WTF was that

That would be kind of anticlimactic if true.
Being part of a silly ritual that only has meaning to the ritual leaders is nothing more than a wasted day with no real answers.

I'm an avid jigsaw puzzle builder. I've done over 130 of them, and I'm good at it. Your story is like a jigsaw puzzle, and I want to build it.

And...



...missy, if this was a purely transpersonal experience it'd be a lot easier to solve.








Okay, so what happened the few times you returned?

I, like others, think you were drugged the first time, but if you chose to go back a few times you weren't under the influence of anything then, correct?

My dear - you are the most beautiful woman you have ever met.

The car - I am sad to say, you died in the crash.

Being clothed in the bathtub, you were being reborn my love.

BUT, you were supposed to forget - the angels of oblivion had trouble with you - you seem to remember a thing or two, causing you to live a long strange life.

You are absolutely magnificent and beautiful! Always REMEMBER that! I adore you more than anything else!



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I went after school a few times. It was still daylight. Hung out in the tub and kept reading. We had finally worked out something so that I would have dry clothes after. I was past the 20th chapter before it stopped. I know because I felt like there was something important to get to in either the 22nd or 24th chapter and I never had a chance to read it and that bugged me for the longest time. I'm one of those people that skips ahead and glances over everything quickly before sitting down and reading from the beginning.


That's a very good question regarding if I was on anything.
I remember scheduling with them when I should come, so one would assume I was sober.

But life experiences have taught that I was also capable of and compelled to follow a schedule while I was under the influence but thought I was sober. My own guardian used to dope me and then send me off to appointments and I managed to not get lost on the way 95% of the time (getting lost on the way back because I couldn't remember how I got there though...that was too often). I wonder if the problem arose when I decided to go hang out in the bath instead of my normally scheduled appointments.

I am asking this out of sincerity and not being judgmental, but were you on something before this happened?

If not, how old were you? Was this recent? Where did it happen, if you wouldn't mind telling?

I have my own reasons for asking these questions, and they're again, not to be judgmental or anything. I find this very interesting.

Oh, wow. I had a different episode myself, and I am wondering, can you tell me what it means? I lost track of time at the cemetery with my sister, as in, we can't account for three hours, while we were visiting my parents grave. I won't get into the rest, as it isn't important, but my life has never been the same, neither has my sisters. Can you tell us why this happened to us? thanks!

I was a teen, so not very recently.

I felt sober and bored as far as I know when I got into the vehicle.
I did smoke pot now and then but I preferred warm houses with kitchens and not the sidewalk for those occasions. I've also been caught a few times in that neighborhood, on camera and in friend's memories, under the influence of things I don't remember taking and didn't remember very well after - so who knows really.

This was on the edge of campus at an ivy league university.

this just creeped me out a little...

What really creeps me out is what if I got my "guardian angel" earring lady busted?
Then there's no one looking out for me.

Thank you for sharing your story with us. My sister and I had a different episode, but one that still haunts us to this day. We have a hard time talking about it with others, because we can't explain what happened to us, where we went, and how we managed to lose time like we did without any plausible explanation. We wish we could remember what happened, but we don't. Neither of were on anything, we just had coffee in our hands, which amazingly, we did not drop or spill, only when we came to, it was cold and not hot when we were first drinking it. We are so haunted by this experience, and our lives have never been the same since, for various reasons.

On another thread - an MKUltra thread - you had posted that you had undergone hypnosis therapy. Interestingly, I had just got back from a short walk to the corner store, and I had been thinking about how perhaps a hypnosis session might fill in the cracks...and there are cracks all throughout.

Have you addressed this in a hypnosis session already?

IndyGh0st...

any input on why I feel like this rings true with me?

The hypnosis I went through when I was younger was more about forgetting than remembering. I went back into my head last year and undid most of it by overwriting the suggestions. I haven't explored much under that influence since my objective was to undo the original damage and quit acting like a bad parlor trick on command.

Which one?
If he's the one I think he is, he's still around, still on the scene, seems a bit mind controlled these days but still bright and informative and a fighter. He used to stop by my house every year for a few days when I was in my 20s. I didn't remember who he was on a surface level but I still welcomed him with open arms each time.

Other than that...who knows. Never had one.

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Nice. Personal intergrity regained.

I rarely ever wish for something, yet I find myself wishing I could sit with you, and do a guided meditation.

I have someone yakkin' my f'n ear off right now. I'm going to log out.

This is a fascinating thread, and I'll check back in later. As well, I'm going to send a link to it to a friend.

Sucks when the coffee gets cold, lol. I used to find the little things to bitch about and just glaze right over the rest.
I mean, there are some things that just aren't worth the weirdness of talking about. I'm not even entirely sure why I finally feel okay to share a little of it now.



Last Edited by The Loophole on 03/02/2013 06:12 PM