I feel confuse.. i think i angered some antity while talking to myself and... well im not sure but... i m not making any nightmare or anything of the such, but i am somehow being block or have a blockage wich prevent me from meditating properly.
I was talking about Grey's ,the moon, Andromedan post Great War salvage warship, Annunaki..using grey's as scapegoats.
pointing possible Coorupt elements of andromedan concils. Sins trading market, soul harvesting buisness and the stella police. lol.
WOuld make a cool story thought. I might even start writing the story so far.
Also i had a my first astral projection happening spontanously a few months back... it changed me deeply. Im still confused however at what i experianced.
first thing is i was bathing in yellow / orange light. totaly unable to see anything else then the color or feel anything.
then i heard distant noise of mass ammount of people that seemed like protesting and crying of some sort. The noise became louder and louder, then it stabilised for a moment.
I felt something touching my left arm, As soon as i felt the thing the crying protesting people started to fade away.
Next thing is im in space above earth and being sucked in by our big lovely sun. At first i was a little scared, because i could fell it's heat.
After ramming it down and going in the center of it... The felling was so damn intense and positive, no words can describe this feeling. there was a Massive purple beam of light in the middle of the sun, i stayed there for what seems like 5 minutes then woke up..
To portray a picture of what i say in the sun. Just take an orange and pell it, then open it in half and had a purple light beam going thru it!
Quoting: Blitz the storm-striker Ooh >.<...yeah, that would piss off the Annunaki, and the Council, as you aren't that far off from the truth, especially about the Annu using Greys and being in the business of soul harvesting or the Council being corrupt (protip: last I checked, 95% of the Council was corrupted). And from personal experience, I can say that pissing off the Annunaki guarantees a big psychic backlash - which is why you're feeling a block in your meditation.
Essentially, it's negative reinforcement...they hope that by basically punishing you, you'll drop the search for truth and eventually forget everything you know. If you press on, it will only get harder and harder as they implement stronger and stronger psychic attacks against you. They are masters of psychic warfare, but the good news is that they can never fully win if you choose to keep pressing on.
The best advice I can give is learn psychic warfare - putting your energy to use in a combative way...learn how to shield yourself and reflect their attacks back at them. And be sure to use your imagination! Remember that in psychic warfare, the only limit is what you can visualize. If you want a quick lesson in doing this, the key is to take your energy, focus on what you intend to do with that energy, then release it at the object of your intent. That's it - all there is to psychic warfare 101.
A purple beam in the middle of the sun? That's intriguing...I recognize the orange/yellow energy all too well, but the purple energy I see from the picture you project (when people describe things to me, they subconsciously project an image of what they're trying to relay...I tend to automatically pick it up, whether I try to or not) is unknown to me. It looks as if I should know it, but I can't connect it with any energy I can remember encountering.
Still, if you felt it was positive, then I'm sure it was a good energy. Sounds like you had an awesome experience AP'ing!
