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First of all, I am not psychotic. I am not taking any medications for any disorders/disabilities. Aside from generalized anxiety/depression, I suffer from no psychiatric issues.

However, my story does involve heavy drug abuse. Needless to say, my perception was, indeed, magnified by sharp chemical imbalances inherent in drug abuse. I was a wreck. But after a decade of using drugs, I became very familiar with the effects of drugs, both the initial experience and the post acute withdrawal symptoms, of which can be residual for years after using. This was nothing I can explain away with a psychiatric breakdown (but yeah, i was pretty fucked up).

I'll go into more explicit detail if this post gets anyone's attention; I really need some closure, but I'm not going to waste two hours of my time detailing two horrific years of my life just for it to get buried in the bowels of GLP.

For the record, I know what I experienced was real because not only was it tangible, but it was witnessed by three non-using friends, who initially didn't believe me.

So in as little detail as possible, this is what happened to me:

1) I moved to a new city
2) started using drugs (again.) Things were cool for a long while. No problems except for the drugs
3)stopped using drugs for a while, but gradually got back into it out of loneliness
4)Again, things were alright for a while, until...
5)I met this really strange network of drug dealers/users. They were all affiliated with some arian brotherhood gang. Started buying from them out of convenience

this is where shit gets weird

6)Start seeing the same people everywhere I go. This wouldnt be an issue with me because it's a small world, but it was really excessive, and these individuals would be in different outfits, or in really strange places. These individuals would also be talking amongst each other, describing, in insane detail, about what I had been doing that day, afternoon, morning, week, etc. , or sometimes mocking my behavior.

For instance, before work, I'd be on the phone near my car, talking to my friend about getting possibly promoted at work, and such. I'd see this familiar face walk by me in dress shirt/pants. Hours later, I'd see said individual in street clothes talking to another familiar face, mocking my earlier conversation on phone, almost verbatim.

7)Things escalate. Shit would randomly come up missing, then reappear. Like coming home to all my work shirts missing. Have to go to work in 5 minutes. Come home after work to all my work shirts being where i had previously left them. Things randomly going wrong with my car and bike. Flat tires and brake problems.

8)really strange people would like, force themselves into my life, then disappear completely. I

9)I'd have strange lapses of memory, or what i can only describe as trances, where id end up places i didnt mean to go.

10) In a four month period, I was forced into a hospital and subsequently a psychward 6 times. All 6 times I'd see these "familiar faces" in the hospital rooms. Doctors/nurses/other agents, threatened my life, and forced me to play very weird and unexplainable mind games. Mind games included following patterns with my eyes. If I trailed off pattern, id be injected with what was described to me by what i assume to be an insider, GHB (but this i dont know for sure).

11) Things got so bad, I left the state I was in.

12) really weird stuff still happens to me here, 400 miles away, but I do my best to ignore it. hiding

Anyone. Please.

I have no idea if this has anything to do with the illuminati, BUT, there was this one afternoon, I had met these really strange people and they invited me over to do drugs. Sure. Well, the guy who would be hosting was in his 40's and a tattoo artist who works from home (so he says). We get into the house and I swear to god it looked like they just moved in. There was virtually nothing downstairs, except for the kitchen, which had a fridge, microwave and a few cups and plates. That's it. The living room had a TV and couch...but it felt so artificial. It had no personality. It looked like a stage. Host tells us to stay in his room, as the house is apparently his mom's. There's 4 of us. The room also looks like a stage. It was messy and I suppose it did look like a drug addict lived there, but the way you'd set up a room for a movie set. It looked like someone had intentionally made the room a mess. So, all 4 of us get high, and one disappears. For 30 minutes. The other 3 talk amongst each other about what i can only decipher is what they're going to do with my body. I'm getting freaked. Then, out of the blue, a really clean cut chick barges in. She introduces herself as 40-something's GF, who also lives there. Wait a minute, I thought this was his mom's house. I need to get out of here, so i excuse myself.

Host follows me downstairs and says that if i ever need a tattoo, tell him. He's kind of getting in my way, and I was about to run, but i see the exits clear, so make my way out, but not before he says this to me: "The last guy i did a tattoo wanted this really weird symbol on his arm. He wanted a pyramid, with an eye in the middle. You know, it's a masonic symbol, like on the dollar bill. The all seeing eye. It sees everything".

Oooookaaaaayyy

Anyone?
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You could be the new Stephen King, keep up the good work!
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Dude, that is the most fucked up shit I have ever heard.
Sounds like that so called gang stalking.
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Sorry too many variables to understand from the outside with only your perspective to go on. You have the answer inside you if you look hard and deep enough.

