not depression at all. It's more a metaphysical experience is best I can say

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More like a neutral & detached conscious acknowledgement of what is, right?

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Great post and I am very much in the same boat, but what to do.
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I: don't know. I'm bored shitless. This world sucks
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aint we all...just do what you do do well...forget the rest
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Problem is I'm still on a leash with the money crap. And this force is restricting my ability to take care of myself. That's why I have considered this being a mind control experiment. But it's at such a "godlike" level it has to be more than that.

I'm highly cynical and jaded by what I've gone through

All beliefs seem to lead nowhere but keep you "chasing your tail"
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I understand what you mean. If one tries to take a step back and look outside of themselves, trying to look at things completely objectively, separate from a "human" perspective, separate from your ego, and separate from your identity, you realize it's all just meaningless. It's all laughably stupid, really.

Everything we value as humans, everything we desire, and everything we believe, it's all just subjective nonsense. Our day-to-day lives have no meaning at all.
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I don't feel sad, angry or fearful anymore already for a long while. I have feelings but don't get emotional anymore. Emotions are different than feelings.

This is not depression at all. It's more a metaphysical experience is best I can say

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More like a neutral & detached conscious acknowledgement of what is, right?

charlie
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Yes

Thing is though all beliefs seem to lead to nowhere

It's as though we're all manipulated and controlled Pavlovian dogs. Beliefs are there to keep you "chasing your tail"

Money is used to keep you "on a leash"

I've completely changed but the world around me is still "wash, rinse repeat"

New age stuff is a complete LIE

Nothing will ever happen because this world is repeating garbage over and over again

Thing is I'm not so different. My companion is experiencing the same thing.

I've tolerated homelessness 8 times waiting for something to change because of the HOPE LIE. I won't do it anymore. Nothing is changing about this shit world. Storyline is same repeating bullshit..obama...terrorism...federal reserve notes...zzzzzzzzzz

Sorry but no longer interested in limitations of this world especially the money crap...

Plus this force is very controlling at this level...nobody has free will. I can see how they're scripted A to Z

I have more free will it seems then everyone around me but I also see how it can box me in using those around me.

Understand?
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I understand what you mean. If one tries to take a step back and look outside of themselves, trying to look at things completely objectively, separate from a "human" perspective, separate from your ego, and separate from your identity, you realize it's all just meaningless. It's all laughably stupid, really.

Everything we value as humans, everything we desire, and everything we believe, it's all just subjective nonsense. Our day-to-day lives have no meaning at all.
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Yeah but my vantage point is no longer EGO. I don't resonate with my given name anymore. I don't feel emotions. I realize all beliefs go nowhere. I have no desires but at where I'm at it's more about comfort/discomfort. I don't sense an "I". I feel like I'm "spread out" for lack of better terminology kind of like expanded.

This more seems like a set script in a simulation. You know cat passes, dog barks and you need to slave away from green paper. I change but nobody else does. They're really nice to me but nothing tangibly changes. Kind of like I'm Mr. Murdoch in Dark City
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I understand what you mean. If one tries to take a step back and look outside of themselves, trying to look at things completely objectively, separate from a "human" perspective, separate from your ego, and separate from your identity, you realize it's all just meaningless. It's all laughably stupid, really.

Everything we value as humans, everything we desire, and everything we believe, it's all just subjective nonsense. Our day-to-day lives have no meaning at all.
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Yeah but my vantage point is no longer EGO. I don't resonate with my given name anymore. I don't feel emotions. I realize all beliefs go nowhere. I have no desires but at where I'm at it's more about comfort/discomfort. I don't sense an "I". I feel like I'm "spread out" for lack of better terminology kind of like expanded.

This more seems like a set script in a simulation. You know cat passes, dog barks and you need to slave away from green paper. I change but nobody else does. They're really nice to me but nothing tangibly changes. Kind of like I'm Mr. Murdoch in Dark City
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My experience is that all beliefs lead to nowhere.
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Beliefs don't need to lead you because they are always changing. Your conscious awareness will lead you by influencing your perception of what you experience. Seek to keep raising your awareness without the need to become fixated on any particular beliefs.

