everything about this world is bullshit LIES

That is just it...infinite nothingness...and there/here I am...nothing...but why?

There's so much to say...but you already know.

Thanks for posting. I'm glad you know these things. I'm glad someone knows these things. Because you are so very right about pretty much all of it.
Is there a way out?

Same here, I feel so alien. I suppose I will get to the point of not feeling pain eventually.

OP wants to destroy everything, I propose we start with him.

No, that was mean of me OP, I actually love you and feel sorry for you.

The only thing wrong is that you have contracted some sort of demon>

Love is the answer to break out of the matrix, love will shield us, love will feed us, love is the power, love will give us super human strength, love is magic, love is awareness, Love is God.

People you have to realize that love is not a word, or a figment of ones imagination, its the power that conquers everything in life. Open your hearts, and you will start feeling something that you never ever felt before, the true power, GODS POWER! Believe, and don't be frightened, there is no doom in love.

It's time for each and one of you to shine, is it so hard to love. There are some Angels on the street corners, wearing ragged cloths, pretending that they do not see you as you walk by paying no attention. They wait, watch, and observe, hoping one day you will offer them some assistance, and when someone does, they will get rewarded in a beautiful way.

The only trap in this world is "I"

Uh, nope. I understand where you are coming from, and no I am not blind. This life is a gift. Again, I do not mean to cause arguments or hate, but your view of this life is very cynical. There are lies. And there are people who have ill intentions, but the truly righteous people of this world will never get their proper recognition. It is how it has always been. Don't let the wickedness of this world dupe you into thinking there is no good here. Good and righteousness is plentiful, but will always be disregarded by that which seeks to consume and destroy. I am fully aware of what is going on in this world, and I do not like it, but that does not mean it is beyond saving. Life is always worth living, and for all we know we could have very well chosen this life.

I have seen the worst of this world manifest into that which is spectacular. A friend in his deepest despair willing to take his life because of an addiction turn it around and make it into the most worthwhile existence I have ever seen. At one point in his life he wanted to end it all, but because of his own will, he chose life. He is completely happy and satisfied with living. I am sorry, but I simply do not agree with your statement. I think this thread is a reflection of all those who think this life is utter shit, when it is so much more. Honestly, I do not even know you, but I love you. I do not care what you say to me, I love you for who you are, because you have helped me to realize that I am so grateful for my mindset. To be happy, to be ok with this life. I wish you the best in your future endeavors. Just know there are people who care about you, even if they do not know you.

Yes. Thank you. It is so simple, I completely agree. Don't let posters on here change your mind either. They will say, "That's nothing but new age bull shit." or "What has love ever done for me? How can a loving god let this happen?" You know already. Just know your words do not fall on deaf ears, even if it is only a single pair of ears. God bless dude!

You are not alone my friend. Your post is amazing, as well as very heavy. I wish I could hang out with someone as smart as you, i don't know anyone like you though. I think you're amazing and I hope that you find something you enjoy while passing the time.

Same here, I love love.

What a nice thing to say. I feel the same way, and it's people like you that let me know that there is some beauty in this world, and I feel a little less lonely.

OP is a bullshit liar.

I know, alcohol took a boring twist on me as well. It doesn't obscure my mind or thoughts anymore, which, if I'm gonna' get fucked up, I don't want to feel the same as before I started getting fucked up.

Say it isn't so! Shit, that would be the greatest conspiracy of all!

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it's not like i'm nothing. i'm much more than nothing and far grander than this puny role i've been playing in this world. the Matrix makes you feel small as a character but once you reconnect to your wisdom state nothing can pull you down because you become anchored in cement and cannot be knocked over. the only way out i know is by "changing the channel (suicide)". with my head stuff i have the idea i'm pulling out my consciousness (at least that's what it seems). i've got to be careful not to get caught up in mind delusion though so i take everything with a grain of salt.

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the pain is an illusion and goes with the Avatar or your character role. the only way i know to get beyond the pain is by feeling the feelings and connecting current pain to past childhood trauma which connects the dots and helps you see the patterns and break them which takes the charge away. check out michael brown's book The Presence Process. it's kind of like that bible expression "it's easier for a camel to get through the eye of a needle than it is for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven". for myself it means more that you have to strip off the layers or deprogram yourself. kind of like the Avatar is clothing and you remove it to get bare into your infinite wisdom state. just remember the emotions are NOT who you really are beyond form and mind. you wisdom state is a FEELING state but not emotional (ie.pain)

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i feel no fear so your threats have no influence on me

in fact i'm no longer affected by insults or praise

you wouldn't want to do anything to me because of who i am and things i know

i'm protected which is why i've survived so long

YES



Double YES


Do not think others are mortal - we are all immortals.

Even though Castaneda has been "debunked" read about the lines of the world. Read all he wrote in sequence.


You are oscillating - your inner being - because you are on a threshold. Calm yourself by washing your body in cold water twice a day.

You see you create your world by premonitions. Now create a window to look back into this world and see it for what it is: a dumbed down version of reality. A playground. A paintball arena. There is indeed nothing to do here but indulge.

Cleanse yourself from the negative energies that you are soaked in daily and create the window. It is the first step in expanding your conciousness to a level that can retain itself passing through other realities.

Everything will be the same until you change it yourself.

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i would never harm you or anybody else. this world is a trap world and characters are controlled by the program. it's okay that you have these feelings and you react to what i say. i'm on here to find others but also try to help you and everybody else. i do it because i care about all of you. otherwise why would i be posting?

the only demon or devil if you choose that terminology is the "force" or the Matrix. that is your demon or devil and it's very calculated, deceptive, controlling and manipulative

just remember your demon stuff is programming you were downloaded with

remember as a baby you were a "blank slate" and then you got the downloading from parents/school system/trauma etc.etc

even language is programming and shapes the way you see things.

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there are no angels. there is only consciousness stuck in Avatars or character roles...asleep and in a hypnotic trance...some of us are awake and SEE what is going on and try to help. it's a sacrifice i make posting on here to try and help others. i don't have to do this. i do so willingly because i care about all of you

"love" is not what most think in this world. "love" in this world is a TRAP and a feeding for lack of better terminology. the "love" most of you feel is really about the egoic character role and has nothing to do with your natural state

your natural infinite wisdom state is more of a detached caring for lack of better words. you care but not in a "poor-baby-kind-of-way".

remember you are downloaded since birth with programming which clouds truly SEEing things clearly

Just know that you are part of that program and are sustaining it by accepting this reality.

Once you get a window or handle on the program itself anything is possible because you can write your own scripts.

That includes exit(0).

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speaking of tom cruise and scientology...it's demonized for a reason and the scientologists are onto something though the organization is part of the problem..

really this process is individual in nature and takes one individual at a time to deprogram

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you just aren't ready for what i'm writing here. it's designed for those ready to advance. the Matrix is very sophisticated and easily controls minds. i wish you the best.

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i appreciate your words. your natural state is an infinite wisdom state. everybody has access to it but are so en-trance-d by the can-die-s presented that they would rather kill me then face the truth.

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i have no reason to lie. i have no advantage to gain by trying to help others by posting on GLP

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mr. Matrix wants you in the hypnotic trance. that's why porn is pumped...the illusive "love" is pumped...drugs, alcohol...people are mesmorized by the opiums presented..that's why all the entertainment in this world..to keep people as perpetual children who can't deal with anything because they've always escaped or run away from the "boogeyman"

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say what isn't so?