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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 3085194 United States03/22/2013 10:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Your schizophrenic because your being attacked/oppressed/possessed by demons I cured a friend of mines, you can email me for proof at benanony at h o t m a i l d o t c o m I read this prayer and it set me free. Instantly, all my fears, worries, sadness, depression, hate, angry ANDY negative thought dissapeared [link to i1359.photobucket.com] YOU HAVE TO READ IT FROM YOUR HEART, OR IT WONT WORK Goto youtube and watch brother carlos casting out your demons first, before reading the prayer so see if your mind clears aafter watching the video, if so its demon related and you need Christ to live inside you instead of these demons |
Angelic_Warrior  User ID: 23290196 United States03/22/2013 10:27 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I feel for ya OP. I truly do not know how anyone is coping in this life in this particular day in time without the Lord. The writing is on the wall as to how this current situation will all play out. I KNOW God holds my future in His hands. This knowledge keeps me quietly sane. I have no advice for you other than asking Jesus into your heart to reign as your Lord and Savior. Not a popular response I know.. however eventually ALL will bow and acknowledge him as Lord of Lords and King of Kings.. you can do so as His child and revel in the comforts of being His heir now or go it alone later.  But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. I Corinthians 2:14 God doesn't choose favorites.. They choose HIM It is not the greatness of my faith that moves mountains but my faith in the greatness of God |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 780410 United States03/22/2013 10:45 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was diagnosed as schizophrenic last spring. I had many of the same thoughts and feelings you shared--friends that are divine in nature, feeling lost and wanting something ANYTHING to happen, wanting to know why I'm here, developing psychic, paranormal powers, meditating and lucid dreaming, believing in ascension and all that. My parents forced me to go see a psychiatrist when they saw the crazy stuff I was writing on my facebook and I wound up in a mental hospital for 2 weeks when I told the doctors about everything. They forced me to get injections of an antipsychotic called risperdal and I have to say it is some of the worst stuff on the planet. It has taken away my thoughts, my emotions, and my sensitivity to the world around me. I just stopped taking the shot a few days ago so hopefully I will regain my previous state of being soon but my advice to you is just keep doing what you're doing. Don't let all of it get to you but know you have a special way of thinking and know that you just being here is making a difference. I know how hard this life can be, but hold on and keep a low profile. I should have never let my parents see my true thoughts because they are mindless sheep like so much of the population. Hold on to that beautiful light inside of you and know you are not alone my friend. |
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| Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 34284574 United States03/22/2013 10:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was diagnosed as schizophrenic last spring. I had many of the same thoughts and feelings you shared--friends that are divine in nature, feeling lost and wanting something ANYTHING to happen, wanting to know why I'm here, developing psychic, paranormal powers, meditating and lucid dreaming, believing in ascension and all that. My parents forced me to go see a psychiatrist when they saw the crazy stuff I was writing on my facebook and I wound up in a mental hospital for 2 weeks when I told the doctors about everything. They forced me to get injections of an antipsychotic called risperdal and I have to say it is some of the worst stuff on the planet. It has taken away my thoughts, my emotions, and my sensitivity to the world around me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 780410 I just stopped taking the shot a few days ago so hopefully I will regain my previous state of being soon but my advice to you is just keep doing what you're doing. Don't let all of it get to you but know you have a special way of thinking and know that you just being here is making a difference. I know how hard this life can be, but hold on and keep a low profile. I should have never let my parents see my true thoughts because they are mindless sheep like so much of the population. Hold on to that beautiful light inside of you and know you are not alone my friend. Thanks Brother/sister. I