39 yr old woman, have 2 kids, divorced, I may meet someone who wants a child of his own but I don't think I can do that. I am too worried as it is for the two I have. This world has gone to shit.

My first was planned, my 2nd not, I did not want to bring more children into this messed up world. Being a mother, btw, is infinitely more stressful than anyone will tell you beforehand or anyone can know other than a mother. Think long and hard about it. This, from a mom of 2 beautiful, intelligent, healthy children )no vaccines, abx, nothing), and friend to several women with autistic or asberger's kids or generally difficult and draining kids,

I have no family, it takes a village, I hope you have one.