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I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??

 
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I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
Ehh. I suck so much. Really. I'm only 26 but I'm so tired and exhausted. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can dream all day long about things I'd like to do but I'm doing nothing in real.

For example I'm great guitar player. Really great. People always say to me that I should play in band to show my skills. In the few last years I got many propositions from really great bands but I always say 'no, I have time, not yet'.

Or girls. I'm handsome, not like this douchebag from movie 'Drive' or Pattison etc. but I'm ok. I had few girls, pretty girls (one was model) but in the last months I'm alone. I'd like to have girl again but I'm too lazy to do something about this.

Or studies. I'm on the last semester and just can't graduate, I need to write a paper about 80 pages long but I'm really sick when I think about this.


I'm really screwed up. And I don't know what to do. I really want to move on with my life but I'm stuck. What should I do?

For the record - I'm perfectly healthy. No depressed at all. Maybe a little. I'm just bored. Don't know what to do


Anyone was in this situation? How to handle this? How to start a better life?
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
Do you smoke the chronic?

Sometimes weed can take away motivation...you sound like you lack motivation.
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19 For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do.

20 Now if I do that I would not, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.

21 I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me.

22 For I delight in the law of God after the inward man:

23 But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members.

24 O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death?
 Quoting: [link to www.biblegateway.com]
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03/26/2013 11:13 AM
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
Do you smoke the chronic?

Sometimes weed can take away motivation...you sound like you lack motivation.
 Quoting: *Rick Grimes*


dont talk nonesense
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Do you smoke the chronic?

Sometimes weed can take away motivation...you sound like you lack motivation.
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dont talk nonesense
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I didn't
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
Put God first , He will take away the bad junk ask God to remove satan from your life, read
Job
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
Do you smoke the chronic?

Sometimes weed can take away motivation...you sound like you lack motivation.
 Quoting: *Rick Grimes*


I don't smoke weed, tried when I was younger but I quit. I'm not addicted.

Yea.. lack motivation. Great catch. That's my problem.
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
I know this is not what you want to hear, but you are in your condition because you are a coward.

It's time to stop bragging about it on the web and to stand up and find some strength and courage.

Don't like that answer do ya? Sorry, no one can save you but you! I am talking from experience here...
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What are you writing a novel or book what topic requires 80 pages to cover that's insane.
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I'm really screwed up. And I don't know what to do. I really want to move on with my life but I'm stuck. What should I do?
 Quoting: Just A Normal Man


Stop telling yourself that you're stuck.

Out of curiosity - do the things you day dream of doing correlate to the field of study you are about to earn a degree in?
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Put God first , He will take away the bad junk ask God to remove satan from your life, read
Job
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Hmm God.. I believe in God, trully. I'm asking Him for guidance, I'm asking Him to find me a good way. I'm asking. So far I'm not hearing any answers. But I keep going!
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Go work in a farm for a season, you'll come back clearer minded.
"White privilege" is the liberal religion's version of Original Sin: you are born guilty, and you carry that burden of guilt all your life, and the only way to escape eternal damnation is for white people confess their sin, to bow, kneel and believe the dogma of the Church of Liberalism, genuflect at its altars, honor its saints, fill the collection plate, and never, ever doubt.

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Quit. It's getting nice out go fishing and swim in triggers. Go hiking make new friends. Everything will work out.
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Quit. It's getting nice out go fishing and swim in triggers. Go hiking make new friends. Everything will work out.
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Rivers
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Put God first , He will take away the bad junk ask God to remove satan from your life, read
Job
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Quit. It's getting nice out go fishing and swim in triggers. Go hiking make new friends. Everything will work out.
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Rivers
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Most everyone gets into a funk every now and again.
It's how you break out of it that matters, not the funk itself.
I get like that over the Winter months when I don't get to the woods as often.

Get away from electricity and cell towers.
Go camping. Try canoeing.


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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
Ehh. I suck so much. Really. I'm only 26 but I'm so tired and exhausted. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can dream all day long about things I'd like to do but I'm doing nothing in real.

For example I'm great guitar player. Really great. People always say to me that I should play in band to show my skills. In the few last years I got many propositions from really great bands but I always say 'no, I have time, not yet'.

Or girls. I'm handsome, not like this douchebag from movie 'Drive' or Pattison etc. but I'm ok. I had few girls, pretty girls (one was model) but in the last months I'm alone. I'd like to have girl again but I'm too lazy to do something about this.

Or studies. I'm on the last semester and just can't graduate, I need to write a paper about 80 pages long but I'm really sick when I think about this.