Godbless and Godspeed on reclaiming yourself.hf
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First of all, I am not psychotic. I am not taking any medications for any disorders/disabilities. Aside from generalized anxiety/depression, I suffer from no psychiatric issues.

However, my story does involve heavy drug abuse. Needless to say, my perception was, indeed, magnified by sharp chemical imbalances inherent in drug abuse. I was a wreck. But after a decade of using drugs, I became very familiar with the effects of drugs, both the initial experience and the post acute withdrawal symptoms, of which can be residual for years after using. This was nothing I can explain away with a psychiatric breakdown (but yeah, i was pretty fucked up).

I'll go into more explicit detail if this post gets anyone's attention; I really need some closure, but I'm not going to waste two hours of my time detailing two horrific years of my life just for it to get buried in the bowels of GLP.

For the record, I know what I experienced was real because not only was it tangible, but it was witnessed by three non-using friends, who initially didn't believe me.

So in as little detail as possible, this is what happened to me:

1) I moved to a new city
2) started using drugs (again.) Things were cool for a long while. No problems except for the drugs
3)stopped using drugs for a while, but gradually got back into it out of loneliness
4)Again, things were alright for a while, until...
5)I met this really strange network of drug dealers/users. They were all affiliated with some arian brotherhood gang. Started buying from them out of convenience

this is where shit gets weird

6)Start seeing the same people everywhere I go. This wouldnt be an issue with me because it's a small world, but it was really excessive, and these individuals would be in different outfits, or in really strange places. These individuals would also be talking amongst each other, describing, in insane detail, about what I had been doing that day, afternoon, morning, week, etc. , or sometimes mocking my behavior.

For instance, before work, I'd be on the phone near my car, talking to my friend about getting possibly promoted at work, and such. I'd see this familiar face walk by me in dress shirt/pants. Hours later, I'd see said individual in street clothes talking to another familiar face, mocking my earlier conversation on phone, almost verbatim.

7)Things escalate. Shit would randomly come up missing, then reappear. Like coming home to all my work shirts missing. Have to go to work in 5 minutes. Come home after work to all my work shirts being where i had previously left them. Things randomly going wrong with my car and bike. Flat tires and brake problems.

8)really strange people would like, force themselves into my life, then disappear completely. I

9)I'd have strange lapses of memory, or what i can only describe as trances, where id end up places i didnt mean to go.

10) In a four month period, I was forced into a hospital and subsequently a psychward 6 times. All 6 times I'd see these "familiar faces" in the hospital rooms. Doctors/nurses/other agents, threatened my life, and forced me to play very weird and unexplainable mind games. Mind games included following patterns with my eyes. If I trailed off pattern, id be injected with what was described to me by what i assume to be an insider, GHB (but this i dont know for sure).

11) Things got so bad, I left the state I was in.

12) really weird stuff still happens to me here, 400 miles away, but I do my best to ignore it. hiding

Anyone. Please.

I have no idea if this has anything to do with the illuminati, BUT, there was this one afternoon, I had met these really strange people and they invited me over to do drugs. Sure. Well, the guy who would be hosting was in his 40's and a tattoo artist who works from home (so he says). We get into the house and I swear to god it looked like they just moved in. There was virtually nothing downstairs, except for the kitchen, which had a fridge, microwave and a few cups and plates. That's it. The living room had a TV and couch...but it felt so artificial. It had no personality. It looked like a stage. Host tells us to stay in his room, as the house is apparently his mom's. There's 4 of us. The room also looks like a stage. It was messy and I suppose it did look like a drug addict lived there, but the way you'd set up a room for a movie set. It looked like someone had intentionally made the room a mess. So, all 4 of us get high, and one disappears. For 30 minutes. The other 3 talk amongst each other about what i can only decipher is what they're going to do with my body. I'm getting freaked. Then, out of the blue, a really clean cut chick barges in. She introduces herself as 40-something's GF, who also lives there. Wait a minute, I thought this was his mom's house. I need to get out of here, so i excuse myself.

Host follows me downstairs and says that if i ever need a tattoo, tell him. He's kind of getting in my way, and I was about to run, but i see the exits clear, so make my way out, but not before he says this to me: "The last guy i did a tattoo wanted this really weird symbol on his arm. He wanted a pyramid, with an eye in the middle. You know, it's a masonic symbol, like on the dollar bill. The all seeing eye. It sees everything".

