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United States,

perhaps. was i programmed to be turned on specifically at a certain time? who knows. i don't think you're supposed to see what i see but maybe it's just scripted that way

the freeing thing is that i feel no fear anymore, at least not that i'm aware of..nice also is that the mall is empty and nobody is shopping..in other words my head is mush...nice also the calm neutral feeling i have all the time

i can write angry words but really i don't feel it in my body...just remnants of egoic character role 'cause i observe it as i'm expressing it..you know observer and observed at same time

i don't know where this ends. it's tedious at best.