I'm really screwed up. And I don't know what to do. I really want to move on with my life but I'm stuck. What should I do?

For the record - I'm perfectly healthy. No depressed at all. Maybe a little. I'm just bored. Don't know what to do


Anyone was in this situation? How to handle this? How to start a better life?
 Quoting: Just A Normal Man


OP.

Its not that you are lazy or lack motivation.

Its just that you simply could not be fucked.

But ya get that.

And I dont blame you.

What IS there in this world worth doing anyway?

You could become famous..have pussy on tap..make millions..and for fucking WHAT?

You are still just a lump of meat looking for a good place to drop dead one day and feed some maggots.

And what good would all that BULLSHIT that the world "Demands" you do with your life have done you?

No one gives a fuck that you even exist..least of all you. So why fret about it?

Just crak up your axe..enjoy the moment..cause its all you have.

Striving to BE something is ultimatley and utterly POITLESS.

You will die...and rot..and no one will give a shit..least of all you.
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Oh, and get that paper done! ;-`)
Start with an outline.
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We all breathe the same air.
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
I agree with a previous comment. The next time you feel bland, bored, and stale, grab a canoe and hit the water. Can learn a lot about yourself when you are floating by yourself and being propelled under your own power. If you really want a challenge, go camping somewhere new by yourself in a secluded area. Can really challenge your mind to be stronger when there is no help available in case of issues. Just you against the world.
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
Listen to you're soul, it telling you not to go potty over a band.

Rather can see the road to destruction, so being nothing is better dead than infamous heavy karma bitch.
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
maybe your waiting for the planets to align?
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
Do you smoke the chronic?

Sometimes weed can take away motivation...you sound like you lack motivation.
 Quoting: *Rick Grimes*


I don't smoke weed, tried when I was younger but I quit. I'm not addicted.

Yea.. lack motivation. Great catch. That's my problem.
 Quoting: Just A Normal Man



I have the answer but you won't like it. I know why there is a lack of motivation among the young these days. The problem and the answer are both very similar. But you cannot gain this knownledge on GLP.
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
OP tell us what you do with your time then. You have already stated what you would like to do, but not what you do.

What is swallowing up all your energy? Neil Kramer talks about how we have 100% energy in a day. We might devote 10% to talking with our friend, 75% to work, 5% to driving home, and 10% to making dinner. Leaving us with no energy to pursue anything else. You are the one causing this. You need to give yourself the energy. Wasting it on things will not help you have the time.

You are not motivated to do the mundane anymore. To follow in line with everyone else. You are ready to say fk it. That's fine, I did that for many years.

Maybe your soul is ready to do what you really want to do. You need to learn to listen to yoiur heart. Your only listening to your head which will really derail you. The heart is truth.
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Self-destruction. You are running from something. Instead, face it head on and deal with it and all will be well.
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
OP, you're depressed. That's how you define depression. Unless you're really sick.

Get a medical checkup and then see a therapist. What they do is give you a boost when you can't pull yourself out of a funk by "your own bootstraps" so to speak.

That's what they're there for. Really.
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Maybe you are just stressed, especially in your last year. I just finished a research paper, that alot will do it. You seem to have alot going on at the moment, but things will get better :)
Charlotte :)
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
OP tell me how many time have you reincarnated onplanet earth as a male and female, then perhaps I could help.
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
Do you smoke the chronic?

Sometimes weed can take away motivation...you sound like you lack motivation.
 Quoting: *Rick Grimes*


I don't smoke weed, tried when I was younger but I quit. I'm not addicted.

Yea.. lack motivation. Great catch. That's my problem.
 Quoting: Just A Normal Man



I have the answer but you won't like it. I know why there is a lack of motivation among the young these days. The problem and the answer are both very similar. But you cannot gain this knownledge on GLP.
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we could gain a little of it if you'd stop being cryptic and tell us
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
Put God first , He will take away the bad junk ask God to remove satan from your life, read
Job
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Put God first , He will take away the bad junk ask God to remove satan from your life, read
Job
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Definitely read the book of Job! God loves you. Trust Him.
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Re: I'm destroying my life on purpose, I don't want this but I'm doing it. What's wrong with me??
I dont think you lack motivation, per se.. You lack direction, passion.. You need something to LOVE in your life.. A hobby, a girl, exercise? Anything that will keep you occupied.. And yes, you have some mild depression goin on or you wouldn't feel this way.. Go outside, go for a walk.. Clear your mind.. Then, get that paper done, GRADUATE.. It will open a few doors for you.. good luck OP.. Do NOT suicide yourself.. Life is good

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