I had many of the same problems about a year ago, I got rid of most of my bills,lost 45 pounds, slowed way down on my drinking which does cause high blood pressure and slowed down on my smoking. I feel so much better.

I now work about 7 months straight ,as many hours as I can get and take off for 1- 1 1/2 years, fishing and stuff. On my next break I plan on going to Thailand for 2-3 years.

FIRST and foremost your father MUST find GOD!