My experiences with MK Ultra and how it's damaged my life

Go away shill. I'm not subduing myself to big pharma medication just to watch my psyche wither away and falling deeper into sleep. You say it's a medical disorder, and yet you're recommending I put foreign chemicals into my brain to fix the problem?

Please, that would only expedite the problem. My stability was worsened when I was on medication, and it got even worse when I got off the medication. That's why I don't take meds anymore.

But thanks for the degrading comment, it really shines a light on your ignorance of the subject and your denial of what the truth actually is. Treat me like an idiot, and I will respond with the same response I give everyone else when they tell me the same thing.

You have no idea what goes on in my head. You don't know my past. You don't know what I've been through. Posting a degrading comment of such a nature is typical of someone who wants the rest of the population to remain asleep while the rest of you laugh while we torture ourselves.

Well, not anymore. I'm doing being tortured, and I'm done being forced to torture others. I just posted this here to see if there was any further spiritual attunement that was required to keep away from it. With comments like these, however, it's clear that I need to just trust myself and keep fighting it internally.

Nice try, but it's not going to work. I'm not going through that again. I'm stronger than that, and I know I am. I suppose it was a mistake posting this in the first place as only I know myself and only I know how to fix myself.

So thanks, you've proven to me that I can do this myself and I don't need to post things like this because people like you will degrade people like me who realize what is truly going on.

This is the only place that I felt I could post this, anonymously, where people would actually understand what I'm talking about because the rest of the world sure as hell hasn't understood it.

Let me tell you my story about the torture that MK Ultra and the mind control programming has put me through.

When I was 4 months old, my birth dad hit my head on a cabinet causing me a frontal lobe injury that has hindered me for a long time emotionally and mentally. It has caused me to break relationships with people and become mentally unstable with my anger and mental anguish because things are extremely chaotic in my head.

At least, that's what the doctors tried to tell me..

Lately I've been noticing some things that I find really strange. When I was 14 (now I'm 23), I started noticing hearing a voice in my head. It wasn't my voice. It didn't even sound like me. And I ruled it out as an "audio hallucination" because I heard it in my head, not outside of my head like big pharma defines as a hallucination.

I thought nothing of it, befriended the voice, and moved on. Thought if I got along with it and cooporated with it, it wouldn't cause problems. Boy was I wrong.

As years went by, it started getting worse. Telling me I'm a piece of shit. Telling me that all of the spiritual feelings and vibrations I was getting in tune with were wrong. That I was crazy. That I needed to start following the program or I was going to end up in a psyche ward and live there for the rest of my life because what I was thinking was crazy and it wasn't based in reality. Whatever it defined as "reality."

Then the voice got worse. It started taking over me and making me do things that I wouldn't normally do, or that I would absolutely refuse to do in the right state of mind. Stealing, lying, hurting the other people around me. There were three specific incidents that I remember where I smacked around my closest friends, and degraded them horribly. But the funny thing was, when it happened I felt like an outside observer in my head. That I was possessed, and that I could do nothing to stop it. I've ended up in the court system because of it with a conviction of DV assault 4 on my record. My whole life that I built for myself got screwed up because of it.

Now I just don't know what to do. I've taken control of it for the time being, and I'm taking this time to post my story because the voice won't let me do it. I'm expressing this here so I can at least get my voice out into the world so others truly understand the mental anguish and torture us, the victims of MK Ultra, truly go through. You define us as controllers, and as people who are trying to keep people in the system and as asleep sheeple. You define us as people who are specifically out in the world to make the rest of the world who has woken up brought down in the worst ways possible, and that we do it willingly. That might be true for some people, but for people like me, there is something else that is forcing us to do it.

I need your help GLP, I don't know what to do. Like I said, I've gotten a reign on it for now, but I don't know how long that will last. I don't know how much longer I'll be able to hold it before I have another violent outburst and worst of all, I'm afraid that I'm going to end up hurting the love of my life in the process. I couldn't give a fuck less about the law, it's her safety I'm truly worried about.

So what are my options? What am I supposed to do here? I've woken up partially for the time being, but how am I supposed to wake up fully and permanently? Now that I'm woken up I'm seeing what Zakk has pointed out. The face touching, the hypnosis and psychological techniques that the forced controllers use to try and put you back to sleep. I don't want to be that way anymore. I want to wake up, but I don't know how.

I truly hope someone out here can help me.

That only works if it is real. Do you think you got the exact words and threats? Nice try.........

That only works if it is real. Do you think you got the exact words and threats? Nice try.........

Activate mk00123312 spring folly

You fucking piece of shit! I just read that and it activated my 'wanking in public' alter.

You fucking piece of shit! I just read that and it activated my 'wanking in public' alter.

Oh god, oh god I'm sorry I meant mk00123313!!!!! Mk00123313!!!!!!! Damn it!!!!!

Here's some advice:

1) First, receive Jesus Christ as savior and repent of your sins so your spirit and soul will not experience the second death. Command evil spirits to leave you in the name of Jesus Christ.

2) You may have been inculcated with evil spirits so go to someone experienced in deliverance from evil spirits to cast any out that may be in you.

3) If they are communicating with you through microwave or EM waves, buy things that will insulate you and your house from electromagnetic waves so they will not be able to reach your mind. Jesse Ventura did an interesting Conspiracy Theory show on people who were being affected by "voices" emanating to them through GWEN towers and some found some relief by EM shielding their bodies and houses.

4) See someone whose dealt with people with MK Ultra programming. Fritz Springmeier and Bill Schnoebelen come to mind.

I hope this helps.

Lift yourself to a higher frequency.
Always and Constantly, every minute, LIFT.

BE Happy NOW.
Align and be melded with All-That-Is.
Therein is the TRUE and Strong POWER.
And YOU are already in it!
Simply know and surrender to this all-loving TRUTH.

The sad and weak lower thoughtforms simply can't follow you there.
It is impossible.

Lift yourself to a higher frequency.
Always and Constantly, every minute, LIFT.

BE Happy NOW.
Align and be melded with All-That-Is.
Therein is the TRUE and Strong POWER.
And YOU are already in it!
Simply know and surrender to this all-loving TRUTH.

The sad and weak lower thoughtforms simply can't follow you there.
It is impossible.

Wow even more of a shill!

<<<<<<< this FTW!!!!

Shill

I rebuke you in the name of Yahshua ha Maschiach and bind you Satan.

Time to give it up, lu-lu dear.
No more spoiled brats.