Well first off i must respond to this "No commitment factor" thats been spreading, how is me worrying that my fiance is cheating so we can live a life of peace having no commitment? ... We just not married yet is the only thing thats not a "full commitment" but with times its hard and also with so many other ventures we set forth for each other. So call me peice of shit that deserves this or w/e you say, AC you are no better or no worse for bashing me for wanting to know the truth for someone i truly love with everything i have, that i never knew i would.

As for how things went, GREAT! We talked all night long and so much information about critical missteps was talked about on a deep level. I never felt better but she feels like shit this morning. Thinking i can never trust her again but all i wanted was the truth to be happy. I love this girl more than life itself, it sounds corny but i really do, making love to her last night was simply phenonminal.

She did not cheat recently and "got in the groove" how she put it. She usually gets hurt when on top so she took a different approach, as for the shit i posted, that was back in 2011, a demon that still haunts me but even that flame was put out of its misery with faith and hope towards the evergreen future.
So for all of you of you with positive words in a TIME OF NEED , thank you.

And to those who want to talk shit like a walking asshole w/o any true knowledge or who just feel the need to be "the know it all" in these situations when someone is just looking for advice or maybe some insight, well guess what... You too will question your life when it's in its greatest point thinking "something has to be wrong" and for when you do i say... ' YOU ARE TRULY A PIECE OF SHIT SCUMBAG, YOU DESERVE EVERY KNICK AND CUT WITH A WORLD OF SALT BEHIND IT'.... fully kidding here but really, no need to bash anyone for trying to find the truth and make things right.


After one day, i feel we jumped over hills and heights it would have took months to do just two days ago.

BTW.... i had her swimming in a pool last night, being as she was leaking like sieve.