everything about this world is bullshit LIES

This is a very interesting thread, one for those in search of the truth. What the Op has written resonates with me because I could personally identify with it. One thing I have realised is that the media especially the internet is a living entity or is used by negative forces. As a single father who has given up the search for women, I tried many times to give up masturbation which I do very rarely but in strange ways I get impulses from the net in the form of news references or web videos. Sometimes it could be the title of a thread. I could be reading news on GLP and a link to another site is given. Once I open it, comes the picture of a celebrity in bikini. From there, imaginations run wild and before I know it I am on an upskirts page.
I have really come to accept that all man`s problems come from desires and when we can kill them, we are finally free. Look at the desire for sex for example, people do criminal and impossible things including rape for a five seconds gratification. Why can`t we do away with this altogether? People can tell you about the benefits of sleeping with a woman but at the end, it isn`t worth it. I am trying in my own way to rein in this monster , the only concern is that storing the liquid in our system may be harmful.
The force as the op rightly claimed, used people around us for its agenda. Certain things have happened to me which should not be. To tell you a personal story, my kid got injured by his play mate. Being that I have running legal battle with his mother, I must take him to hospital but on the way I met some women who had not shown up for weeks and right in front of us was a ambulance. The emergency doctor and the wome convinced me despite my insistence to go to the hospital that I had no need to,its nothing to worry about. Later the mother used this against me, saying I neglected to treat the child.
What I`m saying is that somehow the force finds a way to reeve up anger levels of victims. It does this in any way imaginable, thru the courts, your landlord, your close friends, kindergarten personell etc etc.
That being said, what is our best protection against this force? The internet is overloaded with information that one gets a brain fatigue. And what happens to people who could not read and write? Learning from within seems to be the best option but how do we go about it? How do we develop our mind muscles to resist temptation? Thanks Op for any tips.

Done.

rampup
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this "parasite" for lack of better terminology IS your EGOic character role. if you resonate with your given name then you are controlled by this "parasite"

most attachments in this world are emotional in nature and the emotions come from the "parasite" mind. that's why the obsession with porn, sex or maturbation. that feeling you get to masturbate is the "parasite" because somehow it feeds off of the act.

anything connected to your EGOic character role is the "parasite"

best way i know how is to deconstruct and deprogram yourself including process and release negative emotional charges. toss all beLIEfs because everything in this world is a LIE.

key are the emotions which are an illusion created by the parasite. feelings are different than emotions by the way.

there is a guy Michael Brown who wrote a book called The Presence Process. if you work his book you can take current emotions you have and connect them all the way back to an initial childhood trauma. by doing so you can break the patterns and you can get rid of the emotional "charge".

the emotions and your programming since childhood block truly SEEing what is going on in this world. your EGOic character role or who you think you are is the parasite.

your infinite wisdom state is a calm, neutral state. it has no attachments to anything in this world aside from perhaps nature. in your infinite wisdom state your mind is empty of thoughts.

best thing you can do is look for Michael's book for free on scribd.com or another website. work Michael's book to process and release emotional kaka. the emotions are an ILL-U-zion but to get beyond them you need to process and release them

keep your head empty of thoughts. there is nothing to figure out in the head. that's the parasite mind..the intellect or logic of the thoughts in the head.

deprogram yourself of all your downloading (beliefs).

ESPECIALLY NEVER REACT TO ANYTHING. REMIND YOURSELF THAT NOTHING AROUND YOU IS REAL. IT WANTS YOU TO REACT. JUST BECOME A CONSCIOUS OBSERVER.

it is a master manipulator, deceiver and it's a controlling feeder

stop masturbating and recognize that the sex/masturbation feeds the parasite.

any more questions you have and i'll try to help.

exactly

From "The Active Side of Infinity" page 111:

After a moment's pause, long enough for me to recover, I asked don Juan: "But why is it that
the sorcerers of ancient Mexico and all sorcerers today, although they see the predators, don't do
anything about it?"