want to personally let you know I too was in a pysch hospital for a couple days myself. I came to the realization while i was in there I'm not crazy at all! When i was 18-20 i was on ALL SORTS of bipolar, antidepressants, anti anxiety,medicines. I was literally a walking zombie. Scariest moment of my life. I proceeded to do something i wouldn't recommend doing. I went cold turkey on everything. Was a moody asshole for about a month,flu like symptoms,etc. Then all of a sudden i really started to see how this world works/runs. ( yet in the bigger picture i understand nothing still) This world is truly sick and twisted when people like us are "crazy" yet the sheep think there normal. Its a sick joke that TPTB play on us. Feel free to message me and keep in contact. I love to hear your progress. And i'm here to help you in anyway I can. Call me crazy but if/when shtf and people no longer can use there ebt cards, prescriptions refilled,etc. I will be the prepared one. Look who is crazy now =] |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 3085194 United States03/22/2013 11:17 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was diagnosed as schizophrenic last spring. I had many of the same thoughts and feelings you shared--friends that are divine in nature, feeling lost and wanting something ANYTHING to happen, wanting to know why I'm here, developing psychic, paranormal powers, meditating and lucid dreaming, believing in ascension and all that. My parents forced me to go see a psychiatrist when they saw the crazy stuff I was writing on my facebook and I wound up in a mental hospital for 2 weeks when I told the doctors about everything. They forced me to get injections of an antipsychotic called risperdal and I have to say it is some of the worst stuff on the planet. It has taken away my thoughts, my emotions, and my sensitivity to the world around me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 780410 I just stopped taking the shot a few days ago so hopefully I will regain my previous state of being soon but my advice to you is just keep doing what you're doing. Don't let all of it get to you but know you have a special way of thinking and know that you just being here is making a difference. I know how hard this life can be, but hold on and keep a low profile. I should have never let my parents see my true thoughts because they are mindless sheep like so much of the population. Hold on to that beautiful light inside of you and know you are not alone my friend. Thanks Brother/sister. I want to personally let you know I too was in a pysch hospital for a couple days myself. I came to the realization while i was in there I'm not crazy at all! When i was 18-20 i was on ALL SORTS of bipolar, antidepressants, anti anxiety,medicines. I was literally a walking zombie. Scariest moment of my life. I proceeded to do something i wouldn't recommend doing. I went cold turkey on everything. Was a moody asshole for about a month,flu like symptoms,etc. Then all of a sudden i really started to see how this world works/runs. ( yet in the bigger picture i understand nothing still) This world is truly sick and twisted when people like us are "crazy" yet the sheep think there normal. Its a sick joke that TPTB play on us. Feel free to message me and keep in contact. I love to hear your progress. And i'm here to help you in anyway I can. Call me crazy but if/when shtf and people no longer can use there ebt cards, prescriptions refilled,etc. I will be the prepared one. Look who is crazy now =] Listen to me You are being under attack, I have PROOF of this, I have CURED a FELLOW GLPER of this SAME ISSUE. Well not me, but JESUS All the drugs youve taken in the past HAS OPENED YOU UP JESUS CAN GIVE YOU PEACE OF MIND, FOR FREE Why do you need to goto a resort Did you email me for the proof? Email me at benanony at h o t m a i l d o t c o m |
| Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 34284574 United States03/22/2013 11:33 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was diagnosed as schizophrenic last spring. I had many of the same thoughts and feelings you shared--friends that are divine in nature, feeling lost and wanting something ANYTHING to happen, wanting to know why I'm here, developing psychic, paranormal powers, meditating and lucid dreaming, believing in ascension and all that. My parents forced me to go see a psychiatrist when they saw the crazy stuff I was writing on my facebook and I wound up in a mental hospital for 2 weeks when I told the doctors about everything. They forced me to get injections of an antipsychotic called risperdal and I have to say it is some of the worst stuff on the planet. It has taken away my thoughts, my emotions, and my sensitivity to the world around me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 