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Hello OP.
I am someone who has mostly detached from my own behavior patterns. I have experienced a kind of "ego separation" through meditation and what I would likely find to be a dissassociative "disorder". Where do I go from here? Do i continue proving to myself that I am nothing but potential for everything else? That I am simply an observer? I find it difficult to rise past this plateau I've been on. Also, what is your view on the transgender mindset? I'm curious because I fall into that "category". Have I made progress or am I just in another trap? I'm quite confused. I have yet to have any direct contact with any guide, spirit, entity, being, or "true self". What am I doing wrong? I find it almost impossible to astral travel, even though I feel I throughly understand how to do it. My query may not be clearer than simply asking "what gives"?

I have also found information on anti nutritional qualities in legumes.

I understand that the dose makes the poison, so can you confirm if the anti nutritional qualities are of little concern or not?

HOLY QURAN

027.082 YUSUFALI: And when the Word is fulfilled against them (the unjust), we shall produce from the earth a beast to (face) them: He will speak to them, for that mankind did not believe with assurance in Our Signs.

TO THE OP:



I'm not 100% sure if you're for real, but if I follow my guts, and my own philosophy, I agree with you, so you must be.

Being a radical and independent thinker as far as I can remember, my ideas match yours.


I grew up in a pretty dysfunctional family, and being 30 now, I'm still un-learning
bad habits and emotional problems from it. But it made me stronger in other parts. I lived in the country, which i thought sucked at the time, but at least I worked as a kid, and now i have a connection with nature i can see many people from the city don't have.


I was very good in school, in fact i was the first of my class, always winning junior genius contests hands down. In primary school, it's more logic than memory. I didn't even need to study, it was easy for me. I guess reading tons of books helped too. I was very very creative as a kid, anything I touched was easy.

Then i quit high school, fazed out of it. Waste of time.

Nobody listens when i tell them how we make stupid moves as a society. Like a hoard of buffalos going straight to fall off a cliff.

It would be too long to talk about my life here, and irrelevant for now. I learned how to build log houses last year. It was a good and necessary step in my life. Two birds with one stone. Got me out of a difficult family situation for a while, regained energy on my own, and opened my eyes to many things while learning not only construction but also finances and working on car (mechanics and body etc..) because it happened my teacher was good with finances.

Bought a duplex, will flip for more profit, then I want to buy a big land that has not been cultivated, with lot of wood on it. I'll build a log house there with tons of food, and I'll learn how to grow food and aquaculture too next year. I'll get some chickens too for eggs. I bought tons of tools since the last two years.


Eating clean, been training hard for the last 7 years. I tried to "wake" people up for years and years, tried to teach them the way i see things, how i can see in advance the problems for a decision. Like, how people put themselves in bad financial situations, or health situations etc... They just dont see no further than their nose. I try not to judge, i must have done those mistakes in other lives or i dont know.

I was also really interested in earthships, spoke with them already to bring them to my area of my country. I think a bit like that tiny woman from Australia (how are you doing lady ;) )



I have a couple of concerns/questions thought:


1 - You opened up my eyes a bit about all you said about females. It is a big part of my life, as i got in much trouble for them when they were not even worth it. At the same time, i really need a partner in my life. I'm not desperate. I look very good and had my share of good sex with great looking woman. I just didnt found one who was extraordinary yet. And sometimes it makes me sad. I'm not perfect, but why can't I find one that I feel is equal to me, that I can share and build with? I've been mostly celibate because sex could not justify to me being with a partner i felt bad being with, I mean they were too stupid in the end, harsh words but true.


2 - Is marijuana good or bad? And if it is good, what do you think of vaporizers? I used one for a while, and it made the experience better than smoking.

3 - I'm 50/50 on meat and vegetables and fruit. It is hard to stop meat completely, but i'll try. Any advices?

4 - About when i was young, why would i sometimes float above others in the classroom? Example, we had a test, 20 minutes i was done before everyone else. Then I would drift away in my mind, and see my self in the classroom like i was floating. I always felt i was apart, just not really there. But when im in nature and woods, i feel real. soon as i was out of school i felt great, doing sports, etc..

5 - i bought three pillars of zen on your advice, will receive it soon and read it.



Sorry for the harsh words you receive on this forum. It takes time to be wise, and fear is a strong emotion in many people's lives. I really enjoy the parts about females, this is a huge issue right now in my life, and many men around me, I'm talking about this with some friends, and we agree feminism really destroyed family hey, guess aaron russo was right?

And my english is not the best either, I'm french :) but I'm sure you understand, I tried to speak with my heart and soul more than words.

I am OP!

Supplantrix, you are to be congratulated on your work thus far. You have now reached the event horizon, beyond which you must put down the quest for enlightenment, for its own sake, and begin to work with your hands.

To digress to your burning question about trangender identity; Gender is not who you are, anymore than your hair color defines you as a person.

Humans are a poorly-executed mush of DNA and prone to mutations instigated by environmental toxins.

You may find that your waking mind must transcend the idea of your gender identity being part of your "soul" before you will be able to project astrally. Your physical responses to other humans are purely chemical, such that minor genetic flaws will cause a non-majority reaction... E.G. you are turned on by men and women, or you have both organs - the in-untero formation of which are governed by minute amounts of hormones OR TOXIC MAN-MADE ANNALOGUES.... get it?

Like most humans, you might be over-obsessed with your sexuality. Non-standard genders tend to be far more consumed by it than regular humans and will suffer to their deaths.

The salvation is to realize that sex has nothing to do with your time here on Earth. Forget about sex and you will cease to be "different." Being different is how you act and think, not how you mate. You think you are different? Prove to me that you can breath argon for an hour or melt tungsten with your urine. THAT is different. Har!

Right. Your task is to turn your sexual energy inward, using alchemy, and transform it into mental clarity and physical strength.

Use that energy to study and implement PERMACULTURE wherever you can for the rest of your life. While you work, continue your meditations and don't forget to observe natural law.

Look for the Permaculture Designer's Manual on amazon.

Good luck!

A couple of we have posted here but you sheep-apes seem unable to ask any useful questions.

Now is your 3rd chance to get some answers.

Don't blow it.