Anonymous Coward
User ID: 14512364
Thailand,

i'm afraid you are ignorant of what is truly going on

i have no wants other than being left alone by this "force"

looking back i can SEE so clearly how this "force" controlled my family-of-origin (FOO) father which is why he smacked me around at 4-years-old

this "force" is an abuser and it takes over people. it even took over the lady here last night. she is supposedly christian but what came out of her mouth last night was not christian. i don't react but i see this "force" for what it is now. a beast. a perpetrator. an abuser.

i can tell you with 100% guarantee that you have no free will and you are scripted A to Z. you may THINK you have choice but that is the mind delusion when you are embedded in your egoic character role

but no matter believe as you will.

my life has been the way it has been because this "force" has been targeting me thru people my whole life. i just thought is was chance and that humans were just nasty, vile creatures but now i know the truth. crystal clear truth.

it's almost as if i'm this loving kind being stuck in a world of characters that play with me for their own amusement. like this is a game to them and i'm the main player and the name of the game is to fuck with me and get a reaction or get me on their team or side.

i real eyes now that i'm gonna have to go into protection mode and isolate from characters in my surroundings. no more communicating with them. just observe.

this "force" now is so obvious it has clarified the abuse my whole existence in this world. this "force" is no god or higher self. it's just an abuser or perpetrator. a beast.

i can't blame the characters for their actions. they know not what they do. they are pawns of some nasty "force"