Also, be careful telling/reminding yourself that 'beliefs lead to nowhere'. If you believe your thoughts are useless than you will subconsciously influence yourself to remain at a fixed level of awareness - your subscription to that notion will make/manifest it as your 'reality'. If you want to transcend this state you are currently experiencing then you need to continue to push the envelope.

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My experience is that all beliefs lead to nowhere.
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Beliefs don't need to lead you because they are always changing. Your conscious awareness will lead you by influencing your perception of what you experience. Seek to keep raising your awareness - don't become fixated on beliefs.

Also, be careful telling/reminding yourself that 'believes lead to nowhere'. If you believe your thoughts are useless than you will subconsciously influence yourself to remain at a fixed level of awareness. If you want to transcend this state you are currently experiencing then you need to push the envelop.
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Thanks for trying to help. I've been going through this so long I'm afraid sometimes I'm too exhausted to bother anymore.

At a certain point there doesn't seem to be a point anymore

What am I doing in this world anymore anyways? I don't belong here anymore.

Honestly a doom ending would be great but it will never happen. Just another "carrot" like everything else.

I gotta lay down. Thanks for your posts

Careful what you beLIEve Anhedonic. You might "think" you know something but your mind can really be a tricky fucker and convince you of any beLIEf

Okay bed time
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you are a dumb fuck of an op.. fuck you and your shortcomings bitch!!
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I enjoyed the read OP. Thanks for your thoughts.

It's hard to find purpose within this material system...it helps me when I am away from pursuing trivial sexual stimulation, away from technology, and outside of the house.
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You're ready for enlightenment OP. You're ready for the real thing. Google Advaita Vedanta, Ramana Maharishi, Yoga Vasistah, I am that I am etc. You'll soon find out all the answers to your questions and this sadness will bloom into a beautiful flower of happiness.

True Happiness.

Good Luck!

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I'm way further than that. I real eyes that enlightenment is a con as is everything in this world including the "spirituality" trap. We are manipulated and controlled Pavlovian dogs kept on a leash using the monetary system. Trust me I've had interactions with the force that controls this world and it's malevolent. You think you have free will but you really don't. I can see everything now. You are in a prison world. Once you get to where I'm at you can see how everyone is trapped and stuck in a trance. For some reason I woke up way beyond most people even on conspiracy forums. Kind of like Dark City and Mr. Murdoch..I wasn't supposed to wake up but I SEE everything. This force targets me and it targets my finances. I get electronics going on and off and other stuff. This force that controls this world wants you staying on its script otherwise it gets nasty. It's a control freak. It's manipulative and deceptive. I can SEE through everything it does. I have no idea what this force is. It controls everyone around me.
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Sounds like demons or some sort of, as you say, malevolent force.

That being said, though these evil things are real....there are good, loving forces MUCH stronger than those that you feel. The hard thing is that they take much more will to embrace.

My perspective at least...
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Watch this then if you want to learn:

[link to creditorsincommerce.com]
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My experience is that all beliefs lead to nowhere.
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Beliefs don't need to lead you because they are always changing. Your conscious awareness will lead you by influencing your perception of what you experience. Seek to keep raising your awareness - don't become fixated on beliefs.

Also, be careful telling/reminding yourself that 'believes lead to nowhere'. If you believe your thoughts are useless than you will subconsciously influence yourself to remain at a fixed level of awareness. If you want to transcend this state you are currently experiencing then you need to push the envelop.
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Thanks for trying to help. I've been going through this so long I'm afraid sometimes I'm too exhausted to bother anymore.

At a certain point there doesn't seem to be a point anymore

What am I doing in this world anymore anyways? I don't belong here anymore.

Honestly a doom ending would be great but it will never happen. Just another "carrot" like everything else.

I gotta lay down. Thanks for your posts

Careful what you beLIEve Anhedonic. You might "think" you know something but your mind can really be a tricky fucker and convince you of any beLIEf

Okay bed time
 Quoting: OP 1246378


No problem.

