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I Declare Myself a Fucking Idiot

 
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It's one of those Zen things ...

As soon as you truly admit that you are an idiot you cease to be an idiot ...

Welcome to the (exceedingly small) non-idiot club!
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lmao

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What is this feeling? It is so fucking heavy. It never relents, it merely requires a different way of handling the feelings, shuffling around the weight so it is bearable.

Perhaps this is the way that people with addictions feel.

Damn...night after night, clearing away all the past feelings, reconciling with every person I have ever 'known'. Clearing it all out, leaving me a tired wreck of over-abused emotions that reflect as if those reconciliations are an over all reality, when they are most likely my own.

It can't be this way for anyone, for everyone. I do not know how to...lift it without making me bend so. Perhaps these things I experience are not real, and I am behaving as if they are.

I am 44 years old. I have striven for most of my life to find out what has happened to me. What if, like others in the world, I discover that it is all bullshit? I probably wouldn't mind, as long as I am able to stop thinking.

Probably the worst thing I could have done is let others know of what I have been through. By writing it down, or speaking of it, I embed it deep into my self. Why is it not better to let if flow through without...

I think about people living to an old, ripe age, and it terrifies me. I cannot imagine living these 44 years all over again, and more than half of those years forgotten in the depths of birth, childhood and debauchery.

What makes me really fucked up, is that I am writing this on a public forum, to people I don't even 'know' in real life. A declare myself a fucking idiot to be known, and therefor used and abused, understood and in the end, obviously manipulated.

Does it matter in the end? I have been told it does, yet to remain true to self is what I aspire to. To all those that do not aspire to that, god help you.
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Don't worry friend! You have lots of company, but most won't admit it!
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Thank you Pi.
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You're far from an idiot, friend. You suffer the angst of genius.
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Hi Op!

I loved your thread on bird language the other day. You opened my eyes to some new things. Thanks!
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Jeremiah 20:11

But the LORD is with me like a mighty warrior;

so my persecutors will stumble and not prevail.

They will fail and be thoroughly disgraced;

their dishonor will never be forgotten.





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You're far from an idiot, friend. You suffer the angst of genius.
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Most likely judging from his rare but appreciated gigantic well-researched posts about significant events. :O
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Thank you Pi.
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Don't feel bad, I'm stupid too.
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It's one of those Zen things ...

As soon as you truly admit that you are an idiot you cease to be an idiot ...

Welcome to the (exceedingly small) non-idiot club!
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I agree with this guy. Your writing is certainly not that of an idiot.
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dynamic idiots
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It's illegal to declare yourself an idiot.

That's like declaring yourself sexy.

These declarations must be peer reviewed.

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You sound like you are going through a dark night of the soul/spirit. Spirit is worse. But remember, it is darkest right before the dawn.

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What is this feeling? It is so fucking heavy. It never relents, it merely requires a different way of handling the feelings, shuffling around the weight so it is bearable.

Perhaps this is the way that people with addictions feel.

Damn...night after night, clearing away all the past feelings, reconciling with every person I have ever 'known'. Clearing it all out, leaving me a tired wreck of over-abused emotions that reflect as if those reconciliations are an over all reality, when they are most likely my own.

It can't be this way for anyone, for everyone. I do not know how to...lift it without making me bend so. Perhaps these things I experience are not real, and I am behaving as if they are.

I am 44 years old. I have striven for most of my life to find out what has happened to me. What if, like others in the world, I discover that it is all bullshit? I probably wouldn't mind, as long as I am able to stop thinking.

Probably the worst thing I could have done is let others know of what I have been through. By writing it down, or speaking of it, I embed it deep into my self. Why is it not better to let if flow through without...

I think about people living to an old, ripe age, and it terrifies me. I cannot imagine living these 44 years all over again, and more than half of those years forgotten in the depths of birth, childhood and debauchery.

What makes me really fucked up, is that I am writing this on a public forum, to people I don't even 'know' in real life. A declare myself a fucking idiot to be known, and therefor used and abused, understood and in the end, obviously manipulated.

Does it matter in the end? I have been told it does, yet to remain true to self is what I aspire to. To all those that do not aspire to that, god help you.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


I like you a lot and think you're a genius. I think you have higher expectations of yourself than nearly anyone can accomplish. I wonder if your father toilet trained you with a 45.
Just chill. relax. Maybe medication. visualize a color or something. You can shut your mind down if you try.
You have helped a lot of people with what you've said and posted. You've opened a lot of eyes. That's a good thing.
Have a shot of vodka. or a beer. Maybe you're working too hard or too long and need to schedule some downtime.
Peace.
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What is this feeling? It is so fucking heavy. It never relents, it merely requires a different way of handling the feelings, shuffling around the weight so it is bearable.

Perhaps this is the way that people with addictions feel.

Damn...night after night, clearing away all the past feelings, reconciling with every person I have ever 'known'. Clearing it all out, leaving me a tired wreck of over-abused emotions that reflect as if those reconciliations are an over all reality, when they are most likely my own.