"There's nothing that you and I can do about it," don Juan said in a grave, sad voice. "All we
can do is discipline ourselves to the point where they will not touch us.

How can you ask your
fellow men to go through those rigors of discipline? They'll laugh and make fun of you, and the
more aggressive ones will beat the shit out of you. And not so much because they don't believe it.

Down in the depths of every human being, there's an ancestral, visceral knowledge about the
predators' existence."

Reading your reply nearly brought tears to my eyes as I know for certain that most of my problems had to do with my childhood trauma. Being one of a set of twins, our mother died when we were just two years old and all my life had been a constant struggle.I grew up in Africa and from a very young age questioned everything. My favourite thought had been that universality of religion as claimed by christians, must be a false idea. Why would "God" creates a religion in which we must learn another language to know "Him". It makes no sense. A god that would ask his followers to go and preach to other races is imo, limited. And there is absolutely no reason for a god to need a book. The whole problem with the concept of god is that he is given human characteristics by his followers. People cannot reason or accept that god could talk to the whole of mankind as one person. Or that the whole universe could literarilly be on one palm of god. But if you ask me, I`d say I don`t know what god is since it is a human coinage. I always wanted to start a thread on this but couldn`t as I am not well versed in the english language. Thanks for your link about Michael. I hope I`d be able to follow through. Sometimes I give up when the language is too hard or when not getting immediate results. And another problem is that we are too immersed in the physical that things like negative emotional charge seems very unreal. But I am determined to follow your advice this time. What is your opinion on meditation? Never has been able to quieten my mind. This is the whole talk of emtying our head of thoughts.

Another gem from "The Active Side of Infinity"

"The only alternative left for mankind," he continued, "is discipline. Discipline is the only
deterrent.

But by discipline I don't mean harsh routines. I don't mean waking up every morning at
five-thirty and throwing cold water on yourself until you're blue.

Sorcerers understand discipline
as the capacity to face with serenity odds that are not included in our expectations.

For them,
discipline is an art: the art of facing infinity without flinching, not because they are strong and
tough but because they are filled with awe."

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thanks for the don juan matus post

rampup
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03/31/2013 08:48,

i've never needed to meditate. you could go for long walks in nature which is meditative in and of itself

meditation for myself always seemed like a temporary mental exercise but i'm no expert in meditation

maybe someone else can post on meditation

key is to stop the endless chatter in your head. that's the parasite and NOT who you are beyond form and mind

once you work Michael Book and connect the dots and eliminate the emotional charges you'll begin to see the EGOic character role reflected in the world around you but that is its deception. it wants you to believe we are all ONE and that everything and everyone around you reflects you. that's a bullshit con. it creates those synchronicities to get you buying into the bullshit beLIEfs that serve its agenda

your infinite wisdom state is the silent mind. no thoughts in the head.

the mind chatter (in the head) is the parasite.

once you release negative emotional charges using Michael's book the mind chatter will get less and less

Anonymous Coward
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discipline is key. to be calm as a tornado is spinning around you.

Because you mentioned Don Juan Matus from the works of Carlos Castaneda a few pages back I will answer in the hopes that you have read at least some of his works.



This world is a playing field - a battle ground of consciousness and perception. The game is becoming aware of this and taking the right path.

Learn to "see" the characters in this game for what they are - players in the same playground. Once you do start seeing the players and the world for what they are you will come in contact with beings that are not of this world really but should be seen as guides or challenges. They cannot harm you - nothing in this world can harm you. You being the immortal light being that you are currently occupying the "Earth suit" you are wearing.



You can watch and be passive or you can be active. Do not make the mistake to bring emotions into the game. The source of those emotions is your given ego which is a guardian in itself keeping you from seeing all the way it is. There is nothing to destroy but your own ego. Remember what Don Juan mentioned about the "violent" character of Carlos. I see it in you. You can indulge in those petty violent thoughts or distance yourself and look down with eagle eyes at yourself.




