You have no knowledge or enlightenment what-so-ever.

Absolutely none..

Males who are born with a strong desire to be with other males is nothing more than in the previous life, that gay man was a women. Just because you are are man in this life doesn't mean you are every life.. And sometimes there is bleed-threw from past lives which ail people in the new incarnation..

I thought you said you were all knowing? You don't know jack!

Your philosophies are all wrong too.. In some of your first few posts you were ranting about wanting to be a god so you could play with the big boys in the universe.. You then went on to say that the only way to get that was through enslavement and control/submission of the sheep-apes ...
If you had real knowledge through meditation, you would know you aren't ascending this way. You are actually descending and will eventually descend right though a black hole a long with the rest of your group-souls social memory complex.

You are also following draconian beliefs.. You might ascend from the shit hole empty life you have now, but it won't be to some utopia.. It will be descension right into a demon/reptilian body.. Your so called "big boys" of the universe.

I have met ishtar and ashstar.. They are the leaders of the reptilians who transferred their souls into genetically manipulated blonde humanoid bodies. Their souls are 100% pure evil and cold blooded. They might come as a bringer of some kind of light. But its false doctrine they spread. You will know what enslavement of the worst possible kind feels like after your pathetic life in this world.. Failure is not an option for your overlords and you've already lost my man.. You are finished.. Your programs are over and crumbling daily.

When I met the leaders ish/ashtar, I struck fear in them as I expanded into a pure white light being they could not touch. They screeched in fear as my higher god self stepped in to the room where they abducted me too. They had no power over anyone who is in their god power. You and your ilk have neither. You can enslave the physical body here but you will never control our souls..ever! When enough of us get here, you will be pushed out by our higher vibrations of love/compassion and you will be pushed right into an abyss/black hole along with them and all your friends.

Its you who needs to change.. Its you who is running out of time.. Your time is short.