I understand where you are coming from with your replies. Just know that 'change' within an individual does not always transpire in a painstakenly slow & linear fashion. Sometimes it occurs exponentially and when you least expect it to. You could throw in the towel and then make certain that nothing else will change for you, or you could choose to acknowledge that you've really got nothing to lose and decide to find the energy to motivate yourself to continue to seek & explore what lies just beyond.

Thanks for the reminder/tip. I'm at a point in my lifetime where my primary objective is to live in awareness of the present moment as much as possible, and to avoid conscious identification with any negative emotions (feelings) that I know will only serve to make my remaining time here unpleasant & uncomfortable. Even if I find myself experiencing a continued state of neutrality that is void of any lasting joy/pleasure, I will be content in knowing that I exercise control over my conscious state - in the sense that I can no longer allow myself to become a victim of my circumstances & emotions the way I had experienced in my past. It's not possible for me to revert back to the way I once was so I will make the best of where I'm at. Every now and then I just need to remind myself that this is only a passing/temporary experience (lifetime) that I'm having here even though it can sometimes feel like an eternity. : )

Nice exchanging thoughts/ideas with you.

greenkarma

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Watch this then if you want to learn:

[link to creditorsincommerce.com]
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Oh the rabbit hole... That should keep you busy for a while. Great stuff!
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Life here is bullshit, everyone knows it, only the ones with the balls to admit it actually do though. The rest live out their days trying to convince themselves that everything they have done had a purpose.

It's a shame that it's too late when they find out their purpose was slavery.
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Good thread OP 5 stars. I too have experienced this malevolent force. I experience it every day, pretty badly too. I try not to give it power by believing that it is not running the show, and not losing my hope that the good guys are in control here.
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Re: I never consented to any of this...
It's all opposition. You say one thing, we'll say the latter.

That's the point of all of creation, is to have that dualistic, binary balance. Every morning that you wake up, it's a chance for you to choose what side of the fence you want to go on and when you see that the grass is greener on the other side, i'm sure you won't go back. At the end of the day, all the chess pieces go back into the same box.

But you said it yourself... we're stuck here, it's fake, blah blah blah. So it's best to get over it, throw your hands in the air, and try to make the best of it. Do yourself a favor and let it go.

It's a transitory thing as others have said above. I'm very young (23) and going through the same things. Thankfully, i'm coming out of it. Keep your head up and re-direct your attention and focus.
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Re: I never consented to any of this...
beerhat
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Alcohol doesn't work for me anymore
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Spell words - cast a spell?

Go see a doc.
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Yeah... Just what he needs, Nethertard.

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Search and search, spend the rest of your life if you must. I assure you the answer is in front of you and inside of you at all times.
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So you are a Christian I presume...
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Indeed. I believe nothing but that Jesus is my Savior.
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Hey whatever works for you.

I'm not a Christian hater ...

I experience the force that controls this world more as a malevolence or let's just say it's imbalanced to one side of things...
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"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." Ephesians 6:12
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Re: I never consented to any of this...
You're ready for enlightenment OP. You're ready for the real thing. Google Advaita Vedanta, Ramana Maharishi, Yoga Vasistah, I am that I am etc. You'll soon find out all the answers to your questions and this sadness will bloom into a beautiful flower of happiness.

True Happiness.

Good Luck!

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I'm way further than that. I real eyes that enlightenment is a con as is everything in this world including the "spirituality" trap. We are manipulated and controlled Pavlovian dogs kept on a leash using the monetary system. Trust me I've had interactions with the force that controls this world and it's malevolent. You think you have free will but you really don't. I can see everything now. You are in a prison world. Once you get to where I'm at you can see how everyone is trapped and stuck in a trance. For some reason I woke up way beyond most people even on conspiracy forums. Kind of like Dark City and Mr. Murdoch..I wasn't supposed to wake up but I SEE everything. This force targets me and it targets my finances. I get electronics going on and off and other stuff. This force that controls this world wants you staying on its script otherwise it gets nasty. It's a control freak. It's manipulative and deceptive. I can SEE through everything it does. I have no idea what this force is. It controls everyone around me.
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Get ready for the ultimate control, when those green pieces of paper become even more worthless, and become mere digits in a computer.

If you don't believe in the Mark of the Beast, perhaps you will, before it';s too late.

I pray so.

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