What is a true God? Some entity with powers to create and destroy at will? Then you must be one too. The world you experience IS. How was it created? By a creator or creators. Would it surprise you that you are one of them?



Irrelevant. Whatever happened and happens is irrelevant. The only relevant thing is you not indulging in petty feelings that spawn from your (hurt) ego. The only important events in this realm are the ones that show you the right path to awareness.



It is dark until you switch on the light.

And ironically you are right that this world will end once you exit it. Simply because this world is unique because you are in it. Intuition is good. Listen carefully and learn.




There is no beast. There are only gatekeepers keeping you from awareness. Well you could call your ego a beast. You do not need to free anyone - including yourself - because you are not enslaved. Accept you are a free, infinitly playful, immortal light being.

And you want to play, play, play all the time.



Start by stopping seeing yourself and others as enslaved. You are limiting yourself and sustaining these limitations by thinking you and others are slaves.

You can choose to be a warrior - be one.

RR

It is called "Stopping the world".

Several ways to do it - some you've already mentioned.

End inner dialogue
Break fixed routines
Humiliate yourself knowingly by talking to plants (playing the fool is an excellent way to shrink your ego).

Etcetera

I like that. This basically sums up the situation you find yourself in. Living in the eye while a huge tornado is spinning around you. Nice.

Now go poke your finger into that tornado.

Rey Rogers


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what you are saying rings true

the EGO is scripted by the Matrix and not who/what i truly am beyond form and mind

i know my natural state is immoral infinite unlimited wisdom state

funny what you said because i've had a feeling at one point i was a creator of this world

this definitely is a process and i'm learning to see things more as a game because ultimately when you see it as a game you won't get caught up in the tornado around you

keep posting more of your wisdom. you are a breath of fresh air. thanks!

Rey Rogers


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your "stopping the world" post is also very good

your energy is very fresh and clean

everything you write i know is true

i've gone down rabbit holes like the archon stuff

i need to keep focused and disciplined and stick with simple

i'm just at a "level" where i'm coming into more challenges so it's best to view it as a game so as to not take it seriously

i'm very calm and neutral though of course there are remnants of the EGOic character role in me which flows out in words. i observe them as they come out.

i feel the flame under my rib cage which is warm and calms me

you are right.

thanks and please keep posting your wisdom!

Rey Rogers


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By the way - I've played The Fool many times. i've gone here there and everywhere. in fact i was living on Folly Beach in for about 7 months. you know "Fool and his Folly". so trust me i know how to play the fool. but you are right. it was needed to slam that egoic part that is part of the trap system. i get lazy and want to be comfortable. i need to stop slipping and going down rabbit holes

i guess i need to be HIGHLY vigilant

funny though i told my companion i had the feeling i was one of the creators of this world

boy oh boy mind delusion is also part of the game and trust me i know that one well. difficult when you've had your memory swiped

but you are correct intuition ultimately has NEVER guided me wrong.

Like in chess you choose a side before you play. There is no good or evil side - just players. You are here in your environment because you chose to. You accepted this challenge knowingly before you entered into your body. Everyone has.

And when this particular game is over all sides will bow and dance with delight at the outcome - whatever that is.

Become aware - overcome your gatekeeper. Do not indulge in emotions, especially fear and (self)pity.

Go out into nature and look and listen carefully. You will find clues everywhere. Let yourself find a place that you feel completely relaxed in and stay there for as long as it takes to recharge your energy. You will know where that place is. Know you will find it, do not think.

Do not fear what you will find - nothing can harm you.

ey Rogers


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i really love your posts. please continue posting in here. you have helped get me back on the right path

i will be disciplined and will not go off the right path again.

i've been down so many rabbit holes which, of course, is the nature of the game

your posts are invaluable to me because you reminded me of what i already knew deep down

signed,

The Fool

That is a good sign.

It is the centre of your being. The place where the "tentacles of light" spawn from. We are basically eggs of light with tentacles coming from it. (lol).

