agreed. Which makes me wonder about me because I've always been abused and such just by being there. I wonder WHO I am really sometimes because I only seem to be a magnet for the negative. Maybe darkness doesn't have much to hold on to in my case.

I started to see ME once I stopped running from the stuff and I realize that when I'm honest and speak the truth EVERYBODY around me gets scared. So I wonder who or what I'm a part of.

in one aspect I know that I met THIS before and I know that it hasn't gone anywhere, but NOW I feel as We're merged (I know this sounds like some of that new age crap. I tried to explain all that stuff away when these things started happening)

so met this, lived to talk about it. Names are not important because names are added and removed in all written accounts. It's more of an energy than a name you can put on it. I don't channel. I don't summon. I don't speak in tongues. I don't think I'm special. Just a person. People just need to consider that I'm actually not lying on this because it would save them the embarrassment of trying to FOOL me. I'm no fool and I'm still trying to explain this away

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This is why I don't question MY life, but I question everybody who feels that they are an authority on MY life and they know nothing about me.