780410 I just stopped taking the shot a few days ago so hopefully I will regain my previous state of being soon but my advice to you is just keep doing what you're doing. Don't let all of it get to you but know you have a special way of thinking and know that you just being here is making a difference. I know how hard this life can be, but hold on and keep a low profile. I should have never let my parents see my true thoughts because they are mindless sheep like so much of the population. Hold on to that beautiful light inside of you and know you are not alone my friend. Thanks Brother/sister. I want to personally let you know I too was in a pysch hospital for a couple days myself. I came to the realization while i was in there I'm not crazy at all! When i was 18-20 i was on ALL SORTS of bipolar, antidepressants, anti anxiety,medicines. I was literally a walking zombie. Scariest moment of my life. I proceeded to do something i wouldn't recommend doing. I went cold turkey on everything. Was a moody asshole for about a month,flu like symptoms,etc. Then all of a sudden i really started to see how this world works/runs. ( yet in the bigger picture i understand nothing still) This world is truly sick and twisted when people like us are "crazy" yet the sheep think there normal. Its a sick joke that TPTB play on us. Feel free to message me and keep in contact. I love to hear your progress. And i'm here to help you in anyway I can. Call me crazy but if/when shtf and people no longer can use there ebt cards, prescriptions refilled,etc. I will be the prepared one. Look who is crazy now =] Listen to me You are being under attack, I have PROOF of this, I have CURED a FELLOW GLPER of this SAME ISSUE. Well not me, but JESUS All the drugs youve taken in the past HAS OPENED YOU UP JESUS CAN GIVE YOU PEACE OF MIND, FOR FREE Why do you need to goto a resort Did you email me for the proof? Email me at benanony at h o t m a i l d o t c o m So im not able to cure myself? I have to pray this prayer or watch this video that you tell me to. God should have been a little bit more clear on "free will." I have free will to choose to ignore your LOUD, RED BOLDED fear based propaganda. NOPE . Plus a simple google search on your email shows what you believe.. You believe opening the 3rd eye is "bad". SO if i where to worship your God. I would have to drink flouride again to get it closed up again? not buying it. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 3085194 United States03/22/2013 12:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was diagnosed as schizophrenic last spring. I had many of the same thoughts and feelings you shared--friends that are divine in nature, feeling lost and wanting something ANYTHING to happen, wanting to know why I'm here, developing psychic, paranormal powers, meditating and lucid dreaming, believing in ascension and all that. My parents forced me to go see a psychiatrist when they saw the crazy stuff I was writing on my facebook and I wound up in a mental hospital for 2 weeks when I told the doctors about everything. They forced me to get injections of an antipsychotic called risperdal and I have to say it is some of the worst stuff on the planet. It has taken away my thoughts, my emotions, and my sensitivity to the world around me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 780410 I just stopped taking the shot a few days ago so hopefully I will regain my previous state of being soon but my advice to you is just keep doing what you're doing. Don't let all of it get to you but know you have a special way of thinking and know that you just being here is making a difference. I know how hard this life can be, but hold on and keep a low profile. I should have never let my parents see my true thoughts because they are mindless sheep like so much of the population. Hold on to that beautiful light inside of you and know you are not alone my friend. Thanks Brother/sister. I want to personally let you know I too was in a pysch hospital for a couple days myself. I came to the realization while i was in there I'm not crazy at all! When i was 18-20 i was on ALL SORTS of bipolar, antidepressants, anti anxiety,medicines. I was literally a walking zombie. Scariest moment of my life. I proceeded to do something i wouldn't recommend doing. I went cold turkey on everything. Was a moody asshole for about a month,flu like symptoms,etc. Then all of a sudden i really started to see how this world works/runs. ( yet in the bigger picture i understand nothing still) This world is truly sick and twisted when people like us are "crazy" yet the sheep think there normal. Its a sick joke that TPTB play on us. Feel free to message me and keep in contact. I love to hear your progress. And i'm here to help you in anyway I can. Call me crazy but if/when shtf and people no longer can use there ebt cards, prescriptions refilled,etc. I will be the prepared one. Look who is crazy now =] Listen to me You are being under attack, I have PROOF of this, I have CURED a FELLOW GLPER of this SAME ISSUE. Well not me, but JESUS All the drugs youve taken in the past HAS OPENED YOU UP JESUS CAN GIVE YOU PEACE OF MIND, FOR FREE Why do you need to goto a resort Did you email me for the proof? Email me at benanony at h o t m a i l d o t c o m So im not able to cure myself? I have to pray this prayer or watch this video that you tell me to. God should have been a little bit more clear on "free will." I have free will to choose to ignore your LOUD, RED BOLDED fear based propaganda. NOPE . Plus a simple google search on your email shows what you believe.. You believe opening the 3rd eye is "bad". SO if i where to worship your God. I would have to drink flouride again to get it closed up again? not buying it. These are all lies being fed from satan. I offered you proof but satan is controlling your mind with fear. Why are you so afraid of reading the proof for youself? If its all bullshit, why are you afraid of reading the testimonial from the fellow glper? Satan is everywhere since the fall, so anything good he has perversed it, including the pineal gland I cant post the link, but goto google and search this book "DEMONS?! You're kidding ... right?" fotm, its a free ebook Read it, then youll understand a bit more.. |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 19492756  Canada03/22/2013 12:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was diagnosed as schizophrenic last spring. I had many of the same thoughts and feelings you shared--friends that are divine in nature, feeling lost and wanting something ANYTHING to happen, wanting to know why I'm here, developing psychic, paranormal powers, meditating and lucid dreaming, believing in ascension and all that. My parents forced me to go see a psychiatrist when they saw the crazy stuff I was writing on my facebook and I wound up in a mental hospital for 2 weeks when I told the doctors about everything. They forced me to get injections of an antipsychotic called risperdal and I have to say it is some of the worst stuff on the planet. It has taken away my thoughts, my emotions, and my sensitivity to the world around me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 780410 I just stopped taking the shot a few days ago so hopefully I will regain my previous state of being soon but my advice to you is just keep doing what you're doing. Don't let all of it get to you but know you have a special way of thinking and know that you just being here is making a difference. I know how hard this life can be, but hold on and keep a low profile. I should have never let my parents see my true thoughts because they are mindless sheep like so much of the population. Hold on to that beautiful light inside of you and know you are not alone my friend. Look bud if you don't want the fucking help don't ask. Your thread title says "I feel borderline schizophrenic" and is a plea for advice. Either take the advice that people give you for stfu lol What this really was, was a giant plea for people to offer you kind words to feel better. Wasn't it? Thanks Brother/sister. I want to personally let you know I too was in a pysch hospital for a couple days myself. I came to the realization while i was in there I'm not crazy at all! When i was 18-20 i was on ALL SORTS of bipolar, antidepressants, anti anxiety,medicines. I was literally a walking zombie. Scariest moment of my life. I proceeded to do something i wouldn't recommend doing. I went cold turkey on everything. Was a moody asshole for about a month,flu like symptoms,etc. Then all of a sudden i really started to see how this world works/runs. ( yet in the bigger picture i understand nothing still) This world is truly sick and twisted when people like us are "crazy" yet the sheep think there normal. Its a sick joke that TPTB play on us. Feel free to message me and keep in contact. I love to hear your progress. And i'm here to help you in anyway I can. Call me crazy but if/when shtf and people no longer can use there ebt cards, prescriptions refilled,etc. I will be the prepared one. Look who is crazy now =] Listen to me You are being under attack, I have PROOF of this, I have CURED a FELLOW GLPER of this SAME ISSUE. Well not me, but JESUS All the drugs youve taken in the past HAS OPENED YOU UP JESUS CAN GIVE YOU PEACE OF MIND, FOR FREE Why do you need to goto a resort Did you email me for the proof? Email me at benanony at h o t m a i l d o t c o m So im not able to cure myself? I have to pray this prayer or watch this video that you tell me to. God should have been a little bit more clear on "free will." I have free will to choose to ignore your LOUD, RED BOLDED fear based propaganda. NOPE . Plus a simple google search on your email shows what you believe.. You believe opening the 3rd eye is "bad". SO if i where to worship your God. I would have to drink flouride again to get it closed up again? not buying it. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 19492756 Canada03/22/2013 12:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Look bud if you don't want the fucking help don't ask. Your thread title says "I feel borderline schizophrenic" and is a plea for advice. Either take the advice that people give you for stfu lol What this really was, was a giant plea for people to offer you kind words to feel better. Wasn't it? |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 780410 United States03/22/2013 12:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Don't know how to message you but my e-mail is [email protected], I'd love to keep in contact! I was diagnosed as schizophrenic last spring. I had many of the same thoughts and feelings you shared--friends that are divine in nature, feeling lost and wanting something ANYTHING to happen, wanting to know why I'm here, developing psychic, paranormal powers, meditating and lucid dreaming, believing in ascension and all that. My parents forced me to go see a psychiatrist when they saw the crazy stuff I was writing on my facebook and I wound up in a mental hospital for 2 weeks when I told the doctors about everything. They forced me to get injections of an antipsychotic called risperdal and I have to say it is some of the worst stuff on the planet. It has taken away my thoughts, my emotions, and my sensitivity to the world around me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 780410 I just stopped taking the shot a few days ago so hopefully I will regain my previous state of being soon but my advice to you is just keep doing what you're doing. Don't let all of it get to you but know you have a special way of thinking and know that you just being here is making a difference. I know how hard this life can be, but hold on and keep a low profile. I should have never let my parents see my true thoughts because they are mindless sheep like so much of the population. Hold on to that beautiful light inside of you and know you are not alone my friend. Thanks Brother/sister. I want to personally let you know I too was in a pysch hospital for a couple days myself. I came to the realization while i was in there I'm not crazy at all! When i was 18-20 i was on ALL SORTS of bipolar, antidepressants, anti anxiety,medicines. I was literally a walking zombie. Scariest moment of my life. I proceeded to do something i wouldn't recommend doing. I went cold turkey on everything. Was a moody asshole for about a month,flu like symptoms,etc. Then all of a sudden i really started to see how this world works/runs. ( yet in the bigger picture i understand nothing still) This world is truly sick and twisted when people like us are "crazy" yet the sheep think there normal. Its a sick joke that TPTB play on us. Feel free to message me and keep in contact. I love to hear your progress. And i'm here to help you in anyway I can. Call me crazy but if/when shtf and people no longer can use there ebt cards, prescriptions refilled,etc. I will be the prepared one. Look who is crazy now =] |
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| Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 34284574 United States03/22/2013 03:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Look bud if you don't want the fucking help don't ask. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19492756 Your thread title says "I feel borderline schizophrenic" and is a plea for advice. Either take the advice that people give you for stfu lol What this really was, was a giant plea for people to offer you kind words to feel better. Wasn't it? Look. I appreciate your help but maybe you should really start to dig deep into the bible STUDY it instead of blindly believing what your taught. Start some critical thinking. Question everything. It wasnt a "plea for advice" its simply how i feel . As i use these boards to talk to like minded individuals who may feel what I feel. So we can all help each other. Be more sensitive to peoples thoughts and words. Specially if you consider yourself a christian or man of God. some people type from there heart and are senstive beings. RESPECT goes a long ways. Mental disabilities are much harder to recognize then physical ones that. And this generation will literally Laugh out loud at people that are schizophrenic, bipolar, multiple personalities. Its SICK. I will end this discussion by saying this. I genuinely thank you for your help but for you to belittle someone the next post because they don't follow your path 100 percent is a bunch of crap. To sit there and to say things like "want the fucken help" or "stfu lol" those don't seem to be positive things to say and sure thats not 'christ like". Idk the God you pray to by mine is LOVE. <3. |
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| Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 34284574 United States03/22/2013 03:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Onelovehakuna Thanks Brother/sister. I want to personally let you know I too was in a pysch hospital for a couple days myself. I came to the realization while i was in there I'm not crazy at all! When i was 18-20 i was on ALL SORTS of bipolar, antidepressants, anti anxiety,medicines. I was literally a walking zombie. Scariest moment of my life. I proceeded to do something i wouldn't recommend doing. I went cold turkey on everything. Was a moody asshole for about a month,flu like symptoms,etc. Then all of a sudden i really started to see how this world works/runs. ( yet in the bigger picture i understand nothing still) This world is truly sick and twisted when people like us are "crazy" yet the sheep think there normal. Its a sick joke that TPTB play on us. Feel free to message me and keep in contact. I love to hear your progress. And i'm here to help you in anyway I can. Call me crazy but if/when shtf and people no longer can use there ebt cards, prescriptions refilled,etc. I will be the prepared one. Look who is crazy now =] Listen to me You are being under attack, I have PROOF of this, I have CURED a FELLOW GLPER of this SAME ISSUE. Well not me, but JESUS All the drugs youve taken in the past HAS OPENED YOU UP JESUS CAN GIVE YOU PEACE OF MIND, FOR FREE Why do you need to goto a resort Did you email me for the proof? Email me at benanony at h o t m a i l d o t c o m So im not able to cure myself? I have to pray this prayer or watch this video that you tell me to. God should have been a little bit more clear on "free will." I have free will to choose to ignore your LOUD, RED BOLDED fear based propaganda. NOPE . Plus a simple google search on your email shows what you believe.. You believe opening the 3rd eye is "bad". SO if i where to worship your God. I would have to drink flouride again to get it closed up again? not buying it. These are all lies being fed from satan. I offered you proof but satan is controlling your mind with fear. Why are you so afraid of reading the proof for youself? If its all bullshit, why are you afraid of reading the testimonial from the fellow glper? Satan is everywhere since the fall, so anything good he has perversed it, including the pineal gland I cant post the link, but goto google and search this book "DEMONS?! You're kidding ... right?" fotm, its a free ebook Read it, then youll understand a bit more.. i'll bite and look at the pdf. But i'm pretty sure we where born win a clean pineal gland from the begining. Unless if your God knew from the beginning man would poison us with toxins to calcify it. But then I have to ask. Why would an all loving God give me free will to question EVERYTHING in life and my ultimate punishment would be a fiery pit of hell? and yet you say my mind is controlled with fear? Look at yourself. i KNOW my GOD loves me and I'm in loving arms of my creator. I have a very close relationship with God. |
| WindyMind User ID: 7244814 United States03/22/2013 03:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm broken,lost,confused Quoting: Onelovehakuna just wanting the truth why I am here, my purpose All i want is good,love,peace,unity,oneness, why does this seem so hard I'm not your "typical" 22 year old guy. FFS half my friends are indigo's, goddesses, light workers Ferris,angels,shamans, galactic beings,etc. I'm fucken NUTS. typically i just laugh this off to my coworkers. But my ego gets the best of me. I pray,meditate,take mini naps,(lucid dream) read for hours and hours watch many documentaries, sit outside in the freezing cold just to catch a glimpse of the clear night sky at 1 am. I just want a sign. I feel like i'm so fucken close yet i feel more lost and uncomfortable and moody then i have ever been in my life. The only thing that keeps me going is the strange synchronicity that are happening daily. I just want source,God,5D,heaven,creator,full enlightenment, awake,full consciousness, eyes full awake. w.e you want to name it.This has effected my job. ( i Randomly had the urge to quit the hell whole) I feel Crazy. I feel so vulnerable, uncomfortable. I know the type of technology we have, what we are capable of doing as a human species. we can create drugs that take away peoples free will. FUCK. FOr God sakes if the bible is right and lucifer will come back as an angel then we are FUCKED. people believe paper passports will survive a fiery building will melt steal. also a side note I believe you can't have good without evil so maybe the "devil" or w.e isn't all that bad? some if not all would say the above sounds like paranoia and fear. Call it what you want. I'm just aware of what we are capable of doing has humans and dont want earth to be destroyed but i honestly feel like its to late. People are borderline retarded. Maybe this is why i wait for "doom" it seems like the only way for me to be happy again is for a major reset so to say. I will end this by saying I Know GOOD trumps evil. And for w.e purpose I am here for I am in Good Hands of a loving God (creator) that has such a huge purpose for me one day it'll make sense. One love. What ever, I really liked the story, not the ending so much. I liked your expression of your life storms. |
| Brother in Christ User ID: 26665965 United States03/22/2013 03:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Even from the days of your fathers ye are gone away from mine ordinances, and have not kept them. Return unto me, and I will return unto you, saith the LORD of hosts. But ye said, Wherein shall we return? [Malachi 3:7] Our present lives and nearly everything we can pursue is vanity.. I am a couple years younger than you.. However, I feel very similar. Our generation is not going to have the two door garage, wife, and a family with a beach house and timeshare. World events are about to escalate. Time is short my friend. Get right with God before tribulation and wrath befall humanity. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 27962372  Norway03/22/2013 03:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm broken,lost,confused Quoting: Onelovehakuna just wanting the truth why I am here, my purpose All i want is good,love,peace,unity,oneness, why does this seem so hard I'm not your "typical" 22 year old guy. FFS half my friends are indigo's, goddesses, light workers Ferris,angels,shamans, galactic beings,etc. I'm fucken NUTS. typically i just laugh this off to my coworkers. But my ego gets the best of me. I pray,meditate,take mini naps,(lucid dream) read for hours and hours watch many documentaries, sit outside in the freezing cold just to catch a glimpse of the clear night sky at 1 am. I just want a sign. I feel like i'm so fucken close yet i feel more lost and uncomfortable and moody then i have ever been in my life. The only thing that keeps me going is the strange synchronicity that are happening daily. I just want source,God,5D,heaven,creator,full enlightenment, awake,full consciousness, eyes full awake. w.e you want to name it.This has effected my job. ( i Randomly had the urge to quit the hell whole) I feel Crazy. I feel so vulnerable, uncomfortable. I know the type of technology we have, what we are capable of doing as a human species. we can create drugs that take away peoples free will. FUCK. FOr God sakes if the bible is right and lucifer will come back as an angel then we are FUCKED. people believe paper passports will survive a fiery building will melt steal. also a side note I believe you can't have good without evil so maybe the "devil" or w.e isn't all that bad? some if not all would say the above sounds like paranoia and fear. Call it what you want. I'm just aware of what we are capable of doing has humans and dont want earth to be destroyed but i honestly feel like its to late. People are borderline retarded. Maybe this is why i wait for "doom" it seems like the only way for me to be happy again is for a major reset so to say. I will end this by saying I Know GOOD trumps evil. And for w.e purpose I am here for I am in Good Hands of a loving God (creator) that has such a huge purpose for me one day it'll make sense. One love. look, i feel some of the same as you.. but just try to calm down, prep and let whatever is going to happen happen, theres nothing you can do about it anyway try to save yourself.. im trying to do good things for myself now, and to get more active .. it helps with my mood and self esteem too |
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| Angelic_Warrior User ID: 23290196 United States03/22/2013 05:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i don't necessarily think "i'm possessed with demons" But i do pray for comfort and guidance and meditate. Quoting: Onelovehakuna Thanks angelic warrior for your comforting words of advice. I hope All is well in your life <3 Your very welcome OP! All is well .. thanks for asking  But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. I Corinthians 2:14 God doesn't choose favorites.. They choose HIM It is not the greatness of my faith that moves mountains but my faith in the greatness of God |
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