It can't be this way for anyone, for everyone. I do not know how to...lift it without making me bend so. Perhaps these things I experience are not real, and I am behaving as if they are.

I am 44 years old. I have striven for most of my life to find out what has happened to me. What if, like others in the world, I discover that it is all bullshit? I probably wouldn't mind, as long as I am able to stop thinking.

Probably the worst thing I could have done is let others know of what I have been through. By writing it down, or speaking of it, I embed it deep into my self. Why is it not better to let if flow through without...

I think about people living to an old, ripe age, and it terrifies me. I cannot imagine living these 44 years all over again, and more than half of those years forgotten in the depths of birth, childhood and debauchery.

What makes me really fucked up, is that I am writing this on a public forum, to people I don't even 'know' in real life. A declare myself a fucking idiot to be known, and therefor used and abused, understood and in the end, obviously manipulated.

Does it matter in the end? I have been told it does, yet to remain true to self is what I aspire to. To all those that do not aspire to that, god help you.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Spend some time immersing yourself with the dog-pack at your home... They know nothing of these human frustrations... Soak up their vibe and just let the present moment be...

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I am surrounded by Idiots!







































and I fit right in!
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You're far from an idiot, friend. You suffer the angst of genius.
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This^^^Time to relax... chill your mind for a bit maybe...become rested...refreshed hugs

hf

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I declared myself a 'fucking idiot' not long ago when I found myself driving to go pick up a pizza I hadn't even ordered yet.

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I declared myself a 'fucking idiot' not long ago when I found myself driving to go pick up a pizza I hadn't even ordered yet.

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giggle

You sure you weren't just on a bunch of drugs?

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Stop being so angsty...


Control your brain, literally with words.
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Haha! This, my dear, is an AMAZING moment if you want it to be.

If you really, really accept that you're an idiot, you are free. (At least, you're free from the fear that other people might think you're an idiot, or the fear that you might actually be one. Because you are one, and you accept it. Nothing to be afraid of there anymore.) You've re-integrated that part of your Self by claiming yourself as such. It's SUCH freedom.

You're an idiot! So what? You're also intelligent. And occasionally mean. And sometimes hypocritical. And really funny.

You. Are. Everything. All of it. Understanding this is one of the final steps before you get to see it all for what it is.

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It's illegal to declare yourself an idiot.

That's like declaring yourself sexy.

These declarations must be peer reviewed.

pigchef
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lmao

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SS - I saw this online after reading your post - theres a lot of angsty energy out there right now, don't let the hinkey fuckery get you down -scream about it and move it on out! Check this out...

Head's up Buttercups ~> A massive evolutionary impulse is underway pushing us to grow beyond our ego's limitations BIG TIME! Anything coming up for you in regards to your identity, sense of self, self-esteem, relationships, finances and/or expressions of rage or anger is asking you to come to the edge! The best use of this energy is to embrace freedom and liberation and to help others find and do the same. The worst use of this energy is to be impulsive, rash, selfish and explosive. There is more to come as both the Sun and Venus will square Pluto on Sunday.

Right now is a great time to ILLUMINATE the shadow and clear it out with a physical/spiritual/emotional colonic for those of you with tummy trouble that got activated by this full moon (my entire family included,) look to see where something is trying to cleanse itself and then do something to support that process. Channel your fire wisely today! Fire can create and fire can destroy, either way fire is a transmutative force! ~ divine harmony
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Good night.

I suppose, this too shall pass.

 Quoting: Septenary Man


tounge


Good morning everyone.

Yes, seems the meme has whipped itself into a frenzy again today.

:)
 Quoting: Seer777



Have you noticed a pattern to the frenzies?

It is somewhat predictable and can be seen coming days in advance by the build, which eventually leads to a peak, then a fall.

Like I mentioned before...it seems the 'volume' gets turned up on everyone at once, then the reactions play out according to held perceptions at the time...


hmm

 Quoting: Seer777


This too will pass...



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Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
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its ok I am a fucking idiot too

hf
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Me too hf
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What is this feeling? It is so fucking heavy. ...
 Quoting: Septenary Man


A lot of us are processing through some heavy stuff lately...it is part of a natural process, just go with it and do not beat yourself up or put yourself down. You have to pass through who you have been to get to who you truly are. The butterfly, freshly emerged from its chrysalis, must feel unbearably heavy until its wings dry and it floats away on a breeze...

I can promise you that everything that was - is complete and utter bullshit. But it was through interacting with this bullshit that we got a chance to see the difference between deceptions and truths, and to refine our skill in discernment. So the bullshit had its use - no guilt - and now it's time to move on to something more authentic.
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You're far from an idiot, friend. You suffer the angst of genius.
 Quoting: LaniJane


Most likely judging from his rare but appreciated gigantic well-researched posts about significant events. :O
 Quoting: calx


100% agree with both these comments! I seek out everything you write SS - you change my view of the world and space!

Very weird energy today, lots of comments about how its impacting us, hope tomorrow is better!

Thank you for sharing your genius.

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