Last thing OP.

Noon ecan answer certain questions for you. Somethings you have to be willing to search for yourself.

Only you know the answers to certain questions about your relatioship towrds GOD and what you do do not know.

Have you ever stepped out in faith believing? Trusting in GOD.

Perhaps when you were first saved? Took some courage?

Maybe the lone person where it took everything you had to humble yourself and get past the fact that everyone will see you. Isolated in a sense.

I am saying this to help you. GOD meets people where they at. Not neccessarily in church or whatever.

It is a heart issue. And your desire for HIM. Honesty. Because He already knows what you are going to say before you even say it. Or do it. Do you really mean it?

People often laugh at similar tesimonies where people are at the bottom of the barrel....

Has it ever occurred to people that is precdisely the moment that it takes sometimes for some people to finally understand?

Another alcoholic.... Oh, he found GOD.. Or ya, it always seems as if people find GOD when after some hardship....

And let me tell you something....

For those who have experienced GODS grace, they know.

Ever hear the song Amazing Grace?

Here are the lyrics in it. Please examine what it is saying.

And ask yourself if everything was peachy in the persons life who wrote it.





Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.

T'was Grace that taught...
my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear...
the hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares...
we have already come.
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far...
and Grace will lead us home.

The Lord has promised good to me...
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be...
as long as life endures.

When we've been here ten thousand years...
bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise...
then when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.


Again OP... I hope this may help you to understand.