The more aware you are the brighter the light and the longer the tentacles. Sorcerers (Read: those that are aware) can do amazing things with those tentacles. Find the part where Don Genaro uses them for balance on a waterfall. I think the book is "Separate Reality".

Rey Rogers


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brilliant posts!

yes i need to recharge

thanks again so much!!

Rey Klaatu

Rey Rogers


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i went through a long period of scripting many things. i scripted 3 player's cars giving out, tornadoes, a person dying who wanted that and many many other things.

i just got sidetracked by gatekeeper games

won't happen again because i will get more disciplined

yes the warm feeling of a flame below my rib cage is strong

the words you here which sound like emotions i observe them as i type them but i feel nothing in my body. it's almost as if i'm the observer observing the observed. like it's just programming coming out of this EArth Body

i just love your posts 'cause i KNOW you're 100% correct!!

muchas gracias

Rey Klaatu

I am glad for you but please do not over indulge one way or the other. See this for what it is. Be objective. Be an observer and stop playing in the world when you want to learn about the world itself. Stop feeding the ego and stop indulging in emotions. Do that - stand back - and just experience with more than your five senses what happens around you.

I will make a prediction. Your fellow players will ask you what happened because you are so "different".

And that's only the beginning.

Rey Rogers


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got your message loud and clear

un abrazo

Special k

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I'll leave you with this for now. Imagine that all in this world you can see and touch and imagine is on a large table. Everything you can think and imagine and can touch and taste is on that table.

What is under, above, to the left and to the right of this table, expanding into infinity?

Everything else.

You could call the table the world of "the tonal" and everything else the world of "the nagual".

You cannot define the nagual - you cannot describe it because there are no words or expressions. It is the all that is undescribable. By saying or thinking the nagual is ... you have already defined something on the table by simply trying to describe it.

Don Juan:


“The tonal begins at birth and ends at death, but the nagual never ends. The nagual has no limit. The nagual is where Power hovers.”

“For the nagual, there is no land, or air, or water. Therefore, the nagual glides, or flies, or does anything it can do in the time of the nagual, which is not related at all to the time of the tonal. These two things do not intersect.”

“The tonal and the nagual are two different worlds. In one you talk, in the other you act.”

(Castaneda C. — Tales of Power. "Pocket Books", N.Y., 1978)

You are doing fine.

RR

Last Edited by Rey Rogers on 03/31/2013 07:29 AM

REy Rogers,

i researched your member name and came up with discussion you've posted. until february your discussions seem pretty embedded in the storyline of this world
[link to www.godlikeproductions.com]

is your discovery of this being a game recent?

i have no interest in the storyline of this world anymore so i was curious when you began to view this as a game. you understand what i mean? if you view it as a game why the interest in afghanistan and the other discussions you have started

I am very interested in the stories of this world. Very.

You would not have found me here if I didn't.

But you must see it for what it is. There is no need to open anyone's eyes but for your own - the rest is entertainment.

That´s all it is - entertainment (amusement literally means not to think).

Please read my thoughts on life in my 2011 new years thread - it pretty much sums it all up.

Thread: An electrifying 2011 ahead - here is your schedule according to TUN - UPDATE: New completion date introduced by Oldenkamp: 14 July, 2012

Yes, there was no ominous disaster - but there sure were some mayor changes in the playing field.

Bottom line: it is a game or as Bill Hicks once called it "a ride".

I started reading Castaneda in high school about 32 years ago. It had a profound impact on me. I was scared to death basically. Actually made me hyperventilate thinking I would die.

The realization of the game world came later - I guess some 20 years ago. Everything changed once I saw what this world really was and who (or what) I really am. This instantly eradicated all fear.

Rey Roger,

thanks for clarifying.

i have almost no interest in the storyline of this world

thanks for information on tonal/nagual. i remember reading the castenada stuff

you're right there do seem to be clues everywhere

to treat this world as a game is the best option because then it becomes more laughable (not so sirius)

any other information you care to share is appreciated

gonna go walk outside me thinks

it's best to view all this as amusement park ultimately