Oooookaaaaayyy

Anyone?
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You could be the new Stephen King, keep up the good work!
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Stephen king is the guy that actualy run the world behind the curtain!
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I'm thinking maybe... the drugs... might have... something to do with it?







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This sounds like psychosis. The drugs with the anxiety/depression together over a long period of time may have led to it and your brain has created this scenario.

Or, you are being stalked by the illuminati. :P

Last Edited by A Friend on 02/25/2013 08:12 PM
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I'm thinking maybe... the drugs... might have... something to do with it?







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I'm thinking maybe... the drugs... might have... something to do with it?







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naw......

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not here to lecture but what I got out of this is that these people only seem to be in you life when youre using.

Maybe its a sign from above to scare you into stop using.

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That is weird I'm not gonna lie, or you have some master stackers on your hands, though the all seeing eye thing at the end, making himself a bit too obvious..
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OP

More detail to this required please:

10) In a four month period, I was forced into a hospital and subsequently a psychward 6 times. All 6 times I'd see these "familiar faces" in the hospital rooms. Doctors/nurses/other agents, threatened my life, and forced me to play very weird and unexplainable mind games. Mind games included following patterns with my eyes. If I trailed off pattern, id be injected with what was described to me by what i assume to be an insider, GHB (but this i dont know for sure).

What, Why, Where, When, etc
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You could be the new Stephen King, keep up the good work!
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om man that had me in stitches , cheer's bro
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dude its paranoya , psycosis , lay off the drugs ,. you are starting to become demons induced , ive had it all before ..

have a few shandies , get some growth hormone , level youe mind and repair it with growth , and lay the fuck off , thats what im doing anyhow ..

ive just had my second breakdown , now im in bed dying from it ...
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It's not paranoia or psychosis. Google "gang stalking" it is some fucked up shit. Either it's real, or thousands of other people are imagining the exact same thing happening to them, with plenty of proof.
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First of all, I am not psychotic. I am not taking any medications for any disorders/disabilities. Aside from generalized anxiety/depression, I suffer from no psychiatric issues.

[snip]

Oooookaaaaayyy

Anyone?
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You sound insane but I wouldn't worry as long as you can support yourself and don't hurt anyone.
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You could be the new Stephen King, keep up the good work!
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om man that had me in stitches , cheer's bro
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It's not paranoia or psychosis. Google "gang stalking" it is some fucked up shit. Either it's real, or thousands of other people are imagining the exact same thing happening to them, with plenty of proof.
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The doctors, nurses and patients are in the gang too?

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What kind of drugs, OP?
This is an oubliette. The labyrinth is full of 'em.
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[link to www.dailymail.co.uk]

but what do I know, I am a jelly bean.
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I think you overdosed on weed.
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This sounds like psychosis. The drugs with the anxiety/depression together over a long period of time may have led to it and your brain has created this scenario.

Or, you are being stalked by the illuminati. :P
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this

in the same order
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What kind of drugs, OP?
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may i ask who is the girl in ur pic? she is really cute!
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Trust me. You arent that important to have an entire cast of actors following you around and movking you all day just to make you paranoid.

You are an attention whore and only widh you were special enough to have someone orchestrate something so elaborate just to make you think you sre crazy.

The truth is you are crazy and your story is bullshit
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Either they thought you were a narc and were following you, or you have trouble recognizing faces.

Also, lay off the drugs, you're way too paranoid.

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Sounds like first hand accounts I've heard of speed or coke psychosis. Can happen to anyone, you don't have to be crazy to go into it.
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OP they want to be friends. Drugs can turn this basal human drive toward friendship into a skewed perception of "otherness" on your part, as if everyone else around you is involved in getting you to join something large, scary, and dare I say occultish, when they are simply seeking friendship. This skewed perception can magnify infinitely really, one can see all sorts of f'ed up s**t, whether it is real or not is not important, one can not function properly as a human being through such a lens. I tell you, they want to be your friend, nothing more nothing less. Been there, been to the hospitals, done all that.

Relax, don't go seeking the substances, certainly don't go on extended periods of using. I recommend finding relationships in which drugs are not the main connective fibers.

All is good. Me, you, Masons, the Brotherhood, teachers, coworkers, family, friends, strangers, they all want the best for you and All. That is what connects us all, and many (myself included) forget it.

In regard to the difficulty of quitting and staying off drugs for long periods, I found Jesus to be an incomparable ally. He leads me always, supplies everything I need. He is always there, I am not lonely. His hand is always extended, one need only take hold of it. That is how I conquer the devil, in every single one of his disguises.

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