oh,we have good and bad voices,then it spills to a whole other world,you would throw yourself under a train to end it.also the older you get it gets farfar worse,i' like many others have tried suicide 3 times,od,not strong enough.new plan in motion.you may meet us o yt if i get my quick way out bought.its a hell of a story,tptb will try their best to erase what they did.fat chance when death is my pleasure now.truth will out.