to share or not to share, that is the question

No, I'm right there with you.

Ah well, if I had to pick a Jesus to be with me, you'd be the only one.

I have seen,heard and experienced things first hand that cannot exist in my belief system. On the other hand, i'm not going to throw out the baby with the bathwater. I've come to believe that the truth is bigger than my belief system.

:hug2:

Can you give us a hint about what it was or how it blew your mind?

You can say it, everything has been said before

Told you so

Oh..on the santa thing.
I met someone whose family went and set up christmas lights outside of her window, put on eerie music, and then came in with alien masks.... all so that the poor girl that had already been through enough would end up ranting about aliens.

Discrediting is a bitch and I see so many people falling for it.

My heart goes out to you.

A warm hug for you, Red.

Thanks

Wow. Thank you for posting this. This is very similar to what was done to me except with me they used a devil mask.

Do you know why they did that?

I'm pretty sure it's just to make you look like a fucking lunatic.

Thanks. That made me laugh. Over the years I've tended to overthink it.

I'm not sure what is scarier as a little kid. Thinking the devil is in your room late at night with thunder and lightning and brimstone or being able to see the powercords on the strobe light and smoke machine and recognizing it's your dad wearing the devil mask grabbing and growling at you while your mother peeks around the doorway to watch.

That's a safe memory that I keep handy to remind me of how evil and insane they were. Not sure I want to remember a whole lot more.

I hope the girl you mentioned is ok and was able to get away from her family.

Thanks again for sharing the way you do. You are a very strong person. I hope things are going well for you these days.

Hehe.
No prob.
I think sometimes we look for too much meaning in something because it had meaning to us.

To someone else involved it might have just been a fucked up prank or another day at the office.

blinkin girl, you sound hot, despite the despair.
where in UK are you?
would love to have a chat sometime

good luck with your "chat" :)

Hmm some of my freinds once held me under the water just for fun once, and they were my freinds lol no interogation there
Maybe some of the stuff is from other realms or some of your dreams mixed in, just a thought

anyway in some schools they punish the whole class if just a few have been naughty, its called colecttive punishment

I duno, but your story sounds like its full of holes also
It sounds scary though, life is torture at times

We are not like you Germans you know??
no Gestapo here...
I could of proudly fought for Germany you know....
but after being betrayed at Stalingrad , and the political side of the SS, Germany lost its Honour!!
How different life could of been.....

I believe the question then is what your will really represents when you will share or not. Release yourself from pride and shame in all levels of manifestation before sharing it. What change would it bring on sharing it, what change would it bring on keeping it. Is it beneficial to yourself or others. Would you benefit more people by not sharing it.




Hope you decide for the best lol

Groan.
See?
"Maybe it was just a dream."
Unfortunately, I wasn't that drugged.
But this is a pretty common reaction to truths...bury, bury, bury.

One of the ways to try to get you to totally submit , especially by the 70s, was to attack you in dreams.
breakyou down...Terrify, Imprison , abuse... over and over...
as well as other things of course..
the thing was, onc you submitted and knew you were owned , imprisoned and could not do anything... that is whn your mind fractured... well one of the ways..
Imagine a dreamworld of dreams where in most you are in a type of prison, in others constantly chased , abused..... you get my drift.
you had to break though... some of these stupid doctors, fucking with frequencies , etc... im sure they didnt know what they were doing... to an extent. Made some people sronger than they could of been....true storeeee

In dreams, eh?

Wouldn't it make more sense to dope someone up and then tell them they were dreaming?

I mean...it must be difficult to take over someone's dreams, even with unlimited funding.

not by the 70s... tings started to go more "electric" then..
court cases were comin out about the injuries sustained through drug and lets say "radiation" experiements...
most of the old docs are still alive...
bit of a transition.
dont get me wrong... of course things still went on for real..
just they were gettin major expert at that sort of "experiment " by the mid 70s...
its even easier now... dentist can gps your fillings and therefore you are so fucking easy to target.
sounds maaad, but if you would like to discus it sometime...
;-)

Ok

Seriously, I prefer to stick to reality - things that can be confirmed or denied.

Like: was there research involving these specific parameters at this specific location during these dates: yes or no? Can it be confirmed by professional research articles?

The answer is unfortunately yes more often than not.

While hazy aliens and people chasing each other in dreams is all well and good, when was the last time that could be confirmed or denied? What is the point of exploring things to verify if they are true if they are beyond the realm of what can be measured?

I like philosophy as much as the next person, but we're talking about referenced research in real buildings here, not dream people.

lol... omg!
catch me a fucking flutterbye
these places existed 100%
if you think thats more "real" than a 4/5 year old being tormented nightly by demons... then ... well..
its all part of the same snowball... same evolved projects, sub projects , continued research...
special classes in schools... trips out of school to dentists and doctors...ne glect abuse

